Thursday, July 25

Julie's Masturbation Session

Before I start this post, I just want to thank all my wonderful readers for the incredible engagement from my teaser post, Feeling Exhibitionistic. Over 100+ comments from readers (plus another 100+ responses from me of course). In fact, you broke Google (blogger comments in "Embedded" mode tap out after 200)! I was feeling a bit down for various reasons, and receiving that quantity of love and affection, well, just, THANK YOU.

In that previous post I described how I got turned on reading a poem written by fondles on her blog Fondlers Anonymous called The Hand that Spanks. I had this whole extended masturbation session that started with me imagining my husband spanking me and then making rough love to me, but then spun off into a ridiculous (and dark!) direction before I was "done". I went to write it up (essentially this blog post now) and after finishing it felt very... submissive.

One of the more submissive things I do is publish embarrassing photos of myself on my blog. It allows all of my readers (whom I consider to be friends) to see me at my most vulnerable, and tease me (which I invite, and turns me on even more). Every new level of depraved photo published changes my relationship with my blog and my readers.

I had never published a photo of me fingering myself, which I do during masturbation. It made my tummy do flip-flops actually considering posting such a photo. For me, masturbation is a secret thing. A guilty thing. I've been doing it since I was a child. My earliest memories were putting my stuffed doggy between my legs and humping it. I progressed to flicking my clitoris and fingering my pussy. I would do this at home, in my bedroom, with the door shut, at night. I was always worried about somebody walking in on me. I was particularly worried about my Daddy walking in on me and seeing me doing that! That sort of shame now turns me on, though at the time it did not.

As it happened, I actually had a photoset of me fingering myself as I do during masturbation. I considered giving it to a French blogger who wanted to do a series on me to post, but for various reasons he never got the project off the ground. When I took them, I sat down at the foot of my bed, arranged a mirror in front of me, and took a bunch of photos of me doing what I do during masturbation. I was super critical of the results, and trimmed them way down. I got down to two that I thought were fit. Then I cropped and blurred the background, and softened the edges to make them look more sexy.

I promise, I have the actual photos below, but as a tease, here are the two that remained, artistically filtered by Photoshop.


As you can imagine from the cutouts, I am completely naked, my legs are spread wide, my breasts are on full frontal display, and I am fingering myself!!! (BLUSH)

In this post I will walk you though what went through my head as I did it (as I masturbated to fondles poem and beyond). It was not as linear as I portray here, nor were the details quite as worked out, but all those feelings that I describe were there. The scenes were hazier and less specific, though the best way to share the feelings is to provide a bit more after-the-fact detail and illustrate with some photos off the web that are, like, YES, as I will do here. There is even some never-before published artwork from lil jo that I kept in the "spank bank" for just such an occasion.

Also, there are things I describe here that a fully grown-up, married woman, such as myself, absolutely should not be doing. They are very, very embarrassing things. I cringe at the knowledge you will be reading all about what I do in a moment. But my husband was out of the house, and I was completely alone in bed... You will see.



Let me back up a moment and explain what got us here.

Reading fondles' poem got me all hot and tingly and bothered. I re-read it a few times (thank you Miss fondles). My initial thoughts went to my husband. How I feel when he pulls me bare naked across his knee and gives me one of his ridiculously appropriately hard hand spankings (all he needs is his hand). And after the spanking how I crave his cock in me, even in my ass if that is where he chooses to put it (though I will never admit that I crave it there to him - he needs to take me if it's going to be up the ass...)

I went up into the bedroom and undressed. I lay on the bed. I pulled my iPad into me and navigated back to the poem. I started rubbing myself thinking about it. Thinking of the feelings of being dominated like this then taken. I lick my thumb and fingers and put my fingers in my pussy. I rub my clit with my thumb. My fingers play around the entrance to my vagina. I pull my hand out and taste my own juices, and lick my hand some more, and then go back at it.

When I need more I pull my fingers out of my cunt and drag them up to my clit where I really go at it. I rub it in a circular motion and then I spank it with my fingertips, and then rub it some more. I can feel my clit engorging: getting bigger and more prominent. I bring my left hand into play. I spread my lips with my left hand while continuing with my right. My clit is way more exposed this way.


I am thinking of being across my husband's knee, getting the spanking of my life. My mind flashes to a group of men witnessing my spanking. I feel a surge of wetness and a heat. From there I am put on all fours and fucked doggy style by my husband as the men watch. My right hand rubs my pussy and my left my breasts as I am imagining the fucking I am receiving from my husband in front of these men.


I'm not quite there. I calm myself down a bit, let myself coast. I pick up the poem again and re-read it. I keep focusing on the hand.. spanking... and the implied fucking afterwards. I glance again at the photo that fondles decided to include.

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Wait, that's not a husband with his wife, that's something different from that. My mind spins off in another direction...

What follows is a bit rapey in nature.
To be clear, it is not a rape. I am not being raped in my fantasy. But it will feel like it.
If you are uncomfortable with these motifs, please do not read on.
As a further disclaimer, I want to emphasize that fantasizing about having rough sex from strangers,
and actually wanting or having rough sex from strangers,
are a million miles apart and are not to be confused.

I imagine I am completely naked and embarrassed about it. My hands and arms covering my pussy and my breasts. A hot blush on my chest, neck, and face.


I am in a darkened room, a spotlight on me. Sitting half-obscured in the shadows in leather chairs in a semi-circle around me are a half-dozen men in suits, some smoking cigars, some with a drink in their hands, not talking at all, silent, staring at me. No. Not staring at me. Staring at my body. I could see the lust in their eyes.

I prop the photo fondles included up on my bed. It's a good photo of a pretty girl being spanked by her man, in perfect position to be taken immediately after.


One hand roams across my breasts as my other gently teases at my pussy. I cover myself with my hands in shame, and then rub myself again.


Why was I there? Who were these men? There was no elaborate plot in my fantasy (I suppose I could make one up now, after the fact, to justify it). There were emotions. The emotion was that I was not being forced to do this, but nor was I doing it willingly. Maybe I had made a power-play and I had lost. If I wanted to keep my position, my money, my prestige in the outside world, I would need to do what these men required. Something like that. That was the feeling.

The man in the center silently shook his finger at me, and motioned for me to drop my hands to my sides. I reluctantly did and felt my face and breasts flush hotter. My shaved pussy was on full display. My breasts were on full display. My hands were trembling. My breathing was heavy.


