And if it's not, I told Daddy that we will acquire a paddle nonetheless, and I will get TWO paddlings. One on Thursday night, and another when the real paddle is in hand and Tracy and I can next get together in a couple of weeks time,
Tracy has agreed to delivering the two paddlings if necessary 'cause it's partly her fault for the delay (I suggested she take one of those two paddlings, but she declined saying that was NOT the deal).
So, I've been getting teased an awful lot about my upcoming paddling. So many subby boys so eager to see a committed Top getting the tables turned on her. But I'm enjoying the teasing. It helps to build the delicious anticipation and dread of my very first real punishment paddling. I've been quite obsessing over it, as a matter of fact. I've even gotten my husband involved.
Now, I have not filled david in on the whole back story around this paddling. All I chose to tell him was that I had decided to get my girl friend Tracy to paddle me to see what life was like from the bottom. He has been very encouraging of it. He loves it whenever I spread my wings a bit. He even knows about my girl crush on Tracy, and is encouraging of that.
Which brings us to david, the sweetest boy in the known Universe! He has no jealousy at all himself, but he totally respects my jealousies. He just shares my enthusiasms whatever they happen to be, and encourages me to "go for it!" always. He is very secure in his own skin (which is very attractive), and just seems to know (correctly) that even if I go on a little adventure here or there without him, I am always coming back. And if I don't, then it was not meant to be (but we both know it IS meant to be!)
I wish I could say I was that secure myself, but I am not. It would drive me nuts if david were to have a little tryst with another woman. No way could I bring myself to be encouraging of that. I get over it to the extent of arranging BDSM threesomes where I am totally in charge. And he adores me for doing that. But it would devastate me if he ever fucked another woman himself. He knows that and respects that. But if I were to get an inkling for another man, he has told me that would be fine so long as I enjoyed it, and that he'd enjoy hearing all about it if I chose to share!
Well, I draw my own line at having sex with another man, but am more lenient with myself when it comes to other women!
Anyways, he's been such a doll about the whole thing, that I decided that I would reward him with a very special treat post-paddling.
I have an older blog following friend where we were discussing over email the fact that he has never gotten the chance to fuck a lady in the rear end and regrets it. That, of course, got me thinking that david is in the same boat, and that if I don't let him do it to me, he will not get to do it at all. Now, I have been fucked in the butt before david's time and did not particularly enjoy it. Actually, I quite actively disliked it! So whenever david has suggested it, it's been no way Jose!
But, of course, all this paddling talk is making me feel rather submissive. It won't last, so we may as well take advantage of it!
So I told david that for being such a good boy, and for being so supportive of my little ways, that day after he would get to have a close-up view of my paddled ass...
...and would be allowed to have his way with my bottom hole...
Hope I'll enjoy it as much as she seems to. I very much doubt it!
Let the merciless teasing continue...
(Continued in Julie Paddled!)