e-Subbie's first assignment

I every now and then receive requests from my readers e-Domme them a bit. Always happy to do so. Today's little victim we shall call t. t pissed me off a bit by not telling me enough about his background, so he is being punished by me. His punishment is that I am not replying to his email privately, but rather will reply to it publicly here. I am hoping you readers will help me to chide t for his deceitful behaviour.

First, for context, here was his initial e-mail to me:

Julie -  hi! Enjoy your blog, even though I'm just a lurker.  :-)
 
I thought I'd take the plunge and ask for an assignment from you.  Nothing too bad, please -  I've never done anything like this before.
 
FYI - I live in XXXX, and late XX's professional male - married, though wife not into kink.
Thanks

A typical profile for a male reader. I X'd out some of t's personal details. Wife not into kink is an all-too-common story. See my Advice for Wives column for my views on that. He says he's "never done anything like this before". Ha!

Taking him at face value, here was my note back to him:

From: Julie <strictjulie@gmail.com>
To: t
Jul 6 at 9:04 AM
Hi t!

So, you'd like an assignment would you? (Evil grin).

Ok, go to the drugstore and buy a box of tampons. That and nothing else. Cash out with a nice young woman (no automated checkout allowed!) You can look embarrassed, I'm sure that would be sweet. She'll assume you are just pussy whipped (by your wife, or a grown daughter perhaps). Little will she know that the tampons are for your boi pussy. Take them home, use lube, and insert one deep up inside of you with only the little white string dangling out. It's safe (but use lube). Masturbate with that up inside of you, knowing you are SUCH a pussy for allowing a woman to make you do this. Tug on the little string as you tug on your little cock. Think about being made to Tampax yourself as if you were a young woman. Make sure you swallow your cum afterwards, like a good little slut (girls have to do it all the time, consider this a little payback).

Send me a little story about your adventures and your feelings during it. Also a discrete selfie photo of your bum with the little white string dangling out as proof.

Make sure your wife doesn't catch you!

Good luck, t. Trust that it will bring a big smile to my face when I receive your email! I will not publish your photo or recounting (unless you beg me to).

Julie

This is a standard "first assignment" many blog readers will recognize. Either that or panty shopping. I get a lot of these requests, and so I reuse and recycle. This one always tickles me though.

After t performed his assignment, he wrote me back a note with an included file of his account. His note went,

Julie - hi! Thanks for the assignment! I've attached my report for your reading pleasure ... :-)

As to my feelings during the assignment, I'd say I'm not an experienced submissive - and certainly not to David's extent.

About publishing my photos and report - I'll leave that up to you. If you choose to do so, my only request is to refer to me as "T" and remove the "XXX" references.

Thanks, and have a great weekend!

Best,

T

I'll let t take it from here in his own words from the attached file. I will interject my thoughts in red.

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Report on First Assignment from Strict Julie
Two background points, before the actual report.

• First, I had come across an article on Strict Julie's site which contained an assignment similar to the one she emailed me - that was in response to a guy requesting an initial assignment. Thus, I was not surprised by my assignment.
• Second, after reading that article, I was intrigued about the concept of tamponing, so I bought  a box of tampons and did this on my own for the first time about 3 months ago. Since then, I've done this several other times. Thus, the acts of purchasing tampons and then tamponing myself was not new.

What? This was absolutely something mister "never done anything like this before" should have mentioned. It makes me feel like a dummy. I would have happily given him another assignment if only he would have filled me in on this background in his initial email.

Because of my background points, what I decided to do was "up the stakes" a bit and go with the LARGEST tampon I could find.

Hmmmph! NOT satisfied.

What's the saying - "Go large, or don't go at all"? Thus, I chose the Tampax Pearl Super Plus tampon, and purchased it at a chain drug store late (about 10:15 pm) one evening on the way home from a long day at work. When I parked at the drug store, I was not sure who would be at the cash register - upon walking in, I noted a pleasant looking woman, likely early 20's, at the register. Knowing this requirement was met, I walked to the feminine products section and searched until I found the Super Plus tampon (I knew this store should have it, because the web site showed good availability). It took a couple minutes to find it - there are SO many brands, shapes, sizes, materials, scents, and applicator options available! - and, while searching, a woman shopper came into the aisle, exited, and came back again a few minutes later.