As I had this thought my hands dropped to my sides and balled into little fists. I squirmed on the bed, rubbing my upper arms against the sides of my breasts and rubbing my thighs together. I imagined my breasts and my vagina totally exposed like that.


I imagined being fully nude, completely naked, in a roomful of smirking superior business men. I was not a stripper, or a whore, I was their equal, their superior even (or at least, was before this). The fall is what is most humiliating. The fall from a woman to be feared, to a naked little whore...

The man made a motion with his hand to turn around, a full circle, slowly. I complied, gritting my teeth. All the men could see my bare white bottom as I turned. This was my punishment, the ultimate indignity, or so I naively thought, to be displayed completely naked in front of these clothed men. To be utterly stripped of position, power, dignity, and clothes.

When I was back facing him he stood up suddenly. He walked over to the side of the room, the footsteps from his expensive shoes echoing. He effortlessly picked up a heavy ornate armless chair from the side of the room with one hand and placed it in the center of the semi-circle, facing the men, directly in front of me. I was confused. I did not know what was happening.


He took off his suit jacket. A butler stepped forward from the sidelines to take it from him. The man rolled up the sleeve of his custom-tailored white dress shirt. He removed a heavy silver signet ring from his finger on his right hand and handed it to his manservant. The servant faded into the background.

He came around beside me and took me by my upper arm. I imagined his grip was not painful, but felt unbreakable. I could feel the strength in his hand and arm. He pulled me around to the front of the chair. He sat, spreading his legs, and pulled me between them. I was still confused as to what would happen next, blushing furiously in my nudity, not thinking straight.

He pulled me down across his left thigh. My head was very close to the ground. I felt one hard smack to my bottom. It finally dawned on me. I was to be spanked. Spanked like a naughty child on her bare bottom, fully nude, in front of an audience of men. This could not be happening. I was an important and powerful businesswoman, not a child to be spanked on her bare bum! I felt completely humiliated.

I imagined my real-life boss's boss at work, a handsome man, and all my male coworkers. I know they would love to see me naked, of course. They probably think I am a bitch at work. They are probably vanilla. Imagine what would go through their heads if they saw me given a spanking like this??? They would love to see me kick and scream and beg, reduced to the status of a six-year-old. They would enjoy the views of my jiggling breasts dangling in front, of my naked bottom, of my pussy!

I felt completely jack-knifed across his leg. He adjusted himself so that those watching had a perfect view of my backside. The spotlight was still on me. I felt the blood rushing into my head.


I thought as I rubbed myself, "on no, please! don't spank me like this. don't show off my bare bottom and my bare pussy like this. Not to all these men. Please no. Not an actual spanking. Not spanked like a child. Not with my pussy so open and exposed and vulnerable and pouting out as if ready to be fucked...". Those were the words in my own head as I masturbated to the thought of this pre-spanking exposure. Some of my real-life colleagues mixed in. I will surely blush next time I see them at work!

His left hand steadied me. He begins the spanking.

I imagine that the spanks sound out like gunshots in the large echoey chamber. I have been spanked by my husband, over his knee, naked, with only his bare hand. Just his hand. I know what it feels like. I know what a job a strong male hand can do on a poor girl's bottom.


How humiliating! I stroke myself imagining the spectacle I am making of myself, kicking and crying out. Imagining the man's hard palm crashing down onto my defenseless cheeks. I turn onto my left side and I spank my own bottom with my right as I play with my pussy.

He concentrates on the lowest part of my buttocks: the fleshy undersides. His fingertips carelessly whip into my pussy lips as his palm connects hard to my near cheek. "no... not there..." I whisper to myself as I spank my pussy lips from behind and rub my clit.

His spanks move down to the tops of my thighs, well-padded for such punishment. I wriggle uncontrollably at the pain of his hard hand punishing the backs of my thighs. I move my own hand down and smack my thighs. Hard.

I feel him pulling my cheeks apart and spanking the insides of my bottom cleft. My butthole is on full humiliating display! I can't bear it!


As I imagine this my hand goes to my bottom cheeks and spreads them. I brush my fingers across my asshole as I hold my cheeks wide apart. I brush my pussy lips from behind. I try to smack as closely inside my bottom cleft as I can. I fiddle my clit.

I can imagine my legs kicking wildly and uncontrollably spreading open. I can imagine my anal pucker clenching and releasing as I am spanked like this. I can imagine the lips of my cunt spreading widely to reveal what's inside as I struggle. A completely humiliating show for all the men present.

Still on my side, I slowly flutter kick my legs, my hand feeling my pussy and asshole open and close as I do so. I give myself the occasional slap on whatever part of my intimate anatomy becomes available, as I imagine the man is doing to me. I allow the fingers of my hand to penetrate into asshole and pussy (from behind) as I wriggle and kick, so I can feel those parts of me opening and then contracting down on my fingers, as I imagine those openings would do in front of the mens' lustful gaze.

The man meticulously covers every inch of my previously private, most closely guarded, flesh. Nor does my pussy escape, rather it is spanked. Directly spanked! The men are actually laughing as my pussy is spanked and I am made to react and gyrate like a greedy whore because of the pain.

As I imagine this, I have turned back to lying down and am giving myself full slaps to my wet cunt. Slapping it hard. Painfully hard. Then frantically rubbing my clit. Rinse and repeat. Rinse and repeat.


His palm then continues crashing into my poor, sore backside. I become frantic, yelling out and wriggling madly across his knee. The thought of escaping from across his knee never even occurred to me.

He stops. I am able to finally catch my breath, believing my ordeal to be over.

But no.

He calls out to his manservant, asking for the paddle.

"No! Not that! I'm so sore already. Not a paddling! Please!" I say this to myself as I continue rubbing my pussy and fingering my hot wet snatch.


The manservant hands him the paddle and then steps away. He hoists the leg I am draped across even higher. He places his right leg across both of mine, doubling me over even more so than before. I feel my pussy poking dramatically out. I also realize that there is no escape for me. I am going to be paddled, and paddled severely. I do not have a safeword. Nothing like that. I will be paddled until he decides that it will stop, not before.

He begins.

The paddle crashes into my defenseless cheeks! ARGHHHH!

In real life I have been paddled, paddled hard. I know what it feels like. It's agony.  This was the result of my last hard paddling.


