Wednesday, September 25

Sex with my husband

Yesterday night, watching X-Factor on TV at night with my husband. After the show... SEX. Not fantasy or fiction this time. The real thing. This is what sex is like between me and my husband (sometimes... and embellished with some things I wish I would have said). You will get a good general idea, however. It isn't exactly what you might call Vanilla...


Me: Go upstairs and get into your panties, I want to fuck you tonight.
Him: [says nothing... gets a gleam in his eye... does as he is told]

I give him a few minutes and then walk slowly upstairs. david is naked except for a pair of sheer pink panties. He has chosen the panties from a drawerfull we keep for him for this purpose. He has chosen to put his nose in the corner and wait for me like that. I can totally see his ass and ass crack through his sheer panties. I get an immediate, visceral urge to beat that ass.

Me: Lie on the bed, ass high across the pillows, you're getting a beating, bitch.
Him: [says nothing... does as he is told... him cornering himself meant he wanted a beating tonight before his fucking]

We have four pillows on the bed, he piled two of them on the left side of the bed, in the middle, and lay across them submissively, pantied ass nice and high. He is presented like an offering. He has asked for this beating, so he will receive it on the spot where nature intended slutty submissive husbands to catch their beatings: ass and thighs.

I feel excited watching him do this for me. I can feel my own panties dampening. I open the bedside drawer and pull out my strap. He groans in a sexy way, knowing what is coming.

Me: You're getting a beating now. You want to know why? Because you're a man who wants to be dressed in panties and fucked like a woman. So you want to act like a submissive little cunt? I'll beat you like a submissive little cunt. Simple math, baby. [He likes when I talk dirty to him... he tells me any bad words one might think of applying to a woman can be safely applied to him!]

I whip the strap down hard low across his pantied ass cheeks, right at the panty line. He groans. I do it four more times just like that. His wiggles and moans turn me on even more.

I reach over and lower his panties to just below his cheeks. No reason this bitch will get to keep her panties up for her beating. Part of her humiliation will be to display her anus during her spanking. I am rewarded with a bird's eye view of my husband's now bare and totally exposed asshole. He's getting a fucking in there later and he knows it. No reason I shouldn't see it now.

I give him five more. I target two of them to wrap around between his ass cheeks, near his sensitive little puckered hole.

I put away the strap. His ass is nicely red and marked in places. I reach under my bed to get the riding crop.

Me: Reach behind you and pull those cheeks apart for me.
Him: [says nothing... does as he is told]

Me: Pull them apart harder. Really reach in there. Pull harder. I mean it.
Him: yes ma'am [as he struggles to obey me]

His little boy hole is gaping open now. I take my crop, crouch down a little to get the right angle, and whip the tip down onto his hole. He half moans half ouches. I repeat this over and over again. I am fascinated by the clenching and unclenching and puckering of his hole as I whip it.

As I whip, he loses the grasp of his cheeks, but immediately scrambles to reaffirm it. I love watching him in pain from the whipping, but still submissively pulling his cheeks wide apart for me over and over again in order to submit to my painful stroking. Paradoxically, the worse the whipping, the wider he pulls. Seeing him pulling himself wide for me, waiting for the next whipping stroke, I'm thinking I want to fuck that ass.

I put the crop down.

Me: Are you going to let me fuck you in the ass?
Him: yes ma'am
Me: I'm using Adam, you know that don't you? [Adam is my biggest dildo - realistic looking - large]
Him: yes ma'am.
Me: Are you going to be my little ass bitch, tonight, huh?
Him: oh yes ma'am
Me: Are you going to take it like a woman for me?
Him: yes ma'am
Me: I'm 'gonna flip you over, raise you legs nice and high, and take you missionary style. Will that make you feel like a proper woman, baby?
Him: yes ma'am
Me: Is your ass beaten enough?
Him: yes ma'am
Me: I don't think so. Not yet anyways. Put your hands in front of you and hang on.

david releases his deathgrip on his ass cheeks and puts his hands in front of him. He clutches the covers, knowing what is coming. Knowing that quite a lot may still be coming.

I open the drawer and take out the little souvenir hardwood paddle. I put my left knee up on the bed. I put my left hand down on the small of his back. With my right I pull his lowered panties right down to his knees. Then I start paddling his ass. I count out two hundred strokes to myself in my head. Each one hard and stinging. I get to watch his ass redden to a deep crimson as his knuckles whiten grabbing the bed covers for dear life. About half way through his paddling I get what I want.

Him: No please! No! No more! Please! It hurts!

