Wednesday, September 25

Sex with my husband

Yesterday night, watching X-Factor on TV at night with my husband. After the show... SEX. Not fantasy or fiction this time. The real thing. This is what sex is like between me and my husband (sometimes... and embellished with some things I wish I would have said). You will get a good general idea, however. It isn't exactly what you might call Vanilla...

Me: Go upstairs and get into your panties, I want to fuck you tonight.
Him: [says nothing... gets a gleam in his eye... does as he is told]

I give him a few minutes and then walk slowly upstairs. david is naked except for a pair of sheer pink panties. He has chosen the panties from a drawerfull we keep for him for this purpose. He has chosen to put his nose in the corner and wait for me like that. I can totally see his ass and ass crack through his sheer panties. I get an immediate, visceral urge to beat that ass.

Me: Lie on the bed, ass high across the pillows, you're getting a beating, bitch.
Him: [says nothing... does as he is told... him cornering himself meant he wanted a beating tonight before his fucking]

We have four pillows on the bed, he piled two of them on the left side of the bed, in the middle, and lay across them submissively, pantied ass nice and high. He is presented like an offering. He has asked for this beating, so he will receive it on the spot where nature intended slutty submissive husbands to catch their beatings: ass and thighs.

I feel excited watching him do this for me. I can feel my own panties dampening. I open the bedside drawer and pull out my strap. He groans in a sexy way, knowing what is coming.

Me: You're getting a beating now. You want to know why? Because you're a man who wants to be dressed in panties and fucked like a woman. So you want to act like a submissive little cunt? I'll beat you like a submissive little cunt. Simple math, baby. [He likes when I talk dirty to him... he tells me any bad words one might think of applying to a woman can be safely applied to him!]

I whip the strap down hard low across his pantied ass cheeks, right at the panty line. He groans. I do it four more times just like that. His wiggles and moans turn me on even more.

I reach over and lower his panties to just below his cheeks. No reason this bitch will get to keep her panties up for her beating. Part of her humiliation will be to display her anus during her spanking. I am rewarded with a bird's eye view of my husband's now bare and totally exposed asshole. He's getting a fucking in there later and he knows it. No reason I shouldn't see it now.

I give him five more. I target two of them to wrap around between his ass cheeks, near his sensitive little puckered hole.

I put away the strap. His ass is nicely red and marked in places. I reach under my bed to get the riding crop.

Me: Reach behind you and pull those cheeks apart for me.
Him: [says nothing... does as he is told]

Me: Pull them apart harder. Really reach in there. Pull harder. I mean it.
Him: yes ma'am [as he struggles to obey me]

His little boy hole is gaping open now. I take my crop, crouch down a little to get the right angle, and whip the tip down onto his hole. He half moans half ouches. I repeat this over and over again. I am fascinated by the clenching and unclenching and puckering of his hole as I whip it.

As I whip, he loses the grasp of his cheeks, but immediately scrambles to reaffirm it. I love watching him in pain from the whipping, but still submissively pulling his cheeks wide apart for me over and over again in order to submit to my painful stroking. Paradoxically, the worse the whipping, the wider he pulls. Seeing him pulling himself wide for me, waiting for the next whipping stroke, I'm thinking I want to fuck that ass.

I put the crop down.

Me: Are you going to let me fuck you in the ass?
Him: yes ma'am
Me: I'm using Adam, you know that don't you? [Adam is my biggest dildo - realistic looking - large]
Him: yes ma'am.
Me: Are you going to be my little ass bitch, tonight, huh?
Him: oh yes ma'am
Me: Are you going to take it like a woman for me?
Him: yes ma'am
Me: I'm 'gonna flip you over, raise you legs nice and high, and take you missionary style. Will that make you feel like a proper woman, baby?
Him: yes ma'am
Me: Is your ass beaten enough?
Him: yes ma'am
Me: I don't think so. Not yet anyways. Put your hands in front of you and hang on.

david releases his deathgrip on his ass cheeks and puts his hands in front of him. He clutches the covers, knowing what is coming. Knowing that quite a lot may still be coming.

I open the drawer and take out the little souvenir hardwood paddle. I put my left knee up on the bed. I put my left hand down on the small of his back. With my right I pull his lowered panties right down to his knees. Then I start paddling his ass. I count out two hundred strokes to myself in my head. Each one hard and stinging. I get to watch his ass redden to a deep crimson as his knuckles whiten grabbing the bed covers for dear life. About half way through his paddling I get what I want.

Him: No please! No! No more! Please! It hurts!

This is the part where I start to really get excited. I love his begging. I love his begging when I can see the damage I'm doing to his ass! I can feel the sweat on his lower back. I can smell it. I can watch his legs convulse, especially as I paddle the backs of his thighs. Targeting the insides of his thighs when his legs inadvertently spread which makes him clutch them together again. The next time they part, which they do, he gets a harsher lesson. A light paddle stroke to the undersides of his genitals. A gurgling scream and he shuts his legs tightly together. They do not come apart again. Ha Ha! I finish off the padlding to his ass. Hard and fast. His reactions are genuine. My man cries little tears.