I replay the sensations in my mind as I stroke myself. The agony of the paddle crashing again and again and again into my ass. The complete inability to stop it. I have a stout wooden hairbrush that we keep on the bedside drawer. I pick that up.


I roll over sideways again and I scrunch up into more a fetal position. I rub the hard wood against the soft lips of my pussy. I pull the brush back and smack my bottom cheeks. Ouch! Harder. OUCH! OUCH! OUCH! OUCH! (silly, silly, little woman) I am playing with my pussy with my left hand, but my left hand is not good at this. I put down the brush and roll back over onto my back. I bring both hands to my pussy and really go to town. My left penetrates me as my right rubs my clitty. My ass is now glowing and sore from the hairbrush,

His hand and foot keep me rigidly in place. There is no escape from the punishment. The eyes of his smirking compatriots are felt keenly on me as he reduces me to the status of bawling little girl across Daddy's knee. I am reduced to begging him to stop. Pleading with him to stop, please stop, while all the men laugh at my pleas for mercy!


The paddle crashes down relentlessly on my elevated ass. I can feel it compressing into my pussy lips as he whacks my lower bum!

The man stops paddling and asks me mockingly, "are we going to be a good little employee for me from now on?"

"YES!" I cry out through my tears.

"Yes what?"


"Yes Daddy!" I scream out from across his knee. Everybody laughs at that. The expected response was "Sir". I just said "Daddy" inadvertently, not being able to help myself, much to the amusement of him and his assembled gentlemen. Perhaps that is what earned me some mercy, some fatherly feeling from the man, because, finally...

the spanking was over.

I am stood up. I imagine my ass is bright red, my eyes are crying big wet salty tears and my nose is running with snot. I no longer care that my tits and my pussy are fully visible. He walks me to the side of the room. Another spotlight comes on illuminating a leather and wooden spanking horse. I see it and I resist, pulling back against his arm. He pulls me forward and smacks my bottom hard with his hand and pushes me over to the bench. "Don't make me put you across my knee again," he warns. No no no no no, not that.

He bends me over the contraption, fastening my spread wide ankles to the floor on one side and my wrists on the other. He pushes a button that makes the midsection rise, lifting my hands and feet up off the floor.

I saw the photo once and saved it.
It spawned this part of my fantasy.

Oh no. Was this my "timeout" position? My bright red ass fully on display. My legs pulled widely apart to show off my well-spanked pussy and bumhole. My breasts fully visible between my whorishly-spread legs.

The manservant reappears and puts a shallow step between my feet. What's this for?

One by one the spectators rise and come over to me. One of the men steps forward and pulls out his cock. I can see it upside down between my spread legs.


"No... not that... pleeeease not that. Pleeeeease!" I say to myself, realizing this is not timeout. I am going to be used by all the men present!

I rub my pussy raw on my bed thinking about that moment of realization.

He approaches me from behind. He roughly grabs at my pussy with his hand. "After all that, this stuck up little bitch is soaking wet!" he says to his fellow witnesses.

I rub my clit more furiously, reciting to myself, "Oh my God. The bitch is wet. Soaking wet. After a spanking no less. What a slut. She needs to be fucked. She clearly needs a good fucking. Fuck her. Hard and fast. No mercy for this little whore. She's earned it. Earned it. Bad girl. Slut. Earned it. Fuck her. Hard..."

He rises up onto the step. His cock is in perfect position to fuck my pussy. I imagine the head of his cock at my entrance.


I reach beside me and open my bedside drawer. I have a realistic feeling dildo I keep for just such an occasion.


He pushes in with a guttural moan, impaling me completely, to the hilt, balls deep on his first thrust. In reality, I go in more slowly with my dildo. When I feel I am ready, I thrust it in the final two inches, hard and deep and fast. I cry out in pain! All the men laugh at my pain. The man behind me vigorously fucks my cunt, jack-hammering me. I rub my clit with my right hand. I spit on it for more lubrication. I am fucking myself with the dildo with my left.


Grabbing my hips, he pushes in deep and cries out as he injects his hot sperm deep into my pussy.

He pulls out and another takes his place. I pull the dildo fully out, imagining the changing of the guard. This time fantasy matches reality as I shove the dildo all the way in to its base, deeply into my well-worked pussy. My cervix cries out from the abuse.


The fucking is repeated. The deep sperming is repeated. This happens again and again and again. I am crying but the men are relentless. I beg them to slow down, my pussy is worn out. I am reduced to begging them, "please Sir! My pussy is so sore! Please!" They laugh at me and each one gives me a hard, deep, thorough fucking and cums inside of me.


Each time a cock is replaced in my fantasy the dildo comes out in real life and then I slam it hard and deep back into my wet cunt.

"Are you learning your lesson? Are you learning your place?" the original man asks me, stroking my head after the last spectator man has pulled out.

I stroke my clit furiously while fingering my pussy. "Learning my lesson. Yes Sir. Learning my place. Learning. Lessons. Place..."

"I have one more lesson for you," says the man. He too takes his cock out. What's one more fucking after so many.

He spits directly onto my asshole and he rubs it in with his hand.

"Oh No! GOD NO! NOT THERE! NO! NO!"

I reach for the bedside lube. The man in my fantasy shows me no such mercy. Only spit, pussy juice, and spent cum for this slut. I raise my legs high and I lube the dildo and my backdoor. I gently push the big dildo in. Shit that hurts! I wiggle and wriggle on it. I breathe deeply. I make to go potty. BAM! The big head goes in to an audible cry of pain. Thank goodness nobody is listening!


I allow it to sit there for a moment, without moving. Breathing deeply. Fuck it's big. I gently start working the dildo in, deeper and deeper. Fucking myself a bit with it. Eventually it is in to the hilt. I can't believe it. It's so big!

I lower my legs. The bed pushed the dildo in deeper still. I again finger my pussy and rub my clit is I grind my hips on the mattress, making the dildo fuck my ass.

As I am doing this I am fantasizing about the man. Is he my husband? Not in the fantasy. But he has the feeling of my husband, just not my husband. But just like him.

"Take it," he tells me as he slowly and thoroughly fucks my ass.


It is a long ass fucking. His breathing deepens and quickens. I can feel him hardening inside of me. Like a rod of iron. I grind my hips into my mattress on my dildo as I rub my clit. He grabs my hips and pushes deeply into me, spasming as he injects my asshole with his hot cum.



