Friday, November 25

Julie to get the Belt and worse?

Dear Readers:

I've just arranged to get a painful and humiliating belt whipping from Tracy in front of her husband John, and possibly worse as you will read below, and I will appreciate your advice on the issue. And while the scene will be fun, and what will come after the scene, the belt itself will likely not be fun at all!

Lucky girl. I know I won't be allowed
to keep the girls covered up during my whipping!

But sometimes you get what you ask for, and I have specifically asked for a good hard belt whipping. And having experienced Tracy, I'll likely get what I asked for!

This will be Tracy's second time spanking me. The first time (Julie's Paddling!) I got the paddle from Tracy. I was very keen to get it on with her afterwards, but she held back. Then she came over and got to witness me paddling my husband (david paddled in front of Tracy). He was also made to jerk off in front of us while Tracy fingered me under my skirt and panties right in front of him. Again, though, that's where it ended. She has made it clear that she will take me to her bed, but only if I submit to another spanking from her, and only if it is done with her husband as a witness. So there was no escaping it (not that I really wanted to - I need to be bedded by her!)

So I've had a txt conversation with her setting up our next scene. The thing about txt is that I do not need to try to remember exactly what was said, I have an accurate record of it. I just wish there was some way of copying a conversation from my iPhone so that I don't have to retype the whole damned thing. Oh well, it's my pleasure to do so. So here it is (I've corrected a few autocorrects)
Me: hi! did you like seeing david paddled?
Her: yes! very hot!
Me: when do you and I get together next?
Her: soon I hope
Me: good!
Her: but you'll need to be spanked
Me: I know
Her: with John watching this time
Me: I know
Her: bring paddle?
Me: may I have the belt this time?
Her: wow ok if that's what you want. Which hurts more?
Me: gonna find out I guess! I need a good hard one to compare
Her: are you sure, crazy girl?
Me: yes! I've been a very naughty girl lately...
Her: have you now? tell me more
Me: rubbing myself... thinking of you...
Her: that is naughty!
Me: will you punish me for it?
Her: Oh yes! The tears will flow.
Me: golly
Her: will you send me an email, on how to do it right with belt?
Me: sure, if you want
Her: I do
Me: ok
Her: I want to suggest something also
Me: what?
Her: bring your strap-on?
Me: oh oh!
Her: it gets worse. I want to give it to you in front of John
Me: what??? with him watching... I don't know
Her: no pressure. If you bring it I'll know it's on
Me: ok will think about it
Her: your choice. we'll have fun either way
Me: pussy right? not ass?
Her: up to you
Me: pussy, please! if we do it at all!
Her: can you O like that? With just cock?
Me: Bad! no - need my clitty played with - Hitachi works
Her: bring that
Me: oh my. but regardless he only watches, right?
Her: yes, that's what we agreed. no touching at all
Me: not with anything right I mean not with Hitachi
Her: relax. I know
Me: he can touch himself when you and I are alone in the bedroom!
Her: he won't. I'll be the one bearing the brunt after you go home!
Me: spanked?
Her: maybe! then everything else. I'm sure he'll be worked up!
Me: ha ha
Her: laugh while you still can. you'll be crying after your belting 😁
Me: gulp
Her: 😁
Her: will get back to you with date. need my mom and dad to take kids overnight
Me: ok. let me know soonest. excited!
Her: me 2!
Me: hugs
Her: xox
We'll get back to the bombshell in a sec.

First. Why do I actually go out of my way to get myself a hard licking??? I know I'm not going to like it while it's happening. I think it will be fucking painful. Is my brain messed up??? Why not ask for just a nice gentle hand spanking across her lap? Why do I go there? Truth is, the thought of uncontrollably screeching while I'm getting my ass roasted by Tracy is a turn on. Having her husband watch me getting frantic is even more of a turn on. Why??? That's just sick!

Ok, deep breath, onto the bombshell.

WTF???? She has proposed fucking me with my strap-on dildo while her husband watches me take it! How blushy will that be if I show up at her door and discreetly hand her a bag with my strap-on and Hitachi in it?!? "Here is my complete consent for you to fuck me like a $2 whore while your husband watches! Oh, and please use this Hitachi to make me cum in front of him cause getting whipped and fucked is obviously not embarrassing enough."

So... do I do it, or is that too much for a "first date" with her and John? I want to. But I don't know if I should. I know John a bit. We've been out socially. He's super nice. And I'm in lust with Tracy and want to please her. But this?

david is totally cool with it. Even seems excited, the pig! When I told him he laughed and told me he'll love hearing about it when I do it. I told him "if", not "when".  He repeated "when". The bastard! He thinks he knows me...

What do you guys think?
(she asks coquettishly, hoping for the right answer...)

And why do I go out of my way to arrange a painful whipping from a doubled up belt???

Signed: Confused in Toronto

135 comments:

  1. Julie,
    First time poster here. Glad to here of your upcoming strapping, but curious as to how you feel about these punishments. Do you get turned on anticipating them like David? Or are these just experiment to see how you will react? I love that David wants his spankings and that mindset is what turns me on.