I leave him there, in his little puddle of tears. I strip down to just my panties. They are kind of wet. I pull on the strap-on harness over them. I have a big dick now!

Me: Lie on your back, one pillow under your hips.
Him: [says nothing... does as he is told]

I pick up his legs by his ankles and hold them high. I pull the panties up to around his ankles. I stretch them and loop them around his ankles. His ass is really, really red. Dark cherry red.

Me: Hold your legs up like that.
Him: [he holds them up high... like a little slut should]

I walk towards his head, I make him turn and face me. I spread my legs and crouch down so that my cock is at his mouth level. I push towards him, he moves his face to the very edge of the bed and takes me into his mouth. I grab his head and face fuck my little whore. I love the sounds his mouth makes as I face fuck him. Little gurgling sounds, mixed in with the occasional gagging sound when I "accidentally" go too deep.

He tries to steer me into his cheek. I know his little tricks. I grab him by the throat and squeeze. "OPEN" I tell him. He gets Adam down his throat for his troubles. I make him gag no fewer than five times for his impertinence, until I am satisfied he has learned his lesson. This bitch will learn to deep throat me. By the time I pull out there are more tears in his eyes and he is slobbering like crazy.

Sometime during that intense face fucking he apparently got the idea it was ok to disobey me and drop his feet back down to the bed.

Me: Did I say you could drop your feet?
Him: [he quickly raises his legs again]
Me: Oh no! You need a lesson. [I say as I pick up my paddle again]
Him: No! Please! No More! Please!!!

But there is more. I push down on the backs of his thighs, practically doubling him over. His genitals, his asshole, his deep red ass, and his light red thighs are presented to me in a perfect attitude for a childish diaper position punishment.

I paddle him again. He's lucky he's not getting the strap, but I am feeling generous. I know it hurts him a hell of a lot more when his skin is stretched and tight over his ass and thighs, as it is in this position. But he does still have to learn to not lower his legs during his face fucking. I make sure he learns that lesson. I make sure he learns to obey.

I especially enjoy targeting the relatively virgin insides of his ass crack when he is in this position. I am especially excited spanking him while wearing Adam. It's a big glorious erect cock sticking out in front of me! I make sure to brush his flanks with it as I spank. His own cock is shrivelled pathetically. No competition for Adam at all (nor even at the "best of times" for that matter).

Me: Now hold that fucking pose, you little cunt! If you drop your legs again I'll belt whip your ass in that position until you can't cry anymore! [I grab his cock and balls and roughly pull them out between his legs, so they are sticking out behind him]. And that whipping will be balls out, do you understand me?
Him: Yes Ma'am!

I have great aim, but a balls out whipping terrifies the fuck out of him. I move progressively closer until he can feel the wind whipping at his balls. Haven't missed yet and don't plan to. He still gets scared for some reason, though.

I get the lube. I lube up Adam. Then I lube up his asshole. He is holding his legs nice and high for me! I dribble lube onto his genitals, and I rub some into them as well.

Then I hop up on the bed kneeling in front of him. I slide forward until the tip of my Adam touches his asshole. Then I start gently pushing in. I need to change the angle a couple of times, but then I have it right, and I start slowly exerting the appropriate pressure. david "ows" and complains, but slowly, slowly he starts opening up for me, like a flower, as I keep the pressure on. He knows it goes easier for him if he presses out, as if performing a bowel movement. I can see him straining to do that from the look on his face. Magically he opens up and I pop in. "Ow ow ow Ow" he says, but I hold my ground patiently until the cramping dies down. Then I slowly start fucking my little bitch.

I pull his hips into me as I rock back and forth, fucking his ass. His legs are high with his panties wrapped around his ankles. That is his view: his raised legs and his panties banded around his ankles. He also sees me: my face, my bare breasts, my flat tummy, as I fuck him, slowly and deliberately.

As the fucking proceeds I grab his lubed up cock and balls and rub them gently. I rub my cock in and out of him, scraping by his prostate gently, gently, as I rub up and down the length of his now rigidly erect cock. He moans. What a little slut I have on my hands! Tramp! Whore!

Me: Are you going to squirt for me, baby? Squirt as I rub your clitty and fuck your ass, huh baby?
Him: yeah! oh yeah!
Me: You know that after you squirt I'm going to scoop it up and put it in your mouth and make you swallow every last drop, don't you?
Him: yes
Me: Will you like that? Will you like being a little cum bucket for me?

I fuck gently and rub his cock hard and I get a nice big juicy squirting for my trouble. I aim his cock towards his face. The first bit gets to his chin, the next ones dribble on his chest and tummy.

I pull out slowly, wrapping Adam in paper towels I had handy and taking my harness off carefully.

Me: Keep holding you legs up, baby, you're a bit messy back there.

That always embarrasses him, knowing that! I have some baby wipes in the dresser drawer, bought specifically for this purpose. I clean him like a baby and wrap the soiled wipes into the paper towels.

