Thursday, December 7

Spanked by my Sister

FUCK!!! That's really all I can say... FUCK!!! I got SPANKED!!! So far, by a huge margin, I can very safely say I got the spanking of a lifetime. Also, something very, very embarrassing happened.

As I recounted last time in I Asked Her..., I texted my big sister Sue and asked her to please spank me. I had deliberately pushed some boundaries with her when we were last scening my husband, involving her having to touch my bare breasts. She got embarrassed, and she threatened, as a kind of joke, to spank me. That, of course, became an obsession in my mind, so I got up the nerve to ask her for a spanking via text message. She very readily (too readily!) agreed, and against my "objections" told me it would be a very, very hard one. She meant it.

I was told to get the spanking chair ready and to lay out on it the hairbrush and the wooden spoon. I did so and took a pic for you guys.

The objects of my chastisement.

I thought the hairbrush would be worse than the wooden spoon. I was wrong. Sue also told me to get a box of Kleenex ready as I would be needing it after my spanking. Did not bother with that. Should have. I was told to be standing in the corner, bare bum, wearing only a T-shirt, no bra. I understood the bare bum and the T-shirt part, did not understand the no bra. Now I do. I chose a normal looking blue T shirt. Nothing sexy or overly short. I chose to be completely bare beneath the waist. That is how I interpreted her instructions for me to be "bare bum" (although there are other interpretations). I didn't want to be standing there with my panties pulled down. I thought that would have been dumb given I was going across her knee.

My husband was instructed to stay in our bedroom with the door closed during my spanking. Sue had allowed him to listen from up there and jerk off to the sound of my spanking. I overruled that and told him he was allowed to edge himself, but not cum. I wanted some enthousiasm for the pussy licking I had planned for him afterwards, and was not intending to let him cum at all. Did not think it was good form for him to be allowed to cum from excitement due to his Wife and Mistress getting spanked.

I gave myself about 5 minutes of corner time before 3pm, when Sue was due to arrive. Sue is very punctual and I knew she would be on time. She was 15 minutes late!!! She did it on purpose to make me wait there, bare bottomed and anticipating my spanking. Grrrrr!!! Cornered by my sister! Bad start!

I heard the door open and her heels clicking on the floor as she approached me. I did not dare look. I felt myself shiver at the thought of her looking at my bare bottom. I was a bit aroused.

She giggled quietly a little bit. I could hear her there behind me, walking back and forth, looking at me, laughing little laughs. I squirmed.

I felt her finger pinching my ear lobe hard and giving me a tug. I moved with her. She was wearing black heels, high-waisted tweed slacks, a white blouse with a plunging neckline, and gold jewellery around her neck. Very elegant.


I was bare footed and bare bottomed in a crummy blue T-shirt. She led me to the spanking chair, lifted up the implements I had placed there, put them on the floor to the right of the chair, and pulled me down across her lap. We were getting right down to business.

She started rubbing my cheeks. Oh gosh! This was kinda humiliating! She fake laughed again and said something along the lines of,

"well, well, well, looks who's finally across my knee. I've been wanting to do this to you ever since you were two years old."

Then she started slapping my cheeks with her palm.

"You have certainly been a pain in my ass on more than one occasion," she said. "Remember the time you slipped a mirror under my door when I was making out with Frank? And the time you got into bed and touched me when I was sound asleep. How old were you, five? And how about jumping into Dad's lap in your panties when you were sixteen? Don't think I didn't know what you were doing. He should have spanked you then and there."

All my past being dredged up. It was true. I was a bit of a precocious child.

"But two weeks ago," she said, continuing my spanking. The spanks were getting harder, as if for emphasis. "Didn't I tell you nothing sexual when I agreed to play with you and david? And then you show me your bare tits? And force me to touch them? I wasn't going to fuss and kill the scene. I didn't want to be the party-pooper. You put me in an awkward position. And you did it deliberately." I giggled a bit at that and she slapped my ass harder.

"Stand up," she said. "Hands on your head." I scrambled up off her lap and stood in front of her, hands on my head. She reached for the bottom of my T-shirt and raised it up. Way up. Way up to above my breasts, baring them. She opened her palm and she slapped me across my breast! "Was that appropriate to do that to me?!?" she asked angrily. She slapped the other one. I grimaced in pain. She slapped the underside of each, then the topsides, then the insides, then the outsides again. She kept telling me off with a scary angry voice. I could see her open her palm, draw it back, and then slap me again and again. I stood there and took it. It hurt. It was embarrassing. I was getting even more aroused. My sister is actually punishing my tits!!!


I realized that she had intended to do this from the very moment she told me to wear a T-shirt, no bra, exactly eleven seconds after I asked her to spank me. Is this how she routinely treats her submissive girlfriends???

Finally she stops slapping my breasts. It was a long slapping! It was a punishment!!! My nipples were burning and my whole tits stung.

"Get across me knee!" she said, and hauled me down. My stinging tits were still hanging out below my raised T-shirt (or "above" when I was face down across her lap).

Then she started hand spanking me in earnest. Oh my gosh. She spanks hard! She kept mainly to my low ass, but wandered down to my upper thighs as well. She even reached down and slapped my calves once or twice. There was not a lot more scolding. Mostly spanking now.

She paused spanking me and said, "good thing you had the implements I asked for ready." I could feel her reaching down and taking one. I could see from under the chair that it was the big hairbrush. Uh Oh.


I could feel her rubbing the large, cool, hard wood across the base of my cheeks. I braced myself. The first smack came down on my lower cheeks. It was not horrible. Then the next and the next and the next. She spanked left cheek, right cheek, middle (on the crack), repeat. Each stroke got harder and harder and harder. I started really wriggling and squirming. She grabbed me around my waist more tightly and continued my spanking.