I have not cum yet. I cannot cum with this giant dildo up my ass! I waddle over to the bathroom and I slide it out while over the toilet. There is mess... I clean myself and then I shower. A hot shower. I am still horny. I soap myself. All over. Especially those places.


I go back to the bed as I am drying myself with a towel. I am still incredibly horny. Should I wait for my husband and jump his bones, or should I be selfish and finish myself off now? I opt for selfish.

I have an idea.
Ok, now. I really, really don't want to write this next part! It's so nerdy, and silly, and I imagine is the thing a little boy might do just discovering his sexuality. But here I am, a married grown woman doing it! You want to know what a completely silly slut I am? read on. BLUSH! Oh geeze... here goes.


There is squeeze bottle of lube next to the bed.


I put the towel down on the bed. I lie down, turn sideways, and inject the liquid lube into my bottom hole (!), as if a man had squirted in there. I turn over and do the same into my pussy. I add a bit more for authenticity. I can feel the lube squishing around inside of me. Oops! It wants to cum out of my bottom hole! Oh no. It feels like... I need to do diarrhea. My pussy just feels incredibly, overly, wet and squishy. As I rub my thighs together the lube squishes around inside of me. The lube makes my hands and pussy very slippery. I move my hand to my clit area. That feels good. I can cum this way...

I go back into my head for the rest of the fantasy.

I am filled with cum, pussy and asshole. The man lowers the horse, unfastens my wrists and my ankles, and helps me up. He leads me back to the center of the room. He cuffs my wrists, then raises them above my head, fastening them to a hook on the end of a chain attached to the ceiling. He goes to the side of the room and pushes a button which raises the chain, stretching me out, until I am on tip-toes.


No! The cum. It begins seeping out of me. There is no stopping it!!!! The doors open and more people walk in. Including wives and girlfriends of the watchers! All elegantly dressed in cocktail gowns with expensive high heeled shoes. Servants mill around serving hoes-d'ouevres on trays. The spotlight is on me. I am the center of attention. They comment on my spanked ass. They cannot fail to comment on the sperm dripping out of my frontside and backside fuckholes.

In real-life I get up off the bed, put the towel down on the floor, stand on it on my tip-toes and raise my hands high above my head (what a silly, silly, horny girl!!!!). I can feel the "cum" beginning to drip out of me. The lube wants to squirt out my backdoor! I need to clench hard. But I also feel it dribbling out my pussy and down my legs. I try to squeeze my pussy but it does no good. It continued dribbling down my inner thighs. I won't let it out the backdoor. I hold it in. But I'm cramping a little. Oh oh. Was it too much lube back there. I relax and let a little out. Oh dear. I'm dripping cum out my backside also. It drips down my inner thighs, front and back combining. I move the towel back to the bed and throw myself on it. My bumhole and pussy are so squishy. I rub my legs together, feeling the "cum" between my thighs. I start diddling my clit.

I replay the fantasy from the start. Naked in front of the men. Spanked across his knee, pussy and bumhole opening and closing and wriggling obscenely in front of the assembled men, making them hard. Then paddled to tears! Bent over the bench. Fucked and cum into by all the men watching. Then fucked in the ass by my Alpha. Finally strung up in the center of the room, cum visibly dripping out of my pussy and asshole. Men and woman both seeing me.

The people are all milling around now, making smalltalk with one another. Occasionally I overhear one or the other comment about me. About how I called the man "Daddy" at the end of my paddling. How I was sopping wet following my spanking. About all the cock I took. About John (yes, that's his name) spanking me, showing me who's boss, and then teaching me my final lesson by fucking me hard in my ass, by sperming into my ass. The men freely fondle me. Squeezing and slapping and twisting my breasts and nipples. Smacking my bottom. No man even wants to touch my dirty cum-filled cunt. As I dangle there, spinning gently on my tip-toes. I feel the cum dribbling down my legs, pooling at my toes. My toes are dancing in their cum.


"Just look at that little red-assed cum bucket!" says one of the women present.
"She's dribbling sperm!"
"Ha ha ha ha!"

Oh God! look at that little red assed cum bucket... dribbling sperm... I stroke myself violently, my pussy and hands and thighs and ass and asshole soaked in slippery lube that I imagine is male ejaculate, and have one of the biggest orgasms of my life.

OH FUCK!!!! I cry out as I violently cum, losing all control of my limbs.


It's over. All my muscles relax as I gently stroke my labia and my breasts, giving myself some much needed "aftercare". I am soaking wet from both myself and from all the simulated cum on and in me. I laugh at myself and shake my head. I realize I will have to write this up for you all! My dark and silly fantasies, my self-spankings, my fingering of myself, my "lube trick" to simulate sperm in me. Yeah, right. Mature, grown, married woman!

I get up off the bed still laughing at myself and feeling a bit sheepish. I climb in the shower for the second time and soak myself for a long, relaxing time.


So that was my fantasy and my orgasm that day. All of that really happened. All those thoughts were exactly the thoughts that made me cum so hard.

I know. I know. Someone get this girl a psycho-analyst!


So that was my fantasy during my extended masturbation session. But now it's time. Deep breath. I need to show the two photos. Oh fuck!

First of all, please don't be disappointed.  I am not a model, the lighting is very bad, and it's a selfie. There are so many better pictures of women masturbating on the net (some of which I have included above). You also can't see much because I had to blow up the photo and crop myself because it was taken far away through a mirror. Also, my hand is covering "the goods" because of the angle. So these will likely win the vote for the worst female masturbation photos on the web!

But they are me, they are real, my finger is deep in my pussy, which in these photos is very wet. I was excited taking these photos and knowing they will be posted. I know I make fun of men for stroking themselves off like little monkeys, and here I am, doing the exact same thing and posting it on the web for all my readers, and many strangers, to see.

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Here is photo number one.

#1

Yes, that is me. My legs spread wide. My middle finger up my cunt. I am fortunate that the camera bisected my tits so you can see both of them clearly.

Here is a closeup of my finger in my pussy.


I'm sorry it's so blurry and so hard to see anything. I'm also sorry I'm such a needy attention whoring slut...

Here is the other decent photo.

#2

In this photo I like the way just one breast peeks out at you. And again, note the legs spread wide. My husband will physically spread my knees like this and push them back to about this angle to have better access to my sex during one of my wife-fuckings. He goes in sooo deep when I'm spread like this. In this photo, however, it is my own finger that is buried up there.

