julie to be Publicly Spanked???

Yes, you heard it here first, I fully intend to get my bottom publicly spanked by my husband in front of practically my whole family!!!! Ok, not really spanked, David agreed to one smack on my ass, and then to say something that strongly implies more once he gets me home. But in front of everybody!

In my last femsub post someone pointed out that the number of these types of posts has been increasing (and someone else even did the math for me proving it). They were worried I will become completely subby. I like to look at it as becoming more balanced, as it is not yet 50-50. But yes, this is another femsub post. If you're looking for femdom, I just described an amazing roleplay my husband and I carried out in Babysitter Role Played x2.

But back to the matter at hand. I have a certain, ahem, duty to perform based on a previous blog entry Are Women Just Wired to be Submissive? A blog follower, Tim, got the better of me in an email exchange of dommyness, and required a punishment for me as a result.

In truth, in letting him know by email that I posted the above blog entry, in a momentary flight of folly I also begged Tim (a true gentleman) to please post a comment indicating exactly what he would do to me if I were his to do with as he pleased. I gave him carte blanche to be as rude and as filthy as he wanted with me.

In fact, these types of comments excite me greatly when I am feeling submissive. They feel very personal. The writer imagining himself having his very dominant way with me. Him actually picturing me, the real me (I have many nude and very exposed photos posted). I feel very violated in a personal and tummy churning way. It feels very submissive to be inviting these sorts of imaginings. For whatever reason, in r/l I have always attracted male attention. This means I am always rejecting men's advances. The idea that there is a universe, here on this blog, where any man at all can have his way with me... oh my. But I shamefacedly must admit that I get wet imagining these strange men, regardless of their age or appearance, having their dommy way with me here, publicly in the comment section of my blog, and me having to be polite and submissive and even thank them for it. Such a slut...

Tim really put me through my paces in his comment, with HIM doing it all to me. At the end, he pivoted in a gentlemanly way and instructed me that my husband must stand in for him for my punishment. This punishment, which needed to be completed within four weeks, would consist of a pair of very hard hand spankings across my husband's knee ("good solid hand smacks as you know only a man can deliver"); corner time between my two spankings; and then various sexual favours of a most humiliating kind afterwards.

I get so hot writing that. Knowing that I will actually be going across my husband's knee for a very hard hand spanking!!! Imagining a light spanking does not do it for me. It needs to be hard and real. Oh golly...

Tim's victory over me was as a result of a clever cartoon he sent that included customized captions that got my imagination going and my pussy tingling!

Poor girl. All submissive sex appeal. Well-spanked across her husband's knee for her impertinence and stood in the corner like a child. Then for being just a little snippy, despite having already been spanked to tears, would still be given another even harsher lesson across her strict husband's knee, regardless of the state her poor bum is already in. She would learn to be obedient and respectful to the man of the house. Afterwards, once she has been thoroughly mastered, she will be required to perform whatever demeaning sexual acts her man pleases, and little miss redbum certainly would obey!

I really knew I was beaten when I propped up the cartoon, used my dildo in my pussy, and rubbed my clit imagining I was being dealt with as if I was the girl in that cartoon.

Regarding the cartoon's involvement in my punishment, Tim ordered me as follows.

You will show David the cartoon and tell him how you have been fantasizing about it. I will provide you with the raw cartoon without captions. You may then use your own captions or come up with a story of your own, as long as it about a woman trying to be dommy and the tables being turned on her.

So I was required to go to my husband with the cartoon, customized myself my own way, tell him I found it on the Internet, got excited by it, and masturbated to orgasm imagining it was me (all true!). I then needed to ask him to make it come true for me, and end it with with the rude and submissive sex that Tim required.

The sex afterwards was to include a hands behind my back deep "face-fucking grade" blowjob for him; a hard pussy fucking for me bent over the back of my spanking chair; an anal rimming for him (i.e., my tongue on and in his butthole!); and then an ass fucking (with hot sperming) for me. Oh Blush! Tim only required that I do one of these four things, but being an over-the-top kind of gal I asked permission to do all four. I wasn't intending to "get the better" of Tim, as a commenter suggested, I just thought it was an appropriately submissive thing for a naughty slut like me to ask for. Tim was considering adding on a belt whipping for me from my husband for my sluttish impertinence, but decided there were enough activities as it was already. Phew! David would positively sizzle my ass with his belt if I asked him to, so I'm glad Tim did not go there.

The public spanking of the blog title is something I inexplicably added on as I thought of what changes I would make to the cartoon. I needed to change Tim's original cartoon captions because they referred to things happening on the blog that would make no sense to David. So I needed to change it to something more generic and that might apply to he and I. I 'kinda racked my brain and then got an idea that made me blush and tingle even more. Let me start by showing you what I did with the cartoon.