I started vocalizing, "Ow! Ow! Ow! Please! Ow!" She kept up her relentless pace, and I started kicking my legs and saying "No! Please! Ow! No!" She took her right leg out from under me and threw it over the backs of both my legs. She continued the spanking. Same rhythm, same placement, same strength! Now I started swearing "Fuck! Ow! Please! I'm sorry! Please! FUCK!" She ignored everything and just kept spanking! Cruel bitch!

After what seemed like forever, finally she stopped. It was a very long and thorough hairbrush spanking to my lower ass cheeks. Hurt like bloody hell. She told me to stand. I did so painfully. I was sniffling a bit. She looked me in the eye. She grabbed me by my upper arm and conducted me back to my corner. She made me put my hands on my head. "Three minute break, then we start again," she said. FUCK!!!!

My bottom was throbbing. My tits hurt. I could feel my legs shaking a bit. I was not crying, but I was sniffling like a little spanked brat. I could hear Sue walking towards the kitchen, getting a glass, and filling it with water. She turned me around a bit (tits still out!) and gave me a few sips of the water. She put down the glass and then re-adjusted my T-shirt, rolling it up properly to band above my breasts. She was keeping me bare breasted for the duration, clearly.

She reached for a nipple and squeezed it hard, pinching it and turning it. "Are you learning your lesson?" she asked.

"Yes Sue!" I said.

"Yes 'Ma'am'," she corrected me as she reached for the other nipple to torture it as well.

"Yes Ma'am!" I repeated.

"Come here," she said calmly, pulling me by my nipple back to the spanking chair. She sat, not letting go of me, and then pulled me across her knee that way. When I was settled across her lap she released my nipple and cupped and squeezed my full breast, fondling me as she would one of her girlfriends!

She started back in slapping my ass with her open hand. This time the spanks started raining down everywhere. And I do mean everywhere!  All over my ass and up and down my legs from ankle to waist. "Spread," she said as she pushed my thighs apart. Oh Geez! She started slapping the insides of my thighs, up and down from inner knee to pussy! And I do mean PUSSY! At the highest travel she spanked the lips of my vagina! "Nohhh, pleeeease!" I begged in embarrassment. She just laughed at me and kept doing it. She was no longer holding my legs apart with her hand, but was continuing the slaps up and down my inner thighs. I knew she had not told me to close my legs yet, so I had to humiliatingly keep them spread for her myself.

Then she did it. She reached directly between my legs and dragged her fingers up the middle of my pussy. With a laugh in her voice she said, "You little hussy, you're soaking wet!" Oh God! Please floor, open up and eat me. She was of course right... I remember straining to keep my legs spread for her as my face burned with embarrassment. "That won't do at all," she said as she reached for the wooden spoon. I could feel it on my low ass cheek. I was still spreading my legs. I felt her lift it and then CRACK! OMG! FUCK!!! That wooden spoon hurt like a motherfucker!


Immediately my legs shot together and my bum shot up into the air as my hands scrambled for purchase on the floor. There was a sort of a silent scream from me. Then the spoon hit again, and again, and again. Oh my word. The spoon is vicious. I never realized! I think it must be the way it curves to concentrate all that wood onto a tiny spot. I remember starting to beg right away along the lines of "No. Come on! Please! Oh Please!" I always made fun of david when he begged. I was begging for freaking real! It was so bad it was almost funny. Like, how could I have possibly got myself into this situation?!?

I had an all renewed respect for the spoon as it traveled down the backs of my thighs, onto my calves, and she even managed to beat the soles of my feet with it! "Spread!" she said, and I did, and she spanked the tender insides of my thighs. She pulled the skin taught around my low ass cheek, and spanked directly at the crease, both sides. My legs came back together again involuntarily. She spun in the chair a bit thrusting her left knee between my legs and hooking my left leg with her right leg. This spread me wide. What a sight I must have been! She then really spanked my inner thighs! I was incoherent, shrieking at the tops of my lungs.

She released my legs and spun back under me so I was again squarely across her lap. She put down the wooden spoon and started in again spanking me with her hand. Very hard strokes, but it felt like a huge relief after that evil wooden spoon!

"Is david upstairs enjoying your spanking?" Sue asked.

"Yes Ma'am," I sobbed out. There were small tears in my eyes and big sniffles in my nose. My bottom was starting to feel numb.

"Is he jerking off to it?" she asked.

"No Ma'am," I said, "I told him he could edge, but wasn't allowed to cum. I don't want him cumming to me getting spanked."

"NO!" said Sue angrily, smacking my cheeks hard with her palm. "Those were NOT your instructions!" She spanked my ass and thighs harder.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" I said. "I can tell him to cum now!" I said.

"No," said Sue. "He should keep edging, and once I've gone he's to use you any way he pleases. Correction. Any way I please. And it pleases me to have you take it up the ass from him. Just like you did to him two weeks ago. If I hear he hasn't cum in your butthole, we're doing this all over again next week, little sister." Oh Groan. She knows he's fucked me in the ass, so knew it wasn't anything I hadn't let him do to me before.

"Yes Sue," I said.

SMACK! "Yes Ma'am!" she corrected.

"Yes Ma'am! Yes Ma'am!" I said.

She reached between my thighs again and touched my pussy. It sent a jolt through me and I moaned shamelessly.

"tsk, tsk" she went as she rubbed her wet finger on my throbbing ass. She spun again and again thrust her left knee between my legs and placed her right leg over my near leg. She pulled my cheeks apart, exposing my butthole, and slapped me with her hand up and down my cleft.