There did it. Ok, so I masturbate. I stick my fingers into my pussy and I masturbate. I flick at my clitoris and I masturbate. I dream up ridiculous and extreme fantasies and masturbate because I can't get off to Prince Charming romantically Kissing me on My Lips. I can't even get off thinking about vanilla sex. I need to be beaten and subjugated by a roomful of men to get off.

Messed up chick!

PHEW

Hope you liked the photos (and the honesty!). Tell me, which one's nicer #1 or #2? Also, please tell me what these fantasies and illustrations inspire in you that you may want to do to me. I really enjoy those thoughts on my more subby posts...

Feeling vulnerable and needing a good shaming by my readers and then a good spanking from my hubby. I love you all...

138 comments:

  1. You look awesome in both photos.

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  2. I hope that spanking David gives you is as hard and long as the one I would like to give you.
    Naughty girl!

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    1. You are truly incorrigible Julie....but you're still getting that spanking!

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    2. TRULY one of the hottest things !!!!!!!!!
      You are AMAZING !!!!!!!!!!!!!
      gasp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
      thank you

      Curious in New England

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  3. Yowza! Hot, hot stuff.

    #1 for me (but I'm a boob man; I lo=ike to see boobs).

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  4. This is from your cherry post , love your imagination, love your pictures ,front and rear. If I have to vote, number 1. I am amazed that you can be such a great dom and then a fantastic sub ,you make my head spin. I will always be a fan. Love your pictures ,all of them. It's great to be able to talk to you.make a video!!

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    1. Thank you! “Front and Back” - Blush!

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    2. YOU SPIN my little head!!!

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  5. You are one gorgeous woman who just happens to have a vivid imagination that greatly enhances your sex life. You are so brave to share...thank you very much!

    Graham

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  6. Rogering here.You continue to surpass yourself in your imaginative depravity.That of course, is the highest compliment I could bestow on you.
    Pictures are great and the only thing missing was one of you with the big dildo in your wanton bottom hole, but we can always live in hope. Thanks again Julie for your outstanding descriptive ability and honesty. Cheers.

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    1. Or my husband’s cock in it!

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    2. Indeed, better again. Wink.

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  7. The account here is stunning. This girl, and I do mean *girl*, doesn't need a psycho-analyst, she needs a disciplinarian. In all the years I've been following this blog, you've never been as shamefully naughty as you've been this week. Your exposure is profound. I read through this very slowly, pausing to picture in my mind everything you were describing in detail. It feels like I was in the room with you, in your mind with you, and your humiliating performance is still palpable. The embarrassment you felt when you posted this must have been intense, and it should warm you for a long time to cum. It's a bit of a game-changer here because, though you've exposed your submissive side and experiences in many ways, this to me represents a more personal submission and vulnerability to your readers not like anything you've shared before. As such, it's possibly the most erotic account I've read, and these are the best female masturbation photos on the web. Generic pics of models or porn stars can't touch them.

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    1. Wow - thank you Brett. I put a lot of effort into this post. It needed to be perfect for the reasons you allude to.

      As to being called a *girl* (not a woman) for this post, I agree. And yes, I do need a disciplinarian. I sorta wish my husband finds out about this blog entry and punishes me for a week...

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    2. HOT as sin!! thank YOU

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  8. I want desperately to give you what you want but after slurping up my cum I cannot possibly shame you with a straight face! And you are just so...very...amazing. Loved all three of course. No.. 1 was the one I came to. peter peter

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    1. Well, if you came to it, it certainly was the winner! Thank you pp.

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  9. Best post ever. I should want to be the “real man” Alpha taking your ass. But I don’t. I want to be the stuffed doggie between your (adult) legs while you hump my face and cover it with your juices. Woof.

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  10. Just. Love. This. #1 for sure for all the reasons cited, but also I like that we can see your nipples 'at attention;' proves just how turned on you were with sharing such an intimate -- and humiliating -- moment. So, what's next? Possibly pairing your subby masturbation needs with your exhibitionism. That means masturbating in a place you can potentially be spotted. Some dark, summer night on the patio, or on the roof of a public parking lot perhaps? Certainly, in front of an open window, nude, imagining that group of men gathered outside watching you. We definitely love you! TL (P.S. -- BTW, you are not the only one who spanks, fucks, and masturbates themselves. Tee Hee)

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    1. No. At home, in my old bedroom. Where Daddy can hear...

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    2. Oh, yes! Naughty, naughty girl. And a beautifully erotic one at that. TL

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  11. Thank you for sharing but wicked cum dribbling girls like you need to be more publicly exposed to fix their slutty fantasies. You should be taken to the foyer of Daddy’s office building and be strung up naked by chains there in front of all the office workers coming out for lunch. Daddy will get a phone call from the building superintendent “Sir you’d better come down to the foyer. Your daughter is there and, this is a bit embarrassing, but she’s kind of leaking all over the floor. I’d hate for someone to slip and trip.” Mr Big

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  12. Sorry for not being more creative but.. you look absolutely fabulous (dirty girl). Thank you for sharing. If your ego can stand it.. 20 something...for your "body" of work and all grown up for the writing.
    Cheers
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    1. Thank you, Sir. 🥰🥰🥰

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    2. You said you were feeling down...I hope all of the love from your readers picked you up. I don't pretend to speak for anyone but me, you consider your readers your friends.
      It is most greatly appreciated the way you share yourself.
      Cheers,
      your friend Chris

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    3. Thank you Chris! I absolutely do, and it was all a great “pick me up!”

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  13. You have out-done yourself. I imagine you are a married woman who is a consummate cock teaser. You need to be put in your place. Your husband invites his male friends over to watch a football game and you are in rare form. You are dressed in a very short skirt and tease the men throughout the game. When the game is over he confronts you and proceeds to give you a hard over-the-lap paddling then lets his guests volunteer to do the same. After you have been punished you become their own personal cum dumpster as everyone is free to take you orally, up your pussy or up the ass. You are left to feel like the naughtiest girl in the world and you love it.

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  14. A lovely fantasy. I do feel that the manservant could have prepared you better for the gentlemen though. A spider gag in your mouth would have created an amusing flow of drool. Also nipple clamps with little bells would have given a nice jingle as your tits bounced during your OTK spanking and rear entry pounding. Finally a speculum would have been very helpful for spreading and fully displaying that pretty shaved cunt in all it’s glory to the crowd. The manservant should have attended to them. It’s so hard to find good help these days. Mr D

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  15. Oh little girl you’ve been so naughty and so hot at the same time. Definitely got my head going in many ways! Maybe if you’re a good little girl I’ll share with you what is/was on my mind but for the time being I have to get back to something 😉 As far as the pictures the first one is my favorite and looks so inviting

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  16. Nice, but David should spank you hard for that.