Tee hee! I don't know what possessed me.  I changed it to this and decided I would tell him that I found it "as is" on the Internet (note, he does not know me as "julie", so there was no "coincidence" there). I was casting around for dommy things I might try that would motivate David to turn the tables on me (that was a requirement from Tim), and this was what came to mind: I intended to give him a "spank" on the seat of his pants as we were wrapping up the next Sunday night family dinner, and that David would take exception to that, and that is what would set off my subby "real life" roleplay with him.

My intention, furthermore, was to ask him to pull me to him then and there, say we needed a "discussion" about wives smacking their husbands' bottoms whenever they felt like it, and then have him give me a public "spank" and then tell me that there was more "discussion" coming once he got me home. Family dinner usually includes my Mom and my Dad, my older sister Sue, and from time to time my younger sister and her husband, and their three boys (who positively love their fun and free Aunt Julie, much to their mother's displeasure). Such a dinner, including younger sister and her family, will be taking place on Feb 18th. I am blushing now imagining going through with this. Right in front of my nephews and my Daddy! But also oddly proud that they will see me gently but soundly dominated by my wonderful husband.

What brought it to mind was that you could imagine the girl in the cartoon is in sort of a swimsuit, and I once got perilously close to having to show off reddened buns in a cheek baring swimsuit in front of my family! It was at the family cottage last summer. I deliberately put on a very skimpy bikini, and sunned my buns out on the deck in front of the boys.

Because of my younger sister's dirty looks, and my nephew's and their father's reaction, my husband felt the need to come over to me and actually "have a discussion" with me about it. He patted my bare ass cheek possessively in front of everybody and whispered in my ear that if I don't put on a more appropriate swimsuit, he'd take me to our bedroom, spank me, and then send me back out in my skimpy little suit! That made me blush and cover up with my towel and quick march back into the cottage to put on more appropriate swimwear lest he carry out his whispered threat. Does not sound like David? Oh it does! He can be quite "in control" when I am not scening him.

Anyways, that whole episode at the family cottage stuck in my craw I guess, and being genuinely embarrassed like that, and coming "so close" to an imagined spanking like that, well, the memory of it surfaced and inspired me as I doctored up the cartoon. The natural reaction to him getting his buns smacked in front of the whole family was to do likewise to me, to teach me a lesson and let me, and everybody, know who's the man of the house (>gush<).

My husband agreed to carry it out only very reluctantly (advised me not to, in fact), but in the end agreed, and I am sure he will get a big kick out of it (as I am sure will all my family members who witness it, except my younger sister who will take offense at me regardless).

Anyhoo, I doctored the cartoon and got it onto my iPad, and showed it to David.

I snuggled up to David on the couch and said "Look at this that I found on the interweb" (that's what my Dad calls it). "I masturbated to it," I added guiltily.

"Naughty girl!" he said on cue, and added, admiring the cartoon, "she's got quite the spanked bum."

"Read the captions," I told him. He did so.

"I guess she got the tables turned on her," he said. That's what I said!

"Can we act it out?" I asked him.

"Who's the girl, me or you?" he asked. A fair question. Ha ha!

"I want to be the girl this time," I answered him.

"Well ok, but her bum looks pretty sore, and she still has another coming..." he teased.

"I want a sore bum from you," I said. "Super sore!"

"Ask and you shall receive," he said with a grin. "Right now?"

"No, later. I imagine that she smacked her husband's bum at something like family dinner, and then he gave her a swat back right there in front of everybody and told her they would 'discuss' it more at home. We have family dinner coming up next week, so right after that, ok?"

"Right, but we'll just imagine that part happened, right?" he asked, strongly suspecting I had something else in mind!

"Noooo," I whined, "that needs to be part of it. It needs to be real!"

"That's a bad idea, Julie," he persisted.

"What? I won't smack you that hard..." I said provocatively.

"It's not me I'm worried about," he said.

"I don't mind if you give me a little smack on my bum in front of Mom and Dad, it's cute," I offered.

"AND your nephews? Your little sister and your brother-in-law? Really?" he added.

"Don't forget Sue, she won't mind - she might even join in," I said coquettishly.

"I'm not worried about Sue," he said, getting a bit more exasperated. "In fact, you should be worried about Sue having a 'discussion' with you on inappropriately involving your family. With me too! No, I admit that's the fun part. I'm worried your younger sister will freak the fuck out." - Freak the Fuck Out - yeah...

"Oh let her!" I said. "Please! Just one smack and one promise of more to come. Please!"

"No," he said, "you've given your nephews enough bedtime dreams as it is."

"Come on, we do all sorts of crazy shit with you, you can do this for me," I cajoled, with a pout.

"It's not smart to involve your family like this, you'll regret it." he said reasonably. But the fact he said that "I'll regret it" meant he was softening. I pressed on!

"Oh come on, you involved my family already, at the lake. You know how hot that made me. Please!" I cajoled.

"At the lake it was you who came out in a bikini that made your nephew's eyes bulge out of their skulls! All I did was send you in to change."