Without releasing my cheek, she reached again for the wooden spoon, and gave my inner cheeks a wooden spoon spanking that had me bucking and dancing across her knee. She pulled my cheeks widely apart and targeted the area immediately around my anus. I knew what she was doing. It is something I do to david when he is due for an ass fucking. I only thought how much worse my ass fucking would be after this treatment!

She put the spoon down and started slapping my cheeks, way down low. She pulled me up at the waist so that I was more firmly over her one knee. I was still straddling her one leg while she had my other hooked. She hand spanked me gently on my lower cheeks.

I immediately stifled a moan as I felt my pussy rub against the tweed material of her elegant slacks. Oh no!

She spanked gently but insistently. I started rocking back and forth on her and getting more and more excited. Oh no. I didn't want this! Was not expecting this. But she kept spanking me relentlessly in this position, for many minutes, keeping the pressure of her leg tightly on my pussy as I wriggled there getting more and more excited.

At a certain point, I don't know, I just lost all shame completely. I reached around with my right hand to grab her ass. She did not object. I just sort of collapsed into my own lust, openly humping her tweed covered leg as I fondled her beautiful ass. I moaned out loud as I wriggled my ass and pussy shamelessly over her leg. What a sight! Her naughty little sister bucking across her knee like a whore!

She spanked harder and harder as I bucked and wriggled and moaned more and more unabashedly.  The hard, unrelenting spanking brought the passion flooding into my pussy. I rocked and ground into her and moaned and then exploded in a climax across her knee!!!!!

Oh No! What have I done???? I've completely humiliated myself!

She pretended (I guess) not to notice (even more humiliating) and continued spanking me with her hand. I settled down and just took it, but within another minute or so I again found myself rubbing my pussy against her tweed slacks. It was a complete repeat performance. Once was not good enough for her, or for me apparently: the little sister slut. It was the same slow buildup. The same increase in intensity. The same shameless showing. Her whore of a sister getting off on her spanking a second time. She increased the intensity of the spanks and then before very long it happened again. A second orgasm!

Oh shit! This was so arousing while at the same time being so humiliating. I wanted her to stop. No more. Please! Surely I've been humiliated enough, is exactly how I felt at that moment.

She picked up the wooden spoon. She again pulled me hard onto her knee and arranged herself so that the pressure and contact on my pussy was at its maximum. Oh no! She then started spanking my low cheeks with the wooden spoon again. It started fairly lightly, and I got into a rhythm bucking across her coarse pant, rubbing my pussy into her leg hard. The spanking intensified again. It was really, really hurting. But I was still on my way to a third orgasm. She spanked harder and harder and harder. I was screaming from pain and lust at the same time and then I had the biggest orgasm yet. I screamed as I came, and then fell limp across her as she continued to beat my ass with her wooden spoon. "no... no... no..." I whimpered.

She removed her leg from between mine and resettled me squarely across her lap. She still had the wooden spoon.

"One hundred hard ones to go, young lady," she said.

"NO!" I yelled out, but stayed put across her lap. I didn't know which way was up. I was not ready for this! I had just come off three orgasms and my cheeks were already as sore as hell. This CAN'T be happening. Enough!

"Yes. One hundred. You will learn your lesson to NOT cross boundaries with me again. Am I making myself completely clear?"

Even then, the irony of "my lesson" was not lost on me. What could I say? "Yes Ma'am!"

All the next 100 spanks were directed to my lower cheeks, alternating sides. All seemed as hard as she could possibly make them. The first ten were a nightmare. After she was done those first ten she said, "only 90 left to go." Oh no! It was pure, unrelenting torment. I had thought my ass had gone numb a while back. It had not. I felt every smack of that spoon. After the first 40 she said "Only 60 left to go." I thought my punishment would NEVER end. At this point I was no longer coherent, I was just blubbering out random words and screaming. My whole world collapsed into the scant few moments between sets of ten when I could breathe, and then the torture started up again. I had held out, more or less, up to now, but around number 80 I lost it, and the tears started streaming out of my eyes, and the snot out of my nose as I absorbed the last 20 strokes of my punishment.

When we reached 100 and it was over I didn't even care. I was a sobbing mess. Sue took me off her lap and I collapsed onto my knees in front of her.

"Oh Baby," she said as she wiped away my tears with her fingers and stroked my hair. I did not have any tissues. I did not think they would be needed. I buried my face into her blouse and dried my eyes there as she held me into her bosom, stroking me and saying "there, there, it's all over now."

She walked me over to the corner and put my nose back into it, my hands on my head, making sure my T-shirt was still lifted above my breasts. My bottom throbbed with the pain of my spanking.

"Sue," I said, sniffling, "will you, take a photo, as a reminder for me?" EVEN THEN readers. EVEN THEN I was thinking of you.

"Sure," she said and took a photo. Here it is.


Somehow the photo does not do it justice. Hard to believe that is a photo of a girl who had just had three orgasms, was still crying and sniffling, and was just given the spanking of her lifetime by her sister! I was so disappointed with the lighting on the photo, because it absolutely DID NOT do the state of my ass justice. I had to photoshop it to bring up the colours to anywhere near where they were actually in real life, and even so it still does not do my ass justice. I need professional lighting next time! What's absolutely accurate is how the top of my ass cheeks were totally untouched, but my lower ass cheeks and upper thighs were torched red!

Without saying another word (literally), Sue got her coat on and left through the front door, leaving me sniffling still in the corner with my hands on my head.