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  17. I once caught my wife doing this upon my return from a 2 weeks business trip, I immediately took off my belt and gave her a spanking but realized I was wearing a light non leather belt, So I looked around and saw her carpet slipper which I picked up and used on her bottom, this made her cry real tears.

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    1. She got what you both wanted, I’d venture to say!

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  18. You look like you're very much lost in your fantasy in those photos... I'm sure the next pic will be of your Daddy walking in and catching you, and taking his big leather belt to your poor little naked bottom... maybe your thighs and pussy too since you seem to like that so much!

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    1. Oh Gasp...
      YES PLEASE!
      (Ps... after my masturbation session, the most sore part of me was my pussy lips from the hard smacks I gave them! Silly girl...)

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    2. BEST BLOG!!!!!!!!!

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  19. Such a great description of a slutty girl having her way with herself and enjoying every bit of it. Also close to some thoughts I've had when masturbating without the spanking included as i was not a spanko at the time but was used by several girls as my hand slid up and down my hard cock. also loved the pictures of your fingers in your sweet pussy wish my tongue was there tasting you after you cum.
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  20. Oh Ms. Julie!
      I believe this is your best post ever.  Not only displaying your body (hotness!) to us in such an intimate and vulnerable way but describing  your actions in such detail as you worked yourself to climax.  Nothing silly or girlish about it, just a beautiful young woman embracing and enjoying (a lot!) her sexuality.  Such enthusiasm and creativity!  Slutty? Wanton? Perhaps.  Shameful? Maybe a little,  but in a good way. The pure raw energy of what you were doing comes across beautifully in your descriptions.
    And how great that you've shared what was going on in your mind- your fantasy.  Truly depraved!  And maybe a little dark as well.  Those scenes and the way you describe and react to them bring out such intense emotions and arousal,  from a subbie point of view especially. I think most of us have such thoughts and scenes in our heads but would be reluctant to share them as you have.  Thank you.
    I would select the second photo, if I had to choose.   I just love the pose and lines.  And the peek-a-boob too.
    Also,  though I can only speak for myself, I believe you've definitely set off the jerkathon.
    Again, an amazing post, kudos!  My  respect for you and my admiration continue to grow.
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    1. Thank you, Vic! Frightening that that is in any sense “normal” for us!

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  21. May I suggest David dresses in a power suit for your spanking Ms Julie. I imagine he will have you kiss the tips of his shoes while naked before and after the spanking also. and roll up the sleeves of his business shirt while he circles you (eyes front, hands at your sides young lady) lecturing you.

    suzy sissy

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    1. That sounds... gulp... really good!

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    2. To coin a phrase:

      'I don't know much about being dommy, but i know what I like!'

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  22. You! a mature woman, standing on tiptoe, imagining your hands tied high above your head, dripping lubricant through your asshole and pussy, and shouting, eyes closed, believing yourself alone at home "Just look at that little red-assed cum bucket! " Ah Ah !
    Imagine your confusion and your embarrassment if someone, returned incidentally and watching you for a while, began to applaud (david?). You would have died of shame.

    I was once surprised by my room-mate, lying on my back, bare ass, and legs in the air, with a funnel in the ass that I was filling with a bottle of soda. She had a laugh, I was red with shame. Since she reminds me of this story every time we meet.

    If I caught you in this masturbatory posture, I would watch till you were done.
    Then, I'll announce your punishment for being such a disgusting little slut. First, a pussy pumping. The result would be nearly this one https://www.imagefap.com/photo/907924799/?pgid=&gid=4589408&page=0&idx=7#7 (or any other photo of the same kind ...)
    Then I would take you to the pool where you would show you in a mini bikini (you like it) with this huge pussy protruding on each side. Of course, I should explain to the curious why you present those big swollen pussy lips and how a horny silly wife you are.

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    1. What an imaginative punishment. So embarrassing!
      Funnel up your bum? That IS funny!

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    2. OHH GOD!!!!!!!

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  23. Mmm, Gorgeous And gloriously slutty!
    You are the Ideal Woman and every pervert’s dream!
    Thank you for this wonderfully erotic fantasy.
    We can only hope that you can make it come true some day.
    Adoringly,
    Tomas

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  24. Julie, I’m not sure what is more thrilling... the act of making myself not “skip to the end and see the pictures, the fact that you took the time to remember and write all of this down after brainfucking yourself into oblivion with it the first time, the presumption that as you recreated the scene for us your naughty pussy likely swelled again and needed attention or the opportunity to see your gorgeous lithe legs spread apart wantonly? Now, this being my second post here ever (not all the anons are me :) ) I will join the group of dissenters. I must admit I was hoping for a little more detail. I’ve been dying to see your beautiful breasts and swollen pussy for quite some time... likely ever since I found your blog years ago. I’ve loved the transition to explore your submissive side (I too play a switch in real life - mind fuck no?). Ah but alas, you got cold feet and made the grainy pics... teasing us all the while. “Yeah, yeah no I swear there’s a nipple in there someplace.” I don’t blame you. I don’t have the “balls” to expose even as much as you did! That said I will squelch my minor disappointment and cover my admiration with the stern voice. You my dear have earned an actual spanking for teasing everyone. I think a proper ginger figging is in order as well. If indeed I had the time away from work I would storm up to Toronto and thrash your naked bare bottom for teasing everyone with promises of your naked pussy and tits. I’d balance your naughty pussy on my knee so that your lips would part slightly as you furiously humped my knee with each hard spank, all the while the burning juices of the ginger in your asshole would seep their way from your naughty starfish before finally reaching the nether regions of your tight little cunny. After your bottom was completely roasted I would turn you on your back, asshole still stuffed with ginger and provide all of your fans with that spreadeagled shot of your tits and pussy that we all secretly (or not so?) had hoped for...

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    1. I kind of agree with this dude. You should seek out a real and actual spanking. Not one of the ones where you orchestrate the entire scene, but a proper, butterfly causing, “omg I’m in deep shit”, spanking.
      A simple “hey Sue, I’m not going to tell you why, but I need a very real trip over your knee and lengthy cornertime.”
      You’ve got the guts to do it...go ahead.