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    1. I wish I could say it was just an experiment, and it is that. But I do get turned on anticipating my strapping. Even the thought of the public fucking from her is driving me crazy!

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  2. You regret the things you don't do more than the things you do. Go for it!

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  3. Daddy has created a new animal. Hehehehe.

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    1. No , however a sound belt blistering is a good idea and much needed

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    2. I will be talking to aunt Tracy about it . Going to make sure your corner time is done respectfully this time or you may be grabbing your ankles for the belt across your upper thighs !!! ��

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    3. hey Daddy,
      It's great that Julie will get her behind paddled but I think we're missing something. A scorched behind makes a sub-slut extra subby for sure, but, as all can see, julie's next (after this one) date with T & John will see her get paddled and then well-plowed by John.
      No doubt he'll appreciate her hot ass but what man doesn't like to sink into superheated pussy?
      And a hypersensitive clit makes her even more entertaining.
      And what heats a pussy better than a lovely wood Pussy-slapper? Lord knows julie needs a thorough pussy-spanking. Could you make Tracey a special Pussy-slapper? Maybe with holes?
      Send it to Tracey with instructions. John will thank all of us.
      Tomas

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  4. My experience has been that while the belt is a sharper pain, it's not as deep as the paddle. Of course there are lots of variables; the spanker's swing, the spankee's threshold, the implements themselves. Either way, it's going to hurt. A lot. :)
    The bigger issue is the rapid depth of your involvement with Tracy and John. Kink is heady stuff and it's easy to get caught up in the thrill of the moment and want to do it all and all at once. It's certainly not your first time playing with someone other than David but it is the first time you'll be in a submissive role with a man present. Don't let the heat of the moment make your decisions for you.

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    1. Good advice. Obviously the heat draws me to it, but rational brain still needs to make wise decisions...

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  5. I do think that the belt needs to be applied liberally across your bare thighs by aunt Tracy

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    1. Really? The backs of my thighs are super sensitive. I still have to write her that email about the belt. Do I mention thighs? It would be dishonest not to. I certainly paint david's when I give him his lickings!

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    2. Absolutely young lady !!!

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    3. Oh dear now just imagine your self surprising Tracy in a school girl outfit

      Sarah

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    4. Yes! Love it. Schoolgirl outfits on grownup girls are sexy. English schoolmasters who set these dress codes were such pervs! I love it when I see these older teenage girls today with these outfits on for real. Don't their school administrators recognize the extent to which these things have been fetishized?

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    5. Hi Julie, little nervous about posting this as I think my last comment was deleted. If you are thinking of dressing in a school girl outfit don't forget that Tracy and John have school age kids and that might not go over well. I know some ON boards have dress codes and uniforms.

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    6. It got routed to spam. I drug it out of there. Keep it up. The filthier the better!

      Good point on the schoolgirl outfit, though I know her daughter does not wear an outfit. But I'll check in anyways re dress and offer it as a possibility.

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  6. Hi Julie, this is one helluva hot scenario! Should you go ahead with it? I think you''ve already made that decision. Several times over the last few post's comment sections you've indicated how Tracy is your disciplanarian now and how would have do something if it pleased her. Using a strapon on you in front of her hubby obviously pleases her and as it does not contravene your hard limit of no contact by John I think you should go for it.

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    1. It is! So hot!
      I'm trying to think of the downside. I'm a total exhibitionist!
      I do trust them to colour within the lines. But having my pussy split open and penetrated? While HE watches???

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    2. Yes I know but that's what makes it hot. Plus you kind of opened the door on this one when the comment was made about your wanting to peg david during his paddling.

      One other note and not to sound like a broken record you should include the last page of Sir's letter with your belting email instructions to Tracy. After all she wanted know how naughty you've been and not giving her the whole letter was very naughty. You could also remind her of how you played with yourself during your timeout instead of contemplating your spanking. Just sayin'.

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    3. It would seem appropriate given the ostensible reason for my whipping.

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    4. So I've been trying to think what the downside is to this and frankly I don't see one. Most importantly David has said he is okay with this and is even encouraging you. Tracy has given her assurance that John will keep his hands to himself. Lastly it seems to be something you really want to do.

      Win! Win! Win!

      The only downside that I can see, and that is if you want to call it a downside, is if it doesn't happen this time you will be scheduled for a third spanking over her lap and then taken with the strapon in what ever way she decides.

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  7. Well now you know its been a while since your last trip to Victoria secrets, maybe all four of you can go and have the guys remeasured for some nice new bras. I am sure they would appreciate gift cards in their stockings.

    Emily

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    1. I don't think John would put up with it, and david has yet to consent to do anything with a dude!

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    2. Even if it isn't with david, I believe his pink bra is about worn out and time for a replacement.

      if John doesn't want to attend maybe you can invite Tracy and then you three can enjoy a pedicure

      Emily

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    3. Yes, bra shopping with Tracy sounds like a fun experience for david!