As soon as she left I put my hand down to feel my butt. First thing I noticed was that it was leathery! The fuck!?! It was also throwing off vast amounts of heat. It also throbbed. It was also hard to walk because of the way the backs of my thighs were punished.

I painfully made my way up to our bedroom. david was there. He was not excited. He was worried!  I was starting to recover my composure, though. I showed him the damage and he whistled. After making sure I was ok (I was), he asked if he could make me cum with his tongue. I told him no, that there was something else I needed for him to do.

I made him sit on the bed. I got down on my knees and put his cock in my mouth and sucked. I gave him deep head until he was rock hard. I opened the bedside drawer and got out the lube. I put a towel down on the bed and got on all fours.

"please, you need to cum in my ass..." I told him.

"What?" he said.

"It's, like, the last part of my punishment. You have to do it. You have to cum into me."

And then, despite the immense shame, indeed reveling in it, I said, "Sue says so, and I'll get spanked again if you don't."

david got behind me. He again sort of gasped at the state of my ass. He lubed my bottom hole and stuck his finger into me, stretching me nicely. He then relubed and put his cocktip at the entrance to my anal canal and pushed gently in. After what I had just gone through, this was nothing. david banged away at me for a couple of dozen strokes and then ejaculated deeply into me. How humiliating that my sister had ordered a spunking into my rear end under pain of a repeat performance of my spanking!

david and I both cleaned up and we ordered some dinner in. I told david absolutely everything that happened, and we analyzed what we thought it all meant.

Talk about confusing!

So I can say I easily got what I consider to be the most severe spanking of my life, by far. Sue seemed angry at me at times, and caring at others. She slapped and otherwise tortured and fondled my breasts, which is so totally sexual. She also had my pussy on show and touched it numerous times. When I was pressed up against her she knew I was getting off, and she let me do it. Even orchestrated the spanking to maximize it. But didn't acknowledge at all that I had cum. And then she told me off for crossing boundaries!!!!!!!!!!!

In total, that spanking lasted almost two full hours. I had absolutely lost all sense of time. I thought the clocks were off by an hour or something. They weren't.

I have spoken with Sue on the phone afterwards. It's as if none of it ever happened. I told her "thank you for the spanking," and she acknowledged that she had spanked me, with something like, "Yeah, that was fun. I enjoyed that." And then she changed the topic and we talked about family stuff as if nothing else at all had happened.

I'm not obsessed with Sue or anything. I've had girl crushes before, but this is not like that. I certainly don't obsess over getting another spanking from her. I would move heaven and earth to avoid one, in fact.

I definitely won't be crossing any boundaries with her for my part anymore. If I tried, I am convinced she would spank me again, every bit as hard, and I would have to go along with it. I am too much a submissive, too much a masochist, and too much her little sister, not to obey her. I hope I don't obsess over it.

144 comments:

  1. Little sister needed a spanking from big sister and she got it, and more. Wonderful embarrassment needing a climax and at the same time not wanting one, and being touched in places she knows big sister has touched other women and now knows how those other women felt. You are right better lighting is needed we have found the same problems when Robyn takes pictures of my spanked bottom. I'm surprised big sister didn't ask if you followed thru with David taking your bottom and filling you with his cum. What a wonderful way for the day to end with David happy too. Be careful what you ask for you will get it. And I know you are not sorry you asked for it.
    archedone

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    1. I sure did catch it. All next day my bum was super sore every time I sat. I was certainly a willing accomplice to my "violation" though. I sent a quick little text to Sue confirming I had carried out her demand.

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  2. Sounds like Sue actually enjoyed not only Spanking you but forcing you to orgasm! But WOW, the huge question now is are you going to see how far you can actually push Sue's boundaries before she tells you getting Spanked again? Lastly now it's happened, do you want it to happen again?

    Thanks for telling you readers & lurkers! You've still got one of the hottest Spanking Blogs on the internet by far!!!!!

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    1. NO! Thought I was clear on that. No more boundary pushing from me. DO NOT WANT another spanking like that. EVER! (i hope...)

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    2. It could become a threat
      - I'll tell Sue !
      Noooo !!! Noooo !! Please !!!! don't tell her !!!!! I beg you !!! I'll do anything !!!...

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    3. Ha! Hard to respect "a man" who does that instead of doing it himself!

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  3. Your sister made you cum...you dirty girl! You have now lost all domme privileges and should be completely submissive to David for the rest of your life. Great story, very hot!

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    1. I know! I am so dirty. All my sexual partners have commented on how "responsive" I am. i.e., easy to get off and multiples! Maybe it's the female equivalent of male premature ejaculation, but good!

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  4. "I hope I don't obsess over it" You're a spanko Julie. Of course you will!

    Holy crap, what a walloping. Am I jealous? Not sure yet...

    Yorkie

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    1. I am very, very, afraid you are right...

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  5. I was totally born into the wrong family...

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  6. Absolutely a grade "A" performance by your Sister...she wears the pants in this relationship...I too know all to well what a big wooden spoon can do to a naughty bottom...and I feel you pain...well sort of, you also had way to much fun...haha

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    1. Yes! Absolutely! No questioning that from me. She wears the pants as far as I'm concerned!!!

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  7. A huge turn-on to hear how You were so excited at Your spanking, humiliation and being under Sue's total control. Love hearing it from a Woman's perspective especially how wet Your pussy was. Such a naughty, naughty Girl. Very spankable ass. Hope david fucked Your ass hard!

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    1. I was so incredibly excited, despite the super intense butt hurt AND it being my (yuck!) sister Suster.

      No, david was very gentle, in fact. Almost like sorry he had to do it. Still managed to get his rocks off though...