When he is clean, I move up to his chest and I use my hands to scoop up the cum and push it into his eager mouth. He licks and sucks my fingers dry, and swallows it all down. I tell him to clean my Adam thoroughly and to take a shower. He is to be quick about, he has pussy and ass licking duties waiting for him immediately upon his return!

Wednesday, September 4

More on begging!

A pen-pal of mine named Shan sent me a recounting of what happened after she read my post Begging for it to stop.  The email was so awesome I just had to reproduce it here for you all!


Hi Julie thought I'd drop a line & say hello. It's Shan. We're still out here in spanking land. Love the last 3 or 4 post. Well I love them all but Fucking David's ass was hot. I also wanted to say I've learned a lot from you & your blog.

I had Steph so well trained & had forgotten he wasn't allowed to ask for it. At all. It was my way or the highway. I had told him if he ever asked for it not only would he never get it again, I'd toss all the toys in the trash & that would be that. Not a peep out of him since. I had been a ball gag gall. I don't want to hear your pleassses, that is until I realized what I was missing out on!!

Did some thinking & decided to tell Steph I wanted a total subby hubby for a while to test it out and see how it goes. It's been a work in progress. He wasn't getting into the begging part & I was getting frustrated. Then I read how you get David to beg & wallaa what do ya know it works. That & I like it. Total control, & is he a willfull subby.

Last Sat. night I felt real Domiiiii & told him I was feeling Domiii & wanted some begging. Nothing!! The crack of the split belt on his ass got his attention! He was not expecting it at all & never saw it coming. Though his 'HAY WHAT THE' did not go over well with me. After I reeled back & swung 3 or 4 times with no intended landing spot as hard as I could he was on his knees begging me to stop.

"Don't You Ever 'Hay Me' mister! Now Down!" & on all 4's he went.

I went & got the long belt. He was fully clothed.

"Let's see how fast you can strip."

 'Huu?' Was all I heard & I started swinging. 90 seconds. Flat. ;) To butt ass naked!

"Now beg me to fuck you in the ass."

It was pathetic & I started swinging. He was begging with tears for me to stop.

"Now see, you do know how to beg. Now beg me to fuck you in the ass!"

Still utterly pathetic. More swings & all of a sudden he's on my leg begging me to fuck him in his ass anything but the strap please no more.

"No not anything but. Beg me to fuck you in the ass."

He spun around & spread his ass apart with his hands.

"please ma'am fuck my ass I want your horse cock in my ass fuck me hard & fast ma'am. I present my ass to you to use as you want use it abuse it fuck my ass ma'am."

Good boy!!

I bought a Pegasus horse cock sleeve & I had never used it on Steph. I had thought it was to damned big for his ass.

GF was I wrong! It slid right up in there & oh did he holler!

"Oh take it out oh god please take it out!"

Hahaha no way was that ganna happen. I did mess with his head though: "I wish you'd make up your mind. Fuck me in the ass he says. Take it out he says. Which is it Bitch??"

Nothing, I had the strap nearby & landed one right on his back between his shoulder blades. 

"Beg Bitch."

"My ass my ass ma'am fuck me in the ass ma'am."

Ohhh did I fuck him in the ass. & Hard too. I must have pulled it out & rammed it back in 4 or 5 times.

"Now beg me to stop."

Long pause.

"It's not a joke I want to hear you beg me like you mean it to stop."

Another pause & I pick up the whip this time & out came a superb performance.

"Oh please stop it hurts it's too big it hurts."

"I'll stop when I'm dam good and ready!"

A little later I told him I'll stop when he dumps his hot cummm load. So fuck it like ya want it. Work that ass bitch! Oh he really got into it he was even pushing back the deeper I went the harder he pushed.

"Tell me you want it deeper tell me you want it harder!"

Oh my god did he cut loose. I'd never seen him move his ass like that before he was arching his back so far I thought he was going to hurt himself!

Then I started really getting into it, rubbing his ass & his back & grabbed his hips & started really grinding lifting the back up forcing the head down to his G-spot & then all of a sudden out came a roar almost in agony.

"ya baby fuck that ass deeper ya oh ya right there ya don't stop ohh ya right there ohh ohh ohh ohhhhhhhh"

& he jerked his head back & I grabbed a hand full of hair & pulled

"ohhhhhhhhhhhhh omg I'm cumming I'm cumming omg yes I'm cumming."

I reached around & grabbed his head: 

"yep sqwirt sqwirt cumm gizz all over."

 I pushed him forward so hard the Pegasus popped out. Awwwww.

He flopped flat on the floor. I cleaned up & cleaned his ass. I leaned forward & whispered into his ear, "see I told you you knew how to beg. Next time I tell you to beg I'll know you'll know exactly what to do. Hummmmm?"

Now he brings the belt to me: "ma'am I need my ass spanked,"  & he begsssss for it & knows when to beg for it to stop.

Like you I stop when I want to.