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    4. I agree, you 3 need to go and then maybe do a fashion show for John. Who knows where that will lead.

      Yes John and david may not such idea.

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    5. well then maybe david needs more than a bra for a fashion show including trying on some cute baby dolls and even a couple corsetts. I can just imagine his emberassment if you surprise the two them with an adult shop store at the end of the day

      Emily

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    6. I think a private fashion show for Tracy by david is the next step. Full schoolgirl with makeup!

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    7. Well then sounds like you and david would be two cute matching school girls. Maybe you three can even have a slumber party

      Emily

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  8. Well I hate to be the outcast here but I suggest you think twice before "playing" separated from your hubby. It's a slippery slope that you cannot go back from if you go to far.

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    1. Well, a bit hypocritical given that Tracy played with david away from John.

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    2. Not the same. Swinger men are patient. It's all about moving the boundaries. Fast in this case) The goal is John tapping that ass. Sorry for being so blunt, but I do understand the game and you are fresh meat. After he hits it he will want your panty's or a picture of your pussy. He's a trophy hunter if there ever was one.

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    3. I too share this concern for david. This scene will probably be okay, since it's hands-off for John, but I believe david should be included in any further (John's) hands-on action.
      And to preserve some equity, it should be Tracy's hands on david's cock, if it comes to John's cock in our favorite pussy.
      I'd like to see Tracy wank david to a nice squirt over julie as John is squirting up the not-so-Strict honeypot.

      Have Tracy jerk him off twice. Have him kneel and lick.

      It's a big deal for him, even if he pretends otherwise. He needs to feel bonded to the group, and nothing says bonding like coming in your new Domme's hand, or worshipping her sweetbits.

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  9. You will always regret it if you don't do it. I don't think the discreet bag for the strap on is going to work, you know Tracy will just take it out and show John. You know you want to do it so just go for it and have fun.

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  10. Tracy gets what Tracy wants so shush.

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    1. Yes sir. I want her to be my mistress and I ought not disobey her.

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    2. Hhhmmmmmm! What if the txt dialogue between you and Tracy was a little different... say like this;

      Her: I want to suggest something also

      me: what?

      Her: bring your strap-on!

      me: oh oh!

      Her: it gets worse for you. I want to give it to you in front of John

      me: what??? with him watching... I don't know

      Her: There's nothing to know just bring it!. I can't wait to try it on.

      me: ok, can I think about it

      Her: No choice. we'll be having fun that way!

      me: pussy right? not ass?

      Her: Nope ass, love that cute butt!!

      me: pussy, please! if we do it at all!

      Her: We are doing it and it's not up to you!!!

      How's that for a scenario?

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    3. Fun scenario, yes, but she risks me having to say no which would ruin the dynamic. She is smarter than that!

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  11. Whose belt are you going to get spanked with? I suggest avoiding John's belt, as you need to keep a distance to avoid any encouragement for him to participate. Best is to bring over the belt you want to be spanked with.

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    1. Well, if Tracy is the one who whips it off from around his waist, uses it on me, and then gives it back to him, wouldn't that be a nice little keepsake for John?

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    2. I suggest that you and Aunt Tracy go to a western shop and buy a new Belt. She can fold it and hold it against your bottom to check it . Also as you are checking out she can discuss how well she thinks her choice will work for discipling a naughty girl !

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  12. Dear Confused,

    Goodness, you do want it all! It seems to be a given that you will get 1) your first belt strapping, 2) your first time having your naked submission witnessed by a man, and 3) your most extensive sexual experience with Tracy. The only question is whether 4) John gets to watch you have sex with Tracy.

    Do I have that right--that you're gung-ho about 1-3, and only on the fence about 4?

    I'm going to go against the grain here (and against my own prurient interests) and advise you to hold off on 4. You've already lined up quite an adventure in new territory, even if John doesn't watch the grand finale. It's not like you have to include #4 to make this a very memorable evening. I'm thinking you can save that for another time. Something to look forward to in, what, a couple of weeks? It's not like you're on vacation and this opportunity is going to slip away if you don't grab it.

    I expect you'll have a good time whatever you choose. And I know you'll tell us about it. I do look forward to hearing all the details about Tracy bringing you to orgasm while your ass is on fire and John is watching. Just doesn't need to be your next post, that's all.

    I'm so glad I found your blog!

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    1. Yes, my thoughts are along the same lines.
      But, I also know from experience that a bird in hand is worth two in the bush! There's no telling when an arrangement like this might suddenly end.