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  8. Hey there. I would agree there were enough mixed messages in this little adventure to confuse anyone. I could speculate on what they all mean but to be honest, they could mean several things. The only way you will know what this was all about is to ask Sue, and I can definitely see why "right after" was too soon to get any more input than you did. Perhaps in a few days you can try again?

    Honestly? I think it's important to know for sure what she was thinking. My initial thought is that she sessioned you with your past behavior as her 'excuse/rationale'just like you do with David. I can't believe she was serious about you being too sexually provocative and then touched your privates and allowed you three orgasms. No, my guess is she was playing.....but likes to play hard. But that's just my guess.

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    1. No, it's not important that I know. Some things are best left at that! I guess I'll raise it again at some point, but not confrontationally, but will give her an opening to say more if she wants to. In the meantime, I am assuming business and relationship as usual. That's how she's playing it.

      But I DO want you to speculate, kd. Pretty please?

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    2. I did, my dear. Second paragraph: she scened you. I'm highly doubtful her rationale was totally sincere. You don't get upset about things being too sexual and then do a punishment which turns out even MORE sexual. That titty-touching was just an excuse to play hard with little sis.

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    3. Oh, sorry sir. Thought you were going to go on at greater length with your speculations!

      I think it was half scene. But it wasn't about my being overly sexual, it was about power and control. She was put out by my grabbing the reins and pushing things in a direction she had not consented to in advance. But then she was all, "fine, you want to push me, I'll push you!" That's what I think. But she also knew we would both enjoy the acting out of her dominance over me. Maybe. I dunno.

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  9. Very nice. Guessing this might not be the last such experience. I love the humiliation of being spanked til you come (I don’t use the word slut by I like the way you use it.)

    I’d like to be spanked til I come also, but Irene also wants to fuck me hard (she’s on top) after I lick her pussy - we have little variation after foreplay.

    - Rosco

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    1. Ha ha! I think you DID just use the word "slut", by leaving a great big SLUT-sized hole in your sentence! Guilty as charged... >blush< First time spanked to orgasm!

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  10. Wow...that was a helluva story...

    Hope You focus all that You got and use it to give david double!

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    1. Feeling I should give him a break after what I got!

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    2. Nah, just means you need to step up your game. Can't be outdone by the sister!

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  11. As a long time devoted reader, my god this was your hottest post yet. I just about creamed my pants reading this.

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  12. What a great event that must have been....all winners here.

    Best wishes,

    Lindsay & Marco

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  13. After all the build up to this, I wondered if it could be a let-down. Like just another spanking. No worries there. This was monumental, not just as a story for us readers, but for you and your sister.

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    1. My mind remains blown 4 days later.

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  14. Did the spanking hurt worse after a few orgasms like it does for guys?

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    1. Don't think so. I'm multi-orgasmic, like the Energizer Bunny I just keep cumming and cumming! But hard to tell, because post-orgasmic wooden spoon spanking was by far the worst...

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  15. First, what a pleasure to see your beautiful derrière again (we are surprised to recognize it so well!)
    You seem to want to remenber a childhood feeling when you rub your pussy on this coarse, rough material.
    To the point of rubbing on until you cum while Sue takes care of your bottom.
    It's pretty slutty (?). Sue's pants must have been stained with secretions and her blouse of your snot as if she had cared for a baby.
    It is probably only with your big sister that you can let yourself go to the point of cuming 3 times completely immersed in "la branlée" (in the double sense of the word in french : a pussy rubbing and a thrashing) and the deep humiliation you received.
    Does the coarse, rough side of the tweed remind you of something?

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    1. Mmmmm...
      My pussy just tingled trying to remember what rubbing across her tweed pants felt like...

      I'm sure her dry cleaner had a chore!

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  16. Miss Julie, You are without a doubt a beautiful strict wife that wears the pants in Your marriage. Sue is dominant in her relationships and is the alpha sister within Your family.
    At the next family function
    (Christmas) it wouldn't be surprising to hear that Sue toss out a humilating comment or two just to see Your reactions

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    1. Yes, I'm going to be a little mouse around her, covering my butt with my hands!

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  17. Well, much has happened since I last commented! Hopefully Sue doesn't demand recompense for your pussy making a mess all over her pants. I'm not sure your bottom or your clit could take it.

    David's yelps and screams from the wooden spoon don't seem so funny now, do they? Haha! And you've spanked him on a snow cold butt with it! At least your behind was well spanked already, tee hee!

    I always enjoy these episodes of Subbie Julie Spanked. I hope to see more of both her and Strict Julie. Each is engrossingly titillating.

    Be well,
    Edwin

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    1. Yeah, way less funny! I wonder if her pants were stained??

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  18. Very well done punishment! Just what you needed you naughty little girl

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  19. Did david look after you after? One of my favorite parts of a hard spanking is rubbing lotion or aloe onto the hot burning cheeks. Nothing quite like a nice bum rub, mixture of soothing massage and reminder of the pain.

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  20. Rogering here.Your a star Julie and have a fantastic body even in bad lighting.As regards your spanking and bottom fucking, well your sister is pushing boundaries with you, and though I think you need a good strap*on fucking from a dominant female at some stage, I suspect your sister may yet surprise you and you could be the one in charge of a punishment beating of her at least once in the future..Will wait and see, but more hot scenarios in 2018(if that is possible) and good cheer and luck and spanks..

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  21. MY GOSH!!!!! I am SPEECHLESS!!!!!!!