This is the part where I start to really get excited. I love his begging. I love his begging when I can see the damage I'm doing to his ass! I can feel the sweat on his lower back. I can smell it. I can watch his legs convulse, especially as I paddle the backs of his thighs. Targeting the insides of his thighs when his legs inadvertently spread which makes him clutch them together again. The next time they part, which they do, he gets a harsher lesson. A light paddle stroke to the undersides of his genitals. A gurgling scream and he shuts his legs tightly together. They do not come apart again. Ha Ha! I finish off the padlding to his ass. Hard and fast. His reactions are genuine. My man cries little tears.

I leave him there, in his little puddle of tears. I strip down to just my panties. They are kind of wet. I pull on the strap-on harness over them. I have a big dick now!

Me: Lie on your back, one pillow under your hips.
Him: [says nothing... does as he is told]

I pick up his legs by his ankles and hold them high. I pull the panties up to around his ankles. I stretch them and loop them around his ankles. His ass is really, really red. Dark cherry red.

Me: Hold your legs up like that.
Him: [he holds them up high... like a little slut should]

I walk towards his head, I make him turn and face me. I spread my legs and crouch down so that my cock is at his mouth level. I push towards him, he moves his face to the very edge of the bed and takes me into his mouth. I grab his head and face fuck my little whore. I love the sounds his mouth makes as I face fuck him. Little gurgling sounds, mixed in with the occasional gagging sound when I "accidentally" go too deep.

He tries to steer me into his cheek. I know his little tricks. I grab him by the throat and squeeze. "OPEN" I tell him. He gets Adam down his throat for his troubles. I make him gag no fewer than five times for his impertinence, until I am satisfied he has learned his lesson. This bitch will learn to deep throat me. By the time I pull out there are more tears in his eyes and he is slobbering like crazy.

Sometime during that intense face fucking he apparently got the idea it was ok to disobey me and drop his feet back down to the bed.

Me: Did I say you could drop your feet?
Him: [he quickly raises his legs again]
Me: Oh no! You need a lesson. [I say as I pick up my paddle again]
Him: No! Please! No More! Please!!!

But there is more. I push down on the backs of his thighs, practically doubling him over. His genitals, his asshole, his deep red ass, and his light red thighs are presented to me in a perfect attitude for a childish diaper position punishment.

I paddle him again. He's lucky he's not getting the strap, but I am feeling generous. I know it hurts him a hell of a lot more when his skin is stretched and tight over his ass and thighs, as it is in this position. But he does still have to learn to not lower his legs during his face fucking. I make sure he learns that lesson. I make sure he learns to obey.

I especially enjoy targeting the relatively virgin insides of his ass crack when he is in this position. I am especially excited spanking him while wearing Adam. It's a big glorious erect cock sticking out in front of me! I make sure to brush his flanks with it as I spank. His own cock is shrivelled pathetically. No competition for Adam at all (nor even at the "best of times" for that matter).

Me: Now hold that fucking pose, you little cunt! If you drop your legs again I'll belt whip your ass in that position until you can't cry anymore! [I grab his cock and balls and roughly pull them out between his legs, so they are sticking out behind him]. And that whipping will be balls out, do you understand me?
Him: Yes Ma'am!

I have great aim, but a balls out whipping terrifies the fuck out of him. I move progressively closer until he can feel the wind whipping at his balls. Haven't missed yet and don't plan to. He still gets scared for some reason, though.

I get the lube. I lube up Adam. Then I lube up his asshole. He is holding his legs nice and high for me! I dribble lube onto his genitals, and I rub some into them as well.

Then I hop up on the bed kneeling in front of him. I slide forward until the tip of my Adam touches his asshole. Then I start gently pushing in. I need to change the angle a couple of times, but then I have it right, and I start slowly exerting the appropriate pressure. david "ows" and complains, but slowly, slowly he starts opening up for me, like a flower, as I keep the pressure on. He knows it goes easier for him if he presses out, as if performing a bowel movement. I can see him straining to do that from the look on his face. Magically he opens up and I pop in. "Ow ow ow Ow" he says, but I hold my ground patiently until the cramping dies down. Then I slowly start fucking my little bitch.

I pull his hips into me as I rock back and forth, fucking his ass. His legs are high with his panties wrapped around his ankles. That is his view: his raised legs and his panties banded around his ankles. He also sees me: my face, my bare breasts, my flat tummy, as I fuck him, slowly and deliberately.

As the fucking proceeds I grab his lubed up cock and balls and rub them gently. I rub my cock in and out of him, scraping by his prostate gently, gently, as I rub up and down the length of his now rigidly erect cock. He moans. What a little slut I have on my hands! Tramp! Whore!