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  13. What do we think and, why does one go out of one's way, were the questions and it was signed Confused in Toronto. Hmmm....well let's see, revisiting the previous post to double check a few details. I think there were several little cues, " Squirmy little girl " was a key quote, I think that portion of the scene will certainly be emphasized in the next meeting with special attention paid to highlight that portion of the event for all 3 parties benefit, and since we know that it is also a key component for you as well, I think we can be sure that there will be a long warm up, with plenty of exposure and it will not cease until the need to see and enjoy this activity has been met, or it would not have been emphasized so, it seems that planning for plenty of this to occur would make sense,
    Another key feature was the " She claimed me" statement, I think that this sentiment answers most of the would one should one portion of the post from both sides of the coin, so to speak.
    The idea that you mentioned certain activities and that she was intrigued enough to make a special request after you piqued her interest and then showing you that she had been thinking about it enough to request you bring her the implements in question, is more or less a complete exchange of ideas. I think the situation warrants purchasing her equipment of her own, it is simply not acceptable to share his and hers toys, front is front and back is back after all, much better to separate everything;not having to readjust straps and buckles and only having to transport it once is more than worth the cost, before one considers the peace of mind,not to mention the Adam conundrum and the chance for a nice subby shopping trip for you!
    Now about this email, and detailed explanation and subsequent online research and due diligence shown by your very determined and very thorough partner who does not disappoint in her preparation or perseverance. We know from last time your talent at finding online photos to illustrate your point will be one of her best information sources., which should make that activity all the more surreal for you wont it? The internal struggle while you compose an exacting treatise of how best to see to the execution of her appointed task will undoubtedly be an anxiety ridden exhausting experience but well with the thrill, much like the shopping trip.
    I imagine that many of the same questions after writing the email,will arise as were asked in this post, as to why would one ask for and describe in detail, but there will be more data at that point, because you will have explained in painstaking detail all about technique and each special area and what not to miss or forget. After that experience I think that you will have much more time to ponder these questions and perhaps shed some light on the particular quest at hand. If not before hand , then there will also be the opportunity in the corner, and in the many positions and variations on, off over and about her ottoman, which I'm sure will play a key role in the event. I believe that if the answers to the questions are not readily apparent at the present time, that there will be much more input forthcoming to help you shed some more light on the situation.

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    1. Wow. Yes. I suppose I cannot hold back when writing her a letter on how to give a good belt whipping. I'm just going to have to detach myself from being the receiver and write the best email I know how. Then the chips will fall where they may...

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    2. It'll be tears falling, asses burning, and tongues licking as they will!

      tomas

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  14. Let me put it another way. Tracy is your dominate you are her submissive. How would you react if David was told to do something and didn't comply? Do what your dominate tells you to do. Think how happy Tracy will be getting John all worked up watching you bent over getting your pussy stretched open and filled. You want Tracy happy then bring both the strap on and Hitachi. So John gets to see you climax, just think how jealous he will be that Tracy is doing it and not him. I get the belt and paddle along with other items. The belt was my favorite to be spanked with I just love it and the sting it gives. A final note you are being punished so Tracy should see ALL the letters even all from Daddy. Then give her the bag take off your clothes let her and John see you naked then bend over and present your bottom to her and be sure to ask her to spank you good and hard. P.S. your legs should also be spread so she can spank your thighs like you do to David. And John will get a better view. Have fun.
    archedone

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    1. I was worried before about that last part of the letter because it may have been too much too soon. I don't think that is the case anymore, so I will read it out aloud to her and John before the spanking starts. Oh dear!

      And your email triggered a thought. What if John is not so into seeing a girl whipped? What if his thing is seeing her fucked? Maybe Tracy suggested this because she knows John and wants to make sure he gets something out of it. It would then be selfish to refuse...

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    2. "The bastard! (David)thinks he knows me...

      What do you guys think? she asks coquettishly, hoping for the right answer...)"


      Bwahahahahahaha! Of course he does!!! And that's a good thing. (Is that the answer the coquette hoped for?)

      I'm going to pass for now on the belt advice, for now. Just don't know. But for the post-belt activities I had first imagined that, for your first encounter with Tracy it would be something more along the lines of that time you invited an escort to your hotel room to watch you punish David. Now that, post-David punishment, was one HAWT! scene!!!! If David loved watching that (as much as I loved reading it), so will John.

      Suggestion: I saw a clip some time ago with two women slamming clitties while "sharing" what is called a "double dildo". They were...uh...having a lot of fun. I also discovered that there is another type of double dildo where one (Tracy) straps it on with one end in her va-jay-jay, and the other directed at yours; and by "yours" I mean where there are two destination 'options'.

      A single last word of advice: Brazilian. (For John, of course. OK, Tracy ,too.)

      Have fun!

      A.J.

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    3. Oh yes! Well waxed regardless!

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  15. Deeper and deeper Julie. Oh your disassembling is all bluster and in your heart you know it. You should realize as a few posters have pointed out, that your now in the position David is in with you. If you want to be honest and submissive,you must be prepared for the consequences. You have already offered yielding your nude self to a belting and strap-on play in front of John and bartering over your yummy bottom hole, or perky pussy is only delaying the inevitable..Hopefully, john might be employed this time, with discreet and anonymous photo taking of the happy event....LOL

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    1. "Bartering" is what you call it? Those are my most private parts you are referring to!

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    2. The Lady do Protest too much! Seriously Julie of course they are your private parts, but I think Tracy is going to treat them as her property for a while next time you meet up, or, what is the point of your fantasies ...