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  22. Dear Mistress Julie,

    Wow! So much to unpackage and process here! I am really aroused by the idea of “forced” orgasms. This scenario seems like it was close to that. It seems your level of arousal was completely unexpected and unplanned. I am wondering if your sister felt the same unexpected/undesired arousal when you had her touch your breasts in the session with David? I wonder if she did anything with that arousal when she got home? I have always had the impression that women were much more in control of their arousal and orgasms than men. It seems to me that losing that control would be VERY humiliating! (When I try to think of a circumstance where I wouldn’t want to be aroused or made to cum, I can only think of most desperate, humiliating circumstances!)

    So perhaps your sister was giving her humiliation back to you. I thought it was interesting that she attacked your breasts. Perhaps she was trying to take away the power they had over her? Feeling your uncontrolled wetness and watching you hump her leg like a desperate dog in heat must have been very satisfying for her. Of course this is all speculation, but there must be a reason behind you getting the beating of your life other than “you asked for it”.

    What I do know is that I felt very conflicted when I read your account. Almost always, I put myself in the place of the one taking the beating, even wishing I had breasts and a pussy to abuse. But this was different. No, I didn’t want to be your sister, but I did want to be in that room, watching and hearing you as you slowly...lost...control. I wanted to watch your breasts bounce as Sue struck them. I wanted to hear your cries. I wanted to see your bottom redden. I wanted to see you squirm, your legs kick involuntarily. Yes, I even wanted to help hold you down and hold your cheeks apart as Sue hit your pussy and bottom hole! I wanted to smell the scent of your pussy as you cum and cum and cum! I wanted to hear your sobs and see your real tears and blushing face as you realized how far this scene had gotten away from your control. And yes, I wanted to watch as David penetrated your tender bottom, maybe even wishing it was a little rougher for you.

    Oh Mistress, I know I am not even worthy to lick David’s cum out of your bottom! The way your words can twist my mind is truly incredible. I will fall asleep tonight and dream of your beautiful, well-spanked bottom!

    Submissively,
    david

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    1. Hits the mark. I think she definitely was aroused smearing David's cum on my nipple which is why she got flushed. I think you are right re my breast slapping. I think in general she felt she had lost power in that earlier exchange, and needed to regain it absolutely.

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  23. Wow, what a spanking.
    David should be more worried of getting a spanking from Sue rather than from you

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  24. Sue should have made you clean her trousers from your orgasms.

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  25. After reading all the comments of praise and worship to our beloved Julie, I think I need to play devil's advocate here. I wasn't going to comment but I feel I need to.

    The build up to this one was great! I was thinking "yes, finally ! Julie is going to get to experience something REAL! A real punishment for her misbehaviour, completely detached from a play scene and one in which she has not quarterbacked."

    You even said it yourself Julie, when you mentioned you didn't want to talk about the punishment, for Sue to just show up. Deep down you were probably wanting a real punishment too!

    There's no question that your bottom was thoroughly thrashed and you felt every bit punished at times. But then things took a turn to sexual scene / play town.

    In my humble opinion, I believe it should have been corner, over the knee, and sobbing back to the corner. Sue leaves and you've been punished.

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  26. ¡Hola Julie!
    Lamento hacerte traducir esto.
    Tiempo sin escribirte, pero siempre pendiente de ti.
    De lejos, tu blog es lo mejor que leo y he leído. Leerte es estimulante, excitante… Cómo me gustaría verte desde una esquina (la otra, no tu rincón).
    Desconocemos cuánto le has contado a Sue y por eso mis suposiciones pueden estar equivocadas, pero ahí van.
    Pienso que ella pudo estar fantaseando desde mucho antes que tú. Desde algo que le hayas contado, alguna actitud tuya que te haya delatado. Pienso que te conoce de toda tu vida y sabe cómo eres. El ser mayor que tú, dominante en sus relaciones desde antes que tú, tratando con mujeres sumisas sentimental y sexualmente por más tiempo que tú, le da ventajas. No te subestimo, pero la experiencia hace diferencias.
    ¿Y si pedir participar en las nalgadas de David es una excusa para interactuar contigo? Total, a ella no le gustan los hombres.
    Desde mucho antes que tú… Esa respuesta tan rápida hace concluir eso: lo tenía más que reflexionado. No es fácil decirle sí a un hermano, para eso, en segundos.
    La ropa y los implementos exigidos, tan solo en minutos, de nuevo hacen concluir que había imaginado, soñado, planificado todo. No sé, creo que también se habrá acariciado…
    Mientras leía pensé que de verdad quería ponerle un final a tus –más que– insinuaciones; pero ese doble mensaje no deja dudas: ¿Cómo se frena algo con un castigo y mientras se castiga se permite lo que se quiere frenar? No una vez inadvertidamente, tres veces. Y además, el ritmo lo pone ella.
    Creo que el pantalón se fue manchado, sí; pero en dos partes, una mancha hecha por ti, la otra por su dueña. Supongo que tiene mucho autocontrol.
    La indiferencia luego de la escenificación, para mí, no es que ahora se arrepintió, es que te está dejando la iniciativa a ti. Como una especie de Ley del Hielo. Quizá tu iniciativa hasta la libera de culpas.
    Si fuera tú, no me aguantaría provocarla de nuevo, aunque no sabría cómo hacerlo para evitar otro castigo tan severo. ¿Será acaso insinuando tu sumisión, tu masoquismo y tu “hermana pequeña” (hermanita)? ¿actuando como un gatico cariñoso?
    ¿¡Cómo hago para obsesionarte con eso!? Claro, las nalgas no son las mías :-); aunque creo que irás olvidando el sufrimiento y recordando más el placer, eso te dará valor.
    Veo capítulos por venir en este tema. Por favor no nos dejes en suspenso (me pregunto qué ha pasado con las entrenadoras de David, con Tracy y John…).
    No sé cómo me gustas más, si dominante o sumisa. Me encantas igual. Y tu cuerpo, I love it! I don't know if is for itself or for the kinky mind that keeps.
    Muy largo esto. De nuevo, disculpa el idioma.
    Obviamente,
    El que escribe en español.