A successful search...

With the desired product in hand, and nothing else, I proceeded to the cash register, where the young woman's half-smile momentarily turned into a bit of a smirk before settling at neutral when checking me out.

Ok, so this is what I LOVE about this assignment. That little smirk that says, "you are so pussy whipped!"

Given the lateness of the purchase and a long day, I wasn't feeling embarrassed at check out - though I did feel some uneasiness about the woman who came to the tampon section twice while I was there.

You should have been embarrassed, you little cucked pussy boy! (my reaction upon reading this).

The following morning, I resolved to "do the deed" early, before work, and when no one was around. After stripping completely, I opened the box, took out a tampon, unwrapped it, and stared a moment at its size. Boy, this was ONE BIG TAMPON!! It was visibly much wider than previous ones.

Gulp, this could be tough...

Yup. Right up where the sun don't shine, subby.

Nonetheless, I applied lube to its top, squatted down, and then inserted it into my "boi pussy." It took a few moments to get it in and positioned, because it was so large. Eventually, it was inserted to the correct depth, and I pushed the plunger to launch the "cotton payload" into my nether regions. Even several minutes after removing the plastic applicator, I could still feel the tampon inside me, unlike previous smaller ones where the sensation quickly subsided.

And, as requested, photo evidence!

This is my favourite part! I love that I can make pussy bois do this by remote control. Totally pathetic, I know! Nice butt, little miss cotton tail!

With the self-tamponing done, I moved on to the next step, to masturbate while occasionally tugging on the tampon's string - I did this, and came into my left hand within a few minutes.

I'm sure you did, feeling that big thing up your ass, wishing it was the real thing???

As instructed, I licked all the ejaculate out of my hand and swallowed it.

Yes you did!

With the assignment completed, I quickly cleaned up everything and went to work. Of note - I did decide to leave the tampon in for a little while, even after completing the assignment and going into work. Why? I viewed it as another part of "upping the stakes" for this initial assignment. Taking a break at work, I went into the bathroom and removed the tampon - and boy its size made it HARD to take it out! The Super Plus tampon was inside me 1.5 hours, and was noticeable the entire time. I guess size DOES matter...

How did I feel while doing all this? While Strict Julie suggested I should feel like "you are SUCH a pussy for allowing a woman to make you do this" when masturbating and then swallowing while tamponed, I did not have feelings like those. Rather, I viewed it as an experiment I was conducting on myself, to explore the kinky side of myself. I remained curious as to how I would feel while doing homework assigned by my female "Kink Therapist."

Keep telling yourself that.

• The Super Plus tampon enlightened me as to the efforts women must take to not let the heaviest part of their periods interfere with their daily lives. I could feel this particular size tampon inside me the entire time, so I imagine women must be constantly aware of hosting one this size.
• Masturbating while tamponed might be how anal sex feels to a woman during her heaviest flow - not unpleasant, yet not fully satisfying, either.
• Swallowing was definitely a new experience to me - the warm sticky cum took numerous licks to clean my left palm, and it definitely coated my mouth on the way down my throat. I did not brush my teeth following this, and the slight residual stickiness eventually went away naturally. This certainly gives me a better appreciation of how this feels to a woman - while there's a certain sexiness to giving oral sex, the aftermath seems somewhat demeaning to be expected to swallow something from your partner's body.

All in all, I'd say this was less about feeling like I was a pussy, and more about how it feels to be a woman having to take care of her pussy by "pushing cotton" while also living up to expectations for having anal sex and giving oral sex, even if she'd prefer not to do so because of discomfort due to her period.

Well, that's a lesson well-learned anyways!

Respectfully submitted,

T

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So, what did you think of t's adventure? What do you think of him holding out on me? What shall we make him do next? Comments welcome!

P.S. there is an AMAZING adventure that is lining up. I just need permission from the third-party to blog (I know - unusual that!), and then I can give you the setup. I am exceptionally excited!!!