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  16. In for a penny in for a pound. What the heck, you know it will be so exciting. :-) For all of us too!

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    1. Yes. That's what the lil devil on my left shoulder says.

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    2. Isn't that in for a penny, in for a pounding?

      Ted the switch

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  17. Go for it. Go for it all. You hit the nail on the head with a previous comment. Although the anticipation of future meetings and activities is delicious, never assume there will be a "next time". I have learned that lesson, to my regret, many times in my life. No regrets!

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    1. Yes, I've regretted not doing more on certain situations, and then situation is gone... boo

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  18. I honestly think you need to go for all of it. Seems you crave it and need it. Plus Tracy's wish should be a command to you.

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  19. I agree with the other Anonymous. I believe that Tracy should have her own strap-on and belt. If you go early enough it could be turned into a shopping trip to the toy store. What an excellent time for being teased and the buildup of anticipation. Helping to pick out (go halfsies as part of the gift) what will be used. A great place in the states for buying wide supple belts is Goodwill. Never been to Canada but I’m sure you can come up with somewhere. Let her know you’d like her to have these things. If she has her own toys she can pick from then you’ll never know what will be used. You can still ask her for specifics but you’ll never know.
    As far as the strap-on goes help her put it on as a sign of submitting to her. On your knees naked in front of both of them. If you have decided to be submissive to Tracy be submissive. That will show her you care enough to fully participate with her.
    Blow her. Not like you haven’t had a cock there. Just quickly explain that you want her ‘girl cock’ and will show her how much. This might be a huge turn on as her husband watches. Maybe ask her how many sessions with the strap you’ll receive. You need to know because you want to give her a present for her and by extension her husband.
    There are hundreds of ways to embrace this situation. Just ensure Everyone is comfortable. Well maybe you and your bottom, mouth, and pussy more or less.

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    1. I like this idea as well especially the trip to the adult store to help Tracy pick out her own strapon.

      As the previous commenter said lots of opportunity for teasing and maybe even some humiliation. Tracy could have you ask one of the sales staff for help and ask embarrassing questions like you make david do.

      Imagine the feeling of dread and humiliation you would have walking into the room with Tracy behind you, seeing John and then the strapon and belt already laid out waiting for your punishment.

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    2. Thank you. I should embrace my submissiveness completely. Else, what am I doing?

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    3. If you're going to do it you might as well have as much fun as you can.

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    4. "Fun" is not precisely the right word. It will be fun, but so is seeing a good movie. It seems somehow deeper than just fun...

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    5. Hatty, I am imagining that as I read your note. Oh gosh!

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  20. This is new unchartered territory for all. You are truly adventurous but do take it slow and easy. Boundaries are meant to be pushed but gently, taking everyone along.
    Maybe after John sees you getting spanked and perhaps Tracy having her way both at both ends (yours); you can plan ahead. Perhaps John can watch you and Tracy spanking David. It will be fun, both girls enjoying all possible scenarios whilst the men are hands on but hands off observers. So near yet so far. Look but no touching! Will somebody get tempted and agree to break long held taboos? As long as its voluntary its ok.
    Love, Arla.

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  21. I recommend one of those braided belts. You are welcome :)

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    1. I've used one. Will bring it to Tracy. Gulp

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  22. Personally I'm more of a fan of the belt, crop, strap & whip than the paddle or hairbrush - love that delicious sting and the welts that follow. The only problem is it's tougher to be accurate and strokes that hit the wrong place, like the far hipbone, are not much fun.


    I'm imagining that Tracy whips you soundly, then asks if you're ready to be fucked with her strap-on. You say yes please. She asks if you're sure. You beg.

    Tracy says she disagrees, and thrashes your already tender, red and raw bottom for several minutes.

    She sends you to stand in the corner then pours herself a glass of wine. She gets an ice cube and rubs it across your hot bottom and up your crack.

    Maybe one more thrashing after that before she gives you the fucking that you're aching for.

    Enjoy,

    Rosco

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    1. Wow. My heart is beating fast after reading that (and I wet my panties a little).
      Hope Tracy will be as firm with me!

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  23. Here's my two cents

    On the belt; the pain really depends on the bent and how it's applied. I actually find it quite nice with a medium speed (with a few good rubs) on the meater lower part of my bottom. For me a belt hurts less than a paddle. I also like that it's thin enough you give me a few rubs and taps between my legs (note "taps" not "strikes" or "hits"). I'd say you bring the belt yourself to ensure she doesn't take out anything thin and plastic that could cut you. And defiantly have a safe word for if the pain is too much or you're too uncomfortable with being watched (maybe even two safe words, one for "lessen it a bit but keep going" and one for "I need this to stop").

    As to John watching the two of you go at it, I'd be on the side of no. Firstly you told her when first discussing your next date that she could paddle you in front of her husband but that you wanted the bedroom time to be just you two. As Dom might push your boundaries but should also respect them and what you do and do not concent to and not try to push you too far or too fast. You might want her "in control" but you are still an independent person and every sub has the right to say no, not now, or not that much, and be listened to.