Me: Are you going to squirt for me, baby? Squirt as I rub your clitty and fuck your ass, huh baby?
Him: yeah! oh yeah!
Me: You know that after you squirt I'm going to scoop it up and put it in your mouth and make you swallow every last drop, don't you?
Him: yes
Me: Will you like that? Will you like being a little cum bucket for me?
Him: YES, PLEASE!

I fuck gently and rub his cock hard and I get a nice big juicy squirting for my trouble. I aim his cock towards his face. The first bit gets to his chin, the next ones dribble on his chest and tummy.

I pull out slowly, wrapping Adam in paper towels I had handy and taking my harness off carefully.

Me: Keep holding you legs up, baby, you're a bit messy back there.

That always embarrasses him, knowing that! I have some baby wipes in the dresser drawer, bought specifically for this purpose. I clean him like a baby and wrap the soiled wipes into the paper towels.

When he is clean, I move up to his chest and I use my hands to scoop up the cum and push it into his eager mouth. He licks and sucks my fingers dry, and swallows it all down. I tell him to clean my Adam thoroughly and to take a shower. He is to be quick about, he has pussy and ass licking duties waiting for him immediately upon his return!

71 comments:

  1. Holy smokes...what a morning read! What a wonderful posting, thank you!

    TB

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    1. You're very welcome training boy. Did it give you a little stiffy?

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  2. Ms Julie, oh that is just wonderful, just amazing and I am sure you no longer need to embellish the wording, you will be using every last word you have used here! I was squirming with pleasure on my sissyc**t.It wont be long before your last fantasy becomes a reality if you keep referring to him being " a woman" and "a proper woman". Emily

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    1. He enjoys being addressed as a female, especially those bad words I would NEVER use with another woman!

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  3. As a boy bitch who has endured what is described I can tell you being wiped
    with the baby wipes at the end is what is most humilating. It is then as she cleans
    me that i feel the full impact of my submission.

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    1. Well he was messy back there and needed to be cleaned up before I could possibly allow him to put his legs back down.

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    2. hey Julie,

      Thank you for your wonderfully kinky exploits!

      Re: 'messy back there' --
      I use the traditional red enema bag, but sit on the toilet, insert the nozzle and let it run for just 12-15 seconds, then release and repeat till clean.
      That way I'm just douching the rectum, rather than the entire colon.
      Much quicker that way.

      And re: the boy's average endowment --
      It's entirely possible to make that thing bigger by massaging it. I did.
      It's tedious, but simple. If you like I'll write more.

      Tomas

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    3. I did not know that, but I like him just the size he is. Not very threatening that way!

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  4. As the little baby bitch is being cleaned up, what a perfect time for some baby attire. It's time to break out the diapers Julie! Three heavy cloth diapers and pink ruffle butt panties would complete the punishment. Making her wear these while she is worshipping your pussy and ass is the height of humiliation for a subby!

    Goddess Gretchen

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    1. You can be a sissy slut dressed in diapers. My slave is not a baby. He just has to wear diapers in front of me and my girl friends. The humiliation is so intense!

      Goddess Gretchen

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    2. Beingg babied up ain't my core thing either Ma'am, but you gotta admit, the guys lying there in the diaper position crying while you wipe his dirty bottom. Don't you at least want to slip him a pink
      pacifier or have him suck his thumb?
      I also think the baby thing would be a good punishment for childish behavior. Add being seen in the corner by Sue.
      lill (Ms Julie's punished sketch slut) jo

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    3. Ok, I can see that. If he does something childish, then a spanking across my knee, into diapers, and then into the corner sucking on a pacifier. Then the phone call to Sue to invite her over!

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  5. Until the last paragraph I was concerned that you weren't going to "get yours"... Fear not, you do! Does your derogatory/dirty talk continue as david attempts to push his tongue into your tight (I assume...) back passage?

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  6. Oh oh oh !!! If my Wife were not sitting beside me right now reading Your last post right now i would be jerking off frantically

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  7. You are still a sweetheart( I mean this sincerely).
    Easytopick

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    1. Thank you! Someone once put this sentiment in a comment and i thought they were being sarcastic. Hope that wasn't you! Sorry if so!

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    2. Yes, that was me. My butt still smarts after you took me to the woodshed.

      Easytopick

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  8. OMG... I'm typing this as I wait for V to come home. She promised I'll get release tonight (if I meet certain conditions she specified, but I already did) and reading this drove me through the roof.