"No. You also patted my ass in front of everybody before you did, and made me blush by whispering I'd get a spanking if I didn't," I rebutted.

"True," he admitted.

"Just one smack, on the seat of my panties," I said, going in for the kill now that I had him off balance.

"No! Absolutely not. I can agree to one smack over your skirt. A long skirt!" He insisted. Ha! Sucker! I went "past the sale", negotiating assuming the one smack was a given.

"Fine. But will you bend me over a little? Like, wrap your arm around my waist, hold me close, and bend me over a little for my smack?" I asked.

"For you, anything."

tee hee, I got what I wanted. Over my panties would have been too much. Not "fun" anymore. Too sexual. A little smack on the seat of my dress (I would wear a tight one. Ha!) sounded just fun and flirty enough, but would still have the effect of making my cheeks flush red with embarrassment!

But I admit in my deeper pervy heart that this is what I really wanted...

I want to be pulled over by my man. Upended under his arm. My dress pulled up, my panties ripped off. In front of everybody!

My wet pussy and tight little bottom hole on full display for my public spanking as an object lesson from my man. A woman properly taught her place for all to see.

Gawking nephews, laughing sister, scandalized sister, leering brother-in-law, Mom (blush), and, of course, Daddy smiling knowing his little girl was in good hands... ohhhhh. Imagine Daddy seeing that view of me!

A commenter on the last blog post suggested that an appropriate punishment for an incestuous cocktease like me would be that after my spanking that Sue would tie me up, bend me over, and let my Dad fuck me in any hole he pleases.

Would he fuck me in the ass for the novelty and the punishment aspect, or would he want to experience his daughter's fully waxed, hot, tight, wet pussy? SHUT the FUCK UP, julie, you total perverted slutazoid! (I swear I share too much on this blog!)

Actually, I was just looking for an innocent image to illustrate the standing bent under his arm position I had in mind when I came across these gems from Kami Tora and it got my juices flowing!

"Ok, so," I said, dragging David to his feet. "I sneak up to you and give you a smack on your ass." I matched action to words. "And then you chase me a bit, pull me under your arm, and give me a smack on the seat and say that we'll continue this 'discussion' at home, ok?" I asked excitedly. "Try it..."

He hardly had to move while I deked, trying to escape, and easily reached out and grabbed my arm. He spun me under his right arm just like in the image. He held me there a bit as I struggled. Oh Gawd! This would be soooo humiliating!!!! Then he gave me one good smack on my jeans and said, "more of that to come when I get you home, young lady."

"How was that?" he asked as he released me.

"good..." I said a bit breathlessly.

"Are you still sure you want that, in front of everybody?" He asked again, smiling.

"Yes! It needs to be real." I said pleadingly. "I want them all to know I'm yours. Just, you have to say that we're going to 'discuss this more back home', ok? To go with the cartoon..."

"Sometimes I really do think you're OCD," he teased regarding my penchant for role play detail, which we discussed after our last scene. "I'll say 'discussion'," he agreed.

I took him back to the couch and had him sit, and then I sat on his lap facing him and said, "Then when we get home you put me across your knee and give me a for-real hand spanking. Like, really really hard, for trying to domme you. Hard and long as you want. I want to feel what it's like to learn a lesson from you!" I was giddy with excitement.

"And then corner time, ok?" I continued, "just like in the cartoon. And then I'll be sassy like in the cartoon and it's right back across your knee for round two. You don't let me get away with anything."

"Got it," he said, "Safewords?"

"Just Red, I don't need Yellow," I promised.

"If you say so," he replied.

"But it needs to be real. You have to really punish me," I emphasized.

"Yes, I get it already, it'll be hard as I can make it with my hand," he said, getting a little exasperated with my insistence on this point!

"And afterwards..." I teased.

"Yessss..." he answered.

"Afterwards," I said, snuggling even closer to him and lowering my voice, "I want to be sexually dominated by you. Make me suck your cock. Face fuck me deep. Then put on a couple of condoms or something to make you last and fuck my pussy raw. Bend me right over the back of the spanking chair and fuck me hard."

"My pleasure," he said.

"Then after that I want you to take off the condoms and fuck me in my ass and cum into me like that. But before that... make me lick your ass. Bend over and make me stick my tongue in like I do to you. I've never experienced it from that end. You want to?"

"That's a lot of things," he said, laughing at me, "I'm not sure I'll remember them all, but I'll try!"

I've never done an ass licking before. So humiliating even contemplating it just now. Imagine if my family knew that part of my punishment was to have to lick his ass. Thanks TIM! They will probably be vividly imagining my spanking, my cocksucking, and my pussy fucking. But probably not me licking his ass, or him asserting his dominance over me with his cock pounding my ass and spunking into me (or maybe they will...)

So there it is. All setup for next Sunday evening as Per Tim's orders.

What do you guys think? Is this totally nuts? Oh, and please let the teasing start. As you now know, it makes me cream my panties (when I'm wearing any, that is ;-)