    It's also your first time getting having sex with her. The two of you don't need the pressure of an audience when exploring each other and finding what works together. She can tell him all about it after. If you two deside afterwards that you'd BOTH like him to watch, then great, but I would not have him there the first time. Take one step at a time.

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  24. Julie, The level of Dominance you exhibit is extremely intense. The level of submission you demand is nearly absolute. This D/s relationship gives it all meaning. So what if the situation was reversed? What should that look like to give it meaning? When David ask you for a spanking how far did you take it? Oh Tracy please don't fuck me in the ass. Oh Boo Hoo! Vanilla play would have less meaning for you. Where Tracy is concerned you should be ALL ACCESS. Your pain and suffering will take down this path. A blistered ass should be fucked. You know you want what David experiences. How about a survey?:>) Put yourself in our trusting hands.

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    1. Hey, it was THIS lady's choice which hole!

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  25. And -- looking ahead to the session after this session we've been discussing -- I'm seeing you well paddled, on your back, Tracy mounted on your face holding your legs up while John plows your pink delicacies until all pass out.

    I think david should be right there, his cock in Tracy's hand while Tracy and John enjoy their new sub. Maybe Tracy will jerk him off a couple times, not that it would take much.

    And after John is finished with you, I'd like to see Tracy roll you over, slowly and lovingly finger-lube your tight ass with John's splooge and then put david's cock into your sploogy-hot hole.

    I'm thinking if david's already come twice and after watching John plow you he'll enjoy your hot ass for quite a while. He might have something to prove.

    And think how John and Tracy will enjoy your hoarse squeals and moans, as your 'sub' gives your ass an enthusiastic screwing!

    Have you and david come to terms that it's *both* you and david Tracy is claiming?

    What was it she said about how she'd like david for a 'pet'? How John didn't give her enough oral?

    She's enthusiastic about pegging you -- you can bet she's already perving on how she'll be pegging david too, to be followed by mounting his face, probably while you watch, or, more likely, both her and John will enjoy your and david's mouths and then eff you both into next week.
    Mmmm, how nice!
    Both you and david will be subs to Tracy, who is sub to John. That's a switch.
    Can you still be Domme to david at home?
    Curiouser and curiouser!

    Tomas

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  26. What kind of belt will you be spanked whipped with or get spanking with a Man belt or female belt a stud belt be good to use if ask me or belt with hole in them

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    1. Maybe whatever belt is around John's waist?

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    2. Hope it big hard thick belt that around his wasit thos big thick one hurt real bad i heard very painful

      i would let you whip me with belt if want Tracy can watch or join in then double spanking over both your and tracy lap

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  27. I used to fantasize about being David. Now I wanna be John.

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    1. It's not either/or tony. I am enjoying being Julie and julie!

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  28. Dear Julie: One place to look for a good selection of leather goods is a Western Tack Store. For example they often carry thin leather items for bridles, and halters. They usually will also carry heavy leather pieces over 1/4 inch thick to three inches wide, and thirty inches in length; and other leather pieces for cinching down saddles. It just takes a while of wandering around looking at various pieces to see if you can find something that suits your fancy, and usually there will be. Of course, this is not it's intended usage. Just as Home Depot caters to home improvement, but also doubles nicely as a BDSM store! (lol) Just remember it's a western store, so walk in with blue jeans, and shirt that buttons in the front, and wear something like running shoes. That way you won't stick out from the crowd. I do realize you live in Toronto, and that you are not in Calgary AB, Texas, or New Mexico. So perhaps this is a more difficult option. Please be careful with far you feel comfortable progressing with things. No one want's to see you be actually physically damaged. We all care about you.

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    1. Thanks for the tip. Just checked the web for such a store near me. There are some. and you know what I found. Riding crops are WAY cheaper when you buy them for horses!!! And probably better quality. I am taking david on a shopping spree!

      I will be careful, always. That you for your concern! I feel my experience on the dommy side helps me play safe on the subby end as well.

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    2. P.S. those pieces of leather of which you speak are way scarier than any belt! I think I need to acquire one to keep my man tame.

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    3. Also you could check Farm Supply Stores, they handle Tack also

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    4. Not many of those in the city either!

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  29. P.S. When I used the word (hurt)at the end of my previous comment, I meant it in the context of 'actually physically injured'.

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    1. You were clear!
      I actually want to get "hurt" in the other sense. I mean, I think a belt whipping needs to hurt? If it doesn't, they're doing something wrong! Good hurt!

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    2. So glad to be of help for your early Christmas shopping! That good hurt you speak of is what I like, and yes (afterwards) you will adore it too Julie.

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  30. well now sounds like your Tracy's new whipping girl for all of John's misgivings and should dress like it. Wonder what kind of outfit Daddy would suggest

    Sarah

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    1. Absolutely. Pig tails and all ohhh and btw. Spanking at school means spanking at home young lady!!

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    2. Don't forget the sissy rhumba panties Love the pigtails. Gotta have ribbons and in the hair with pigtails. Maybe you can find out Tracy and John's wedding colors and use those for the skirt. Another costume idea would be a sexy dutch girl http://www.ebay.com/itm/Sexy-Blue-Dutch-Beer-Girl-Adult-COSTUME-Party-XS-6XL-A017-/110718176771

      Sarah

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    3. Let's not get carried away!

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  31. Ms. Julie:

    My thoughts, and excitement for you are clearly expressed in all the above comments. I would absolutely agree that you are embarking on a new adventure! But as you pointed out once, such things let us know we're alive.
    vic

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    1. I guess I'm looking for sympathy in totally the wrong place!

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    2. You just know what you want,
      But we know what you need....

      (Sung in Dylan voice)

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  32. As David said....WHEN.

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  33. As I stated in my last comment to you, I think having Tracey give you an o in exchange for a belting is all wrong. If it is a belting you want and she is willing, afterwards you should be giving her the o as her due with you getting nothing but a sore bottom and horny privates.

    As described the scene comes across like a "do me" scenario in a pseudo-submissive porn video. But obviously that's just me and I seem to be in a singular minority.

    Still the whole hierarchy vibe is lost once that Hitachi comes into play. But it is your scene....so enjoy.

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    1. It's not MY show! I'd be only too happy to get her off after my bottom whipping. She's the one who wants me to O in front of HIM. Plus, it's kind of embarrassing to do that in front of a clothed male witness. Imagine the smirking afterwards!

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    2. And I think her intent is that the Hitachi is being used on me WHILE she screws me, probably by me lying on it given no involvement from John.

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    3. I think the hierarchy is still mantained so long as it is Tracy call the shots or directing the action. As you mentioned Tracy making you take a public pussy fucking, with a strapon, in tears and having to cum by the Hitachi all in front of John is hardly on an equal level.

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    4. Have you talked to her about the powerful overtones to one-sided satisfaction? She is obviously not savvy about D/s dynamics outside of swinger scenes, 50 Shades, and your two encounters. Maybe seeing David orgasm after his beating is leading her to think that's 'what is expected '?

      What would her reaction be to seeing the upside to denial, teasing, and service to the Top? If you like the idea of being used , beaten,and ultimately denied, you probably need to clue her in.

      But it is your call and that's why I said that. You are not obliged to think the way I do.

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    5. "Imagine the smirking afterwards!"

      Edit!!!

      "Imagine the many DAYS of smirking afterwards!"

      There. Better. I am so-imagining the huge grin on John's face that, for me, is the best part of this event (pain, eroticism, and a big "O" for you, of course). Bet he will have trouble sleeping the night before in anticipation of the show he's about to see. Hope he thanks Tracy for this. Hell - thanks you!! Big time!

      I'll leave it to you and Tracy to decide how best he is to thank the two of you.

      (Foolishly grinning.) A.J.

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    6. I think Tracy is plenty savvy; I think she may have beaten our julie at her own game.

      A forced O directly after a good beating, while taking a pounding, nude, with an strange man as audience...? Knowing he is sizing up our little julie for a fucking?

      That may not be denial but it's totally used and abused. That forced orgasm will be humiliating, embarrassing, exciting, and totally submissive. As usual, our julie outdoes herself!

      Tomas

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  34. A decent guide to belt spankings can be found at http://corporalpunishmentblog.com/?p=1138 if you need one to pass along. I regret that this guide advocates for a thigh strapping if you don't stay still...just trying to be helpful 😀.

    Ted the switch.

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  35. I think Tracy after hearing the missing page read by julie, before her spanking, will want to make sure there is a hierarchy between herself and julie.

    The belt spanking, strapon play and O is for John’s amusement and visual involvement.

    I envision something like this occurring afterwards…

    Following a teary eyed julie’s, ass belt whipping, strapon pussy fucking, and O, Tracey waves John out of the room.

    He retires to a different area of the house, not to be seen for the rest of the night, his due paid.

    Tracy now leads the teary eyed submissive julie out of the room, giving her gentle and not so gentle pushes on her back, down the hallway and up the stairs to the bedroom, occasionally giving her the odd swat to her already sore ass as a reminder to move along quickly.

    Tracy pushes julie into the bedroom and has julie kneel on the floor in front of her. Standing over julie, Tracy informs julie she intends to make full use of the letter. Tracy tells julie that her O was for John. Now for the rest of the night julie will only please Tracy.

    She will do this, by licking Tracy’s pussy and bottom hole to her satisfaction. Tracy asks if Julie understands, all julie can see is the strapon Tracy is still wearing, which is still glistening with her juices form her O of only moments ago, she nods her head. Tracy tells her that if she’s not satisfied with julie’s progress she will find herself over Tracy lap for another spanking. Tracy again asks if she understands and again julie nods her head. Tracy reminds julie of her safe word and ask if she wants to use it, julie shakes her head no.

    Tracy removes the strapon, walks over to julie and grabbing a handful of hair pulls julie’s face into her pussy. Thus starts several hours of pussy eating, rimming and otk hand spanking for julie.

    Finally Tracy tells julie to kneel on the bed with her face and shoulders on the mattress, her legs spread and her ass in the air. julie complies with Tracys command. julie can hear Tracy moving behind her but cannot see her. Tracy tells julie it’s time for her second strapon fucking and to guess where it’s going this time just as julie feels a slippery gloved finger press on her bottom hole….

    I’m sure it won’t happen quite like this, but, it does need to be Tracy receive pleasure and julie give it and spanked for not doing it well enough, quickly enough or just for any reason.

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    1. oh dear... it could happen like that.
      I would have no choice but to submit, wouldn't I?

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    2. That's right, "little missy", your her " red bottomed submissive toy for the evening."

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  36. You know in your gut what you want to happen. Let go and enjoy the experience. You are on a roll right now. It is very hard to find people or couples. You feel comfortable playing with. Not to many people get to experience this fantasy,role play. You are one lucky lady. Your husband is ok with it. You found a play mate that is discreet. What if you chicken out on the paddling. You would have regret it. Don't over think it, enjoy the experience.

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  37. If I'm not too late for this post, I imagine Julie invited for a quiet dinner at Tracy and John's, wearing a long evening dress, fluid, carmine red. Towards the end of dinner, Tracy's tone changes (it's prepared between them). She orders Julie to stand up, flanks her a masterful slap and sends her to change in the room (since she has been behaving like a little girl!). There awaits her schoolgirl's costume. Everything is too small. She returns to the salon in this absolutely ridiculous costume. Tracy gives her a good spanking, panties down. Corner time. Then she is belted stark naked. In tears, she has to go put her dress back, but not her panties. Tracy sets her on her knees on an armchair and goes up the dress. She and John comment on her ass, her pussy, her anus, she must do whatever they ask They take their time, until her tears cease and she begins to wet. Tracy go and fetch her strap-on.

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  38. dont you have your own belt you can give to tracy for yout whippin on your cute booty imagain having look or wear the belt that was use on your naughty butt

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    1. well maybe if your a good girl she will use HER THIN belt on your pussy and cute booty

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  39. Quite a few comments about Julie ass licking Tracy. Whilst quite hot, rimming is one of those things you need to take extra care with when they are not your long term partner (i.e. unknown diseases, different bowel flora and fauna). Take care and enjoy yourself!

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  40. Well over 100 comments now and one point that stands out falls into the " And Worse" part of the title of your post, the blush in the upper cheeks so to speak.
    The story you recounted of her mentioning her encounters with her husband who has his " Little rules" and what he makes her do, would seen to come into play.
    I have seen absolutely no mention of this in the comments thus far?
    As someone who has had to service her partner in this way; she will certainly want to be serviced in the same manner and show him that she receives this treatment as well, if not better than he does. She would like to keep him entertained, and we heard all of the adjectives that she used in such a candid and cavalier manor at her own treatment by him, that it seems apparent that she plans on receiving quite the grand service from you, and the louder and more visceral the better, before any penetration will occur as is her situation with her partner.
    She seems quite comfortable with all of the capitulations required of her at having a well endowed dominant partner during foreplay and she intends to exact her due, and let us not forget, if this weren't bad enough, that she is also discreet and circumspect! Which means that in addition to what she has alluded to having to endure with his "little games and rules" concerning oral sex, that there must be more ,and that she intends on going one better.
    This leaves one wondering at how you feel about oral service in front of him as a means of preparing her the way she must prepare him? Not only are you playing the Switch, so is she. Surely there could be extra encouragement repeating the earlier steps of the scene again and again until the techniques she desires him to see are displayed to her exact Satisfaction,so back over ottoman you may go, again and again ,until you get it right,she will not proceed. From what she mentioned he puts her through before entering, she will certainly put on an equal show for him , there is no way she will just quietly walk around behind you and slip in.
    Had you considered this, and are there new thoughts about the scene and what to purchase?

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    1. This has occurred to me. I don't think she mentioned that part by accident in our play with david, and then afterwards said she wanted to fuck me. So I do anticipate being on my knees, getting face fucked in a way I would NEVER TOLERATE from a man... And you're right, if I'm having trouble taking it all in I am liable to get more whipping until I do.

      In terms of what to bring, you would think the thought of this treatment would encourage me to bring a smaller sized dildo. But just the opposite. I want to please her. She would be so disappointment with a small dildo. It would be like me laughing in her face. No. It should be every bit as big as John, if not bigger. I don't know how big he is. So I'm going to have to err on the bigger side. Am thinking Adam...

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  41. Your comments indicate that you share the same feeling of any submissive. You have been a great dominant of David and brought out a lot of submissive behaviors from him because the dynamic excites both of you. I think it is so great to want to share the other side of the of the power dynamic. You need to feel that emotion of pure submission while suffering pain while trying to satisfy Tracy. May you get what you desire.

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  42. Regarding your belt session. You know which strap I recommend. Wink.

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