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    1. Hello Julie!
      I'm sorry to have to get you to translate this.
      Long time without writing, but always aware of you.
      By far, your blog is the best I read. Reading is stimulating, exciting ... How I would like to see you from one corner (the other, not your corner).
      We do not know how much you've told Sue and that's why my assumptions may be wrong, but here they go.
      I think she could have been fantasizing long before you. From something you have told her, some attitude of yours that has betrayed you. I think she knows you for all your life and she knows how you are. Being older than you, dominant in your relationships before you, dealing with submissive women sentimentally and sexually for longer than you, gives her advantages. Do not underestimate yourself, but experience makes a difference.
      What if asking to participate in David's spanking is an excuse to interact with you? Overall, she does not like men.
      From long before you ... That quick response makes that conclude: I had more than thought. It is not easy to say yes to a brother, for that, in seconds.
      The clothes and the required implements, only in minutes, again make us conclude that I had imagined, dreamed, planned everything. I do not know, I think she also caressed ...
      While I was reading I thought that I really wanted to put an end to your - more than - insinuations; but that double message leaves no doubt: How do you stop something with a punishment and while you punish yourself you allow what you want to stop? Not once inadvertently, three times. And also, the rhythm puts it.
      I think the pants went stained, yes; but in two parts, a stain made by you, the other by its owner. I guess she has a lot of self control.
      The indifference after the staging, for me, is not that now she regretted, it is that she is leaving the initiative to you. As a kind of Law of Ice. Maybe your initiative even frees you of guilt.
      If I were you, I would not stand to provoke her again, although I would not know how to do it to avoid another severe punishment. Could it be insinuating your submission, your masochism and your "little sister" (little sister)? Acting like a loving cat?
      How do I obsess with that !? Of course, my buttocks are not mine :-); although I believe that you will forget the suffering and remember more the pleasure, that will give you value.
      I see chapters to come in this topic. Please do not leave us in suspense (I wonder what happened with David's coaches, with Tracy and John ...).
      I do not know how I like you more, whether dominant or submissive. You love me the same And your body, I love it! I do not know if for itself or for the kinky mind that keeps.
      Very long this. Again, excuse the language.
      Obviously,
      The one who writes in Spanish.

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    2. Google translate!
      Interesting thought!!! That the whole reason she agrees to play with me and david is because she has these dominant fantasies about me, and was biding her time! Blowing my mind here...

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    3. Google translation too.
      Well done! Give the idea. Many wrong and missing personal pronouns (I make the observation because that might change the ideas). Next time I will try it in English.

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  27. Posdata:
    Gracias por la foto.

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  28. Been reading your blog for almost a year now. I find myself emotionally engaged by your writing style, passion and creativity. (Besides the sheer sexuality of it!). Your love for david and your family is what makes it all so profound and relate-able. Your story-telling abilities make it seem like a good conversation between friends and/or lovers and I feel I'm a part of it all. That's some powerful writing there my friend!

    My wife gave me my first real spanking last night and I'm still throbbing almost 27 hours later. She REALLY, REALLY let me have it, deservedly so, I will admit. (Over an hour with at least 6 different paddles.) I'm sure that helped me to "get inside" your account of this past Sunday. I possibly love my wife now more than I ever have. I'd give anything for her to read your blog but she wouldn't appreciate it it all.
    Thank you for all of your time and effort to share with us, your humble readers. Lc

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    1. Thank you for the kind words!
      Your first real wife-spanking sounds epic. Congrats!
      Given what she just did, who knows, she might enjoy my blog? Start her out with Advice for Wives.

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  29. A small incest, hardly, a quick one (2 hours as in a dream), between two sisters, punishment included; violent delights silently shared (some shrieks) , the husband deposits his seed like a bird. Nothing happened.

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    1. What is the special meaning of "nope" compared to "no"

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    2. Hmmmm... good question. It's like a coy "no" As if you are saying the opposite of what you mean.

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    3. Thank you. You are my favorite English teacher

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  30. It's David's turn to tease you when you tried to sit after that....or perhaps he knows better?

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  31. Presumably your sister is unaware that you have written a blog about the punishment?

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    1. She is not aware. Could expect a double dose if she found out!

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    2. That may be one of the hottest things I've ever read, lol. The nerve of it all! I love it! Lc

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    3. Yeah, and I would have a hot bottom!

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  32. Dear Miss Julie,
    I had to read this post more than once to begin to comprehend your ordeal. You are very brave to seek these experiences even if they turn out to be something you vow never to experience again. I suspect that many of your readers, myself included, have never and will never go where you have ventured, not only this experience but so many of the adventures you have recounted in your other posts.
    In an earlier comment, I mentioned that if I were David I would make an effort to be an unseen observer. After reading this I realize that would have been a serious error. This was between you and your sister. I suspect this has permanently altered, for the better, the relationship you two have. She must love you very much to have made herself available to fulfill your desire for this experience.
    Thank you so much for taking us along on your journey.

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    1. Thank you.
      I think she got something out of it as well, something cruel and cathartic that I do not begrudge her at all.