    V has taken me from behind already, and has spanked me (although not too hard) but a session like yours is something I still have to experience.

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  9. Mistress Julie,
    The way you turned David into a blubbering, cum splattered, red assed, raw butt-holed boi in pink panties. was beautiful. Maybe he should have had to lie there for a while to recognize how totally submissive and femmy he was at that moment, although watching him hobble to the shower must have made you smile?
    Thanks for the reminder of your wonderful dominance.
    lill (Ms Julie's punished sketch slut) jo.

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    1. Ha ha! Are you inspired to sketch my scene for me?

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    2. I was going to say I'm trying to restrain myself Ma'am but ... Uh oh.
      lill Ms Julie's punished sketch slut jo

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  10. tying this back to your last post...
    this is so obviously a great segue to realizing your fantasy. You could try testing the waters next time you play like this by simple adjustments to your language, start referring to "Adam" like a person instead of as a thing. Instead of saying "Are you going to let me fuck you in the ass? I'm using Adam" you could say something like "Are you going to let Adam fuck you in the ass?" or "Are you going to squirt as I rub your clitty while Adam fucks your ass?" You could easily just play it off as dirty talk in the moment if he has problem with it, or take it as a good sign if he goes with it. Also, time is your friend in this situation. If it has been a while since you guys have played he is more likely to go with whatever. And, though I know you have said you have no interest in chastity or orgasm denial, but a man who is desperate to cum is more likely to agree to anything to get release. I know that normally I personally am turned off by the very idea of gay sex, but when I am especially horny and my wife and I haven't had sex for a while my fantasies start including bicurious stuff (right along the lines of your fantacy).
    food for thought

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    1. Thank you, that is food for thought...

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    2. Excellent suggestion! Thank you.

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    3. I'm trying to remember...what was david's excuse when you caught him (it was an older post) looking at that picture of the big stud carrying around the smaller woman on his shoulder (maybe spanking her at the same time? I can't remember exactly)? Didn't he say he had imagined being her / or in her place? Wouldn't that count as "the smallest indication of consent"?

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    4. I think these are great ideas. Additional food for thought is to make david wear panties beneath his work clothes and have him wear something feminine to bed each night. You could pull up some bicurious tumblr sites and make him edge himself but not let him cum and/or tease and deny him. Tell david how aroused you get looking at the tumblr pictures and be descriptive on what you like. Coax him into admitting that all little sissy sluts wish they were the one in the picture if they could keep it a total secret. Make him talk dirty to you on what he would do if he was in the pic to turn you on. You could masturbate and orgasm to reinforce how hot a scene it would be and how it turns you on. You can tease him that he can't cum unless he sucks Adam and lets Adam fuck him. Deny him and take it further each play session. Make him beg to suck Adam. Make him admit he would suck a real man to please you. Don't let him cum until he convinces you he would suck a real man's cock.

      Hah, hah...you could really play some mind games with continuing play sessions. Very fun, right?

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    5. Those are some fantastic ideas!!!! I will definitely try them out.

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    6. Glad you like them. You tried my last suggestion which was the ginger root plug. When you say you will try it then this reader takes it to the bank! Do they use this expression in Canada?

      Shades

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  11. OMG Ms Julie, that is simply amazing! You are truly an exquisite and powerful woman!!!

    Respectfully,
    doc

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  12. Does your husband know that you write a blog, and does he read it?

    Viktor Strelnikov

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  13. Maybe it's time for david to step up (more accurately, be stepped up) to the Tantus Mikey or Revolution. He seems to have become so....accommodating of Adam as of late. Or you could go another direction and get a double-ender which will let you ride him until you cum.

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    1. Adam still challenges him, but perhaps I should test his limits a bit more...

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    2. From martial artist Bruce Lee: "If you always put limit on everything you do, physical or anything else, it will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond them."

      Adam is a "plateau"...upward (in girth/length) & onward!!!!

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    3. I wonder what Bruce Lee would say about being "stretched" like this!

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  14. Omg! Julie, if this is fiction, it's brilliant. If this is reality, it's mind glowingly great. You're a treasure. I was laughing out loud while reading this it was so good! Love, love, love your updates. And David is going to be ready for the real thing.

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    1. The real life was all the physical stuff that I did to him.
      the bit that was fiction was some of the dialogue. I couldn't remember exactly what was said, so I filled it in, but it was not as good as this! Next time!

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  15. Nice way to go about, but me thinks he silently craving to get his balls spanked, in spite of his fear. And a nice cane may be an upgrade to consider, particulary as you tell us you have such good aim.

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    1. I know he gets turned on by the thought of a dominant woman who threatens and is capable of smacking his balls, but the reality of it is something he absolutely does not crave, I can assure you!

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    2. Even more useful to take him there, now and then, perhaps?
      I see the cane is not mentioned any further, so we may perhaps witness its appearance?

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    3. I have used a cane on him and enjoy it a lot. Perhaps so...

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    4. Well, I look forward to reading what happens in the future

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  16. "His own cock is shrivelled pathetically. No competition for Adam at all (nor even at the "best of times" for that matter" Wow, talk about feeling "small"... Ms Julie, your powerful expertise at this, and your "giant friend" Adam, would certainly have me trembling..

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    1. Males have what they got.
      I can "upgrade!"

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    2. Maybe you should 'upgrade' to a big/better bio-cock...naturally while david is plugged, paddled and observing intently.

      I guarantee his non-competitive Adam-wannabe will be standing at attention...such as it is.

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    3. No. I am happy with my husband!

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  17. What's Next???
    You definetly are working off a plan.

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    1. No plan here. This was "business as usual" in my household!

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  18. A fantastic post, Ms Julie. My strict wife allows me to read your posts as she deems them educational, although I am only to read them in her presence and I have to be standing wearing only my butt plug harness so that any unauthorized stiffies will be seen and dealt with. Well as soon as I saw the sexy pic of you using your strap-on I could not hide my stiffy. I was immediately ordered to bend over for a severe belting with the strap. my strict wife then unlocked my harness and removed my plug and placed it in my mouth and then ordered me to hold my butt cheeks apart and then used her crop to butt hole spank me and then ordered me to post here and to let you know that I am to be further punished by having my chastity pouch locked on for a fortnight.

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    1. I applaud your wife's control over you, and how she dealt with you. Enjoy your two weeks "in captivity"!

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  19. Julie, could you give the dimensions of ”Adam” , so we could understand david's level of discomfort for accomodating him?

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    1. Sure! Adam is 5.25 inches in circumference and 7 inches long. Not "massive", but still a challenge and still bigger than him (which is important to me).

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    1. Yes, exactly. I have the pink flesh coloured one.

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  21. Does david get to cum every time you engage in these types of activities (discipline followed by sodomizing followed by oral worship of you), or do you occasionally practice 'orgasm denial'?

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    1. I must confess that I have a weakness for seeing him squirt, and then feeding it to him, and then watching him choke down every single last drop...

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    2. Have you ever considered 'saving' his effluent, storing it in ice cube form and making an even bigger "meal" for david?

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  22. Hi

    I am so hard reading this over and over. This is how I want to be fucked....oh my. I love as you know the panty, love you strapping him over the panty, as we spoke I do not like the word beating but understand, my only add on would be a resounding spanking over your knee. The paddlings amazing and the fucking well just so hot, ma'am. I do trust his work to be done with his tongue was more than pleasing to you. I also love the fact you admit you were getting turned on and your panty was wet! Amazing you are, thank you.
    Always
    Ron

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  23. I love the power play aspect of this encounter. My gf and I are in a relationship where I am the Top. BUT, we switch it up occasionally because we both enjoy being on the other side sometimes. While you go farther than I would be comfortable with, it was a really hot story. I couldn't deal with being called a bitch, or being made to eat my cum. I love being dominated occasionally, but cannot wrap my head around the name calling and penis size remarks. Does this make any sense? Do you have *real* respect for him in real life? When people submit to each other, it does make you respect each other more because you are willing to put that ultimate trust in the other person. I just have to be respected as a man first, and the fact that I am submitting to my gf still doesn't change how she views me. I babbled a bit, but do you know what I mean? Interested to see your response, first time I have been to this site, but I'll be back! Great blog :)

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    1. I very much respect my husband, in bed and out. This stuff is fun and games, and the more "uncomfortable" for him the better!

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  24. This is one of my favorite posts of yours! I really like knowing what you are thinking as well as describing your sissy's mind set at the same time. It puts what some people may view as extreme into a consensual context.

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    1. Thank you! We play like this quite often, but I don't often write about it, saving our more "interesting" episodes for the blog, so it is nice to get this feedback.

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  25. Wow. David is one lucky guy to have you as his mistress. My wife spanks me, but not nearly enough or hard enough. I doubt she would ever get a strap on, though.
    Baxter

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    1. Sure she will! Where there's a will there's a way!

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  26. If you're in the mood for some variety, here's some suggestions for spanking & pegging positions...

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    1. Thank you! I have not tried them all yet!

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