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    2. Oh, I agree. Mostly when I get spanked it’s like that (at least recently). That’s why I don’t do it very often. I need to work up my courage. But it’s the only way that really turns my crank, subby-wise.

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    3. I think you have the courage to ask and I think you should ask, to be held accountable for your actions. Sue, Miss Violet or David. Who shall it be ?
      I think you need a random spin wheel with those three names on it to decide your fate.
      Price is right style.

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  25. Oh my God, babe, that was the hottest post I ever read, and I love all of your posts. Thank you for opening yourself up for our entertainment. I hope you blush with every comment you read because we all watched everything you did and everything you imagined. Thank you very much

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  26. That's lone rangering!
    So, you are not wet behind the ears and you can write.

    I prefer the second pic.
    Respecting your comment, I'll place my dick at your entrance and make you beg me to fuck you.
    I'll show you what means « to be taken».
    Yes ! You'll actually feel my dick hardening inside of you until I flood your uterus with cum.
    I'll turn you into my little purring cat.

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  27. OK, you know I think you're great and love your blog, but......after all that build-up it seems like you decided to post the oil paintings I suggested in my post to you after all! The only thing I can think of is that sight of you masturbating was so hot, it fogged up the camera lens and made the room glow orange. Either that or the camera's auto AI got so drawn into what was going on, it couldn't 'focus' on its task. ;-)

    So naughty for getting me all eager and even making me want to drop my curmudgeony exterior for a nice luscious peek and then making it impossible for me to see anything. Now there's some subtle Domme-action at work. LOL. Love ya anyway.

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    1. It was blurry cause it was taken from so far away through the mirror and all in dim light and I had to zoom in! But isn’t it nice leaving at least SOME THINGS to the imagination?

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    2. LOL,funny you didn't seem to feel that way a year ago with your dare for me. ;-)

      It's all good, my dear. You do what you're comfortable with. But to say I wasn't eager to see you in brightly-lit, crystal-clear glory, would be untrue.

      But......that leaves the possibility for another time. ;-)

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  28. Hi soaped mouth here,
    Nice body, you're beautiful like wanking in the sunset.
    The story is not easy and I first thought (it happens) that a more clear view of your snatch would have been better.
    but by dint of looking at you and wanking me, your arms and legs are so long and elegant, and your torso looks like a fifth limb, and your legs soo wide apart and the remark you make about your husband (better access), that I imagine you are the mother of my best friend, she is super like you and that's how I see her (and her puss) naked when watching your magnificent body.
    thanks

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    1. Very poetic, but are you old enough to be on this blog, young man?

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    2. I think 19 is old enough ! in any case that's what Richard thinks, ma'am :)

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    3. Oh well, 19, that’s allowed I suppose. But you are young enough that I could be your Mom. Just imagine the spanking I would give you if I ever caught you reading the kind of smut on this blog!

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    4. You make my entire night. Yes mom, you spanking me until your arm is tired. God, that's a red ass. But when you're done, it's your turn to take a walk on my wild side (that is my wild cock... don't tell my mom please...because she IS my mom!)

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    5. Oh no. After I spank, I’M the one who does the fucking!

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    6. Maybe when I grow up. I have to get used to the idea of getting ass fucked. In my tight asshole. Like a dirty slut. And as an added bonus, by my foster mother. Soapy M.

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  29. Julie,
    Love the piece. Any word on the next chapter of the Bargain?
    BTW, do love the photos of your hiene....😎

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    1. I’ll talk to my co-author and let you know!

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  30. It was one of the biggest orgasms of your life.
    It's not easy for a male to imagine a female orgasm. I read that the longest orgasm a woman had lasted 45 seconds that involved 25 individual contractions. Take a stopwatch and try to imagine 25 orgasmic contractions for 45 seconds. OMG! one, aah, two, aaah ...is this heaven ? in what state is your body after that?

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    1. Never been THAT big for me. Better keep practicing :-)

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    2. Strangely, and coincidentally, my otgasm has become a little less manly and more girly for medical reasons Ms Julie, as i have mentioned to you elsewhere. But certainly nothing in the 45 second range

      suzy sissy

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    3. Just think of it as being like a very lucky girl with a big exposed clit?

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    4. One hotgasm, it’s already pretty good !

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    5. Yes Ma'am. It suits my sissy side. (Its a peostatectomy thing in case anyone's wondering. No prostate = no ejaculate)

      suzy sissy

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  31. Dating I walked in the bedroom after taken a shower and she was masturbating, no concerned I was watching. Not getting enough I said, she just looked at me, smiled and continued. I still wet from the shower laid on the bed beside her and starting masturbating, the sounds she was making I stroked harder and then she was soon stroking me and it was some morning. Never will try and understand the female, just enjoy.

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    1. Incorrect! Spanking called for ;-)

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    2. Why, just joining her and doing what she was doing.

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  32. Why do you write "I imagine (it) is the thing a little boy might do just discovering his sexuality" and not a little girl or a child ?
    As for the pics, I prefer number one because your middle finger up your cunt is clearly visible : )
    But, as « soaped mouth » I like the second because of your comment describing your wife-fuckings.

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    1. Because girls are made up of sugar and spice and everything nice, silly.

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  33. I'm very disappointed that there isn't a photo of you taking that dildo in your asshole. That is just the kind of humiliation a little anal slut like you should suffer.

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    1. Wow... that would be embarrassing!

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    2. Indeed! Do it, Do It, DO IT!!

      -T.

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  34. These pictures have been circulated around the school on Snapchat. As you walk into school wearing your too short school skirt and tight blouse, the boys all smile at you with bulges in their trousers and wonder what panties, if any, are covering the shaved pussy they’ve all seen. The girls cross their arms, look at you with jealous eyes and whisper “slut” to each other. You’re called into the headmaster’s office for a “please explain”. Options are either expulsion or the headmaster’s cane and cock. I think we all know which option you’ll choose. Mikey.

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  35. Speechless ... Julie you are so perky and hot! Your body is amazingly hot. What a lovely, sexy, erotic picture! Thank you !

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  36. These pics of you masturbating inspire a fantasy where I’m taught to be subordinate and that my place is always to be beneath a woman’s cunt. You’re face sitting and smothering me while humping yourself to an orgasm. I manage to thrust my tongue inside you and want to cum too but I can hardly breathe. Worse still you’re squeezing your fingers around the base of my cock to make a tight cock ring and stretching my balls down so I can’t cum. I try to beg for release but find out begging is a mistake as for punishment you painfully flick my engorged cock tip with your fingers while you cum hard to the sounds of my smothered screams. I’ve learnt my place. Fun

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    1. You’re absolutely describing sex with my husband!

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    2. Threesome then? Whoever sucks cock and pussy best gets to fuck you while the loser waits in the corner for a whipping?

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    3. No thank you. Hubby is already a handful!

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  37. Didn’t read text just went straight to pictures. Jerked about half a cup of cum so far. Probs won’t ever read text but just keep on jerking teehee haha. cheeky sub

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  38. I commented "yowza" above, and wanted to follow up with a somewhat more nuanced comment.

    "I am not a model, the lighting is very bad, and it's a selfie."

    Not an issue. You took a picture of yourself masturbating. That's hot!

    "There are so many better pictures of women masturbating on the net (some of which I have included above)."

    Very true. However, those pictures are usually professionally shot pictures. These pictures are far more intimate.

    "You also can't see much because I had to blow up the photo and crop myself because it was taken far away through a mirror. Also, my hand is covering "the goods" because of the angle."

    Big deal. Alfred Hitchcock often said that the scariest thing in a movie was what you imagined was hiding in the closet. Your pictures are sexy not only because of what they show, but because of what we imagine.

    "So these will likely win the vote for the worst female masturbation photos on the web!"

    Depends on what the contest is. Compared to a professionally shot photo with a model and a good photographer, probably. But if you want an intimate glimpse of a woman with whom we have some form of relationship with, this is one of the hottest, sexiest, amazing photos on the internet.

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  39. My oh my Julie! You're very popular with your fans, BUT some think you've been a trifle naughty and should be punished.
    Walk me through this. Imagine one of your subs or spankees had done this! Published masturbation photos on the internet. Would you not think it disgraceful? Would you not demand that they present for or arrange punishment at the earliest opportunity with the most painful implement possible, i.e. the wooden paddle or the cane, maybe 6 strokes per picture (of you). Would you not insist on a heavily bruised bottom and real tears? I don't know. Maybe I am wrong? But if I am right should you not insist on the same for yourself in the interests of consistency and fairness?

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    1. Good! That's what I thought. Again where others had transgressed you would be asking arrangements be made asap and communicated in advance. You would also require pictures of the punished bottom as evidence. I hope there will be no delay!

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    2. I wonder if I can make one of those animated gifs of my spanking?

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    3. I'm sure you can. You want it so much!

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  40. "The Origin of the World" of Gustave Courbet would have found his face.
    https://www.arts-in-the-city.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/0711a6_41739d0e3fc440048b10e3aa4aae0267_mv2-290x300.png
    The painting would actually have the face of a brunette with white skin looking towards the heavens.
    Maybe one day researchers will find the face to which these fingers belonged ("The Origin of Vice")

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  41. Thanks for sharing. Perfect pictures and refreshing honesty. I really like your gentleman’s club fantasy with the “daddy” freudian slip. To continue with the daddy theme, how about if one night you snuck one of your boyfriends into your bedroom. Daddy heard noises and opened the bedroom door. He caught you in cowgirl position riding your boyfriend and your cock filled pussy and little starfish were in Daddy’s full view. Would you;
    (a) shriek and try to cover up;
    (b) tell the old perv to get the fuck out and he can expect a punishment later for interrupting;
    (c) wiggle your butt at Daddy and show him how well you take big cock;
    (d) apologise and tell Daddy if he thought he should spank you then you’d try not to cry.

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    1. Either b) or d) depending upon mood and dynamic. Both would turn my crank. Though to be honest, it would be best for Daddy to just lift me up right off bf’s cock, flip me over, drop me across his knee, and spank the daylights out of me. Or... keep me where I am, cock in pussy, make me bend over so I am face to chest with bf, and whip my bottom with his belt until the boy cums into me! Yes, that one!

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  42. Suggest further variations. You still get the whipping with your boyfriends cock inside your pussy but then to finish off Daddy inserts his cock in your arse for a boyfriend/daddy double penetration. And maybe your brother, hearing the noise, comes into the room and fucks your mouth for a triple crown penetration treat. When you take liberties sneaking boys into the family home other family members have the right to respond.

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    1. If only such creativity could be channeled into a socially useful purpose...
      ;-)

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  43. But while daddy whips your bottom he might “accidentally” give your boyfriends balls a little flick. This will delay the boy from cumming so you’ll have to fuck him very well to get him to ejaculate and limit the punishment. Funny

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  44. Answers to questions were (a) vanilla, (b) dominant, (c) slut, (d) submissive. Looks like you’re a switch.

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  45. Man, girl, but you have an over-achieving brain! I loved the fantasy, I loved the fotos, and I'm thinking the next piece of "creative writing" i post will TOTALLY be dedicated to you to find some new fantasy to spin with! Consider that a challenge! :)

    It wasn't quite my intent when I posted the piece that someone would get so incredibly excited by it, but dammit it's great that you did!

    Love this !

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  46. PS. I've stolen a small excerpt from your fantasy and linked back here on my blog.

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    1. That’s the way us naughty bloggers should support one another. Thank you!

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  47. Oh boy, where was I when this was posted more than a week ago! I like Photo no.2 better simply because it shows more of you.
    You are amazing Julie! So hot, so real, so refreshingly dirty and pervy. Yummy, just yummy.
    One little detail I really liked is how you don't shy away from the fact that messing with anal can be, well, messy, even when you don't expect it.

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    1. When you play with matches, you get burned!
      You can’t swim without getting wet!

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    2. Exactly. Cudos for being so open (no pun) and honest, I think that's just one of many reasons that make your blog unique and so popular.

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  48. OK. I'm a bit late to this party but had to make a comment.

    And...I didn't (have not yet) actually read the entire post, just skimmed it. But the word "masturbation" caught my eye and reminded me of one of my favorite past-posts of yours - where you were in Spain(?) getting a massage and let your masseur...uh...finish you off!

    I'm a guy, but just reading that I thought that was pretty damn HAWT! Erection-level HAWT! There were a couple touches I personally would have added, but that's me. Still HAWT!

    A.J.

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  49. Great stuff. GREAT photos. Love this post

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