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  33. Bet be weird now when ever go near by Sue knowin she blister and gave you spanking of lifetime iam sure no one to blame but yourself you ask for it teaae big sis Sue i would love hug her high five her for spankin her little sister Julie

    seem like she had few good reason to want take you over her lap for spankin for younger past trouble you cause make me wonder why waited so long give you spankin for it one question remain WOULD MISS JULIE NOW BLEIVE BIG SIS SUE WHEN TELL YOU WILL TAKE YOU OVER HER LAP FOR SPANKING OR WILL MISS JULIE EVER ASK BIG SIS SUE TO SPANK HER

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    1. Oh yes! Christmas smirks for sure.

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    2. i be smirk myself when christmas come myself knowin you face Sue durin day you look over see Sue smirk at you evne admire your butt every time she look at it or you bend over

      double dog dare you make comment to sue about the spankin even thanks her for spankin you

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  34. Dear Julie Thank you soon much for sharing this. I have been reading your blog for just over a year now and it just keeps getting better! I am a lot like your David and crave experiences like you describe but my wife is not like you (when it comes to spanking). This was beyond expectations and very arousing. Thank you again Julie and please keep up the great work.

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  35. After the hairbrush spanking,  "She told me to stand. I did so painfully. I was sniffling a bit. She looked me in the eye."
    It's the only eyes contact mentioned for the whole scene.
    What have you read in her eyes? Did you avoid knowingly looking at yourselves during this session?

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    1. Not much chance for eye contact the position I was in!
      I am convinced she was assessing how close I was to tears, because she was determined.

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  36. Outstanding!! Epic! Now can the naughty subby side of you attest to the fact that a paddling hurts more post orgasm?

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    1. Not sure. Last 100 were by far hardest and worst regardless!

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  37. This was PURELY amazing! I love that despite you going into a timeless euphoria of pain, you came three times! Do you often orgasm three times a session with David? I know you don’t want a repeat, but I think it might be inevitable. (I know KD didn’t speculate more but I will) I believe he’s right that your actions with breast touching was an excuse and not truly the reason because she literally told you she’s wanted to do that since you were young and especially at 16 jumping into your dads lap. I believe Sue loved this more than you know and just wetted her appetite...for now. It was a play move, but I highly doubt the game is over for her permanently. Likely just dormant till she has time to process. At any rate, it was hot! I love how into it you both were!

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    1. I do have multiples regularly from his toungue or my Hitachi. Yeah... I doubt it ends here either, but where it goes...?

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  38. Strict Julie Switches! Great job remembering to grab a pic of your sister's handiwork! You really know how to show us your best side. :)

    Why do you think Sue told you to have a box of Kleenex handy? What did you need that for?

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    1. You know! My tears and snotty nose after my spanking. She knew better than me the outcome.

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  39. Well little girl Julie got put in her place, by her Big Sis Sue. How the mighty fall! You got what we all wish Santa would bring us for Christmas, three good girl/boy spankings and one bad girl/boy spanking where we lose control and are reduced to tears.

    In my previous post, I had hoped that Sue would make David fuck your beautiful ass after your hard spanking, and you said no way, so you see Julie there is a Santa!!

    You are so going to be obsessing over this event. I'll bet your third orgasm was one of best you have ever experienced, and to think it was delivered by your sister.

    There is not any doubt that your sister was equally turn-on by topping you. I think it is one of the reasons she left so quickly. I kind of feel sorry for her, that she didn't have anyone to take care of her own needs. Maybe next time?

    So, I see a future where Sue Dom's both you and David and makes you do all the most embarrassing/kinky things that you can imagine. Also can't wait to see what Sue give you for Christmas (maybe your own engraved wooden spoon).

    Also wonder how two sisters turned out to smart, sexy, kinky, and switch spankos.

    Happy Holidays,
    John

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    1. There is an entire discussion that can be had about the role of genes in what arouses us. I'm sure many of us can admit there were certain ideas and thoughts that we found exciting long before we even knew what sex was. Will science ever identify a particular gene? I kind of doubt it, but I have little doubt there is some genetics link.

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  40. I love the picture! May I say that you have a magnificent backside! I wonder, were your titties as red as your hiney? JayJay
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    Trust me on this..Nothing, absolutely nothing, could fail do justice to your gorgeous ass. Thanks you for the picture!!

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    1. When I look at the picture, I am much more critical...
      I am also ashamed that I feel this compulsion to post naked pictures of myself proving I was spanked and bare breasted! I am also sure it fires the imaginations of all my male readers to imagine me bent over submissively begging my husband to violate my bottom hole in order that I can avoid another spanking!

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    2. When I look at that picture I just want to come up close to you, hug you with my WARM hands on your breasts, and put my head against your neck. Ummmm.

      Oh, well. But that's just me.

      A.J.

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    3. "it fires the imaginations of all my male readers ...."
      You know us so well!
      Just as we know perfectly well that you're totally turned on by bending over submissively... with all of us in the audience, standing around the bed, elbowing to get a better view of your abused pink bits, after we've trooped in from the living room, where we cheered Sue on.
      Such a needy,dirty slut!
      Next time I want Sue to supervise David's reaming of your tender bottom hole.
      Your humiliation will be so much more thrilling if Sue is directing the action. David needs to last much longer. I suggest that he pulls out every minute or two and drops it in cold water.
      If he gets soft Sue can spank him until he hardens up.
      You'll be given a different position every time, of course. I think you'll need to suggest a new position every time. Sue will decide which position will do.
      And if you need ideas for positions to take it in, just ask. I'm sure you'll get two or three suggestions!
      Tomas

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    4. Maybe you can turn around and give us a full frontal?

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    5. Also, it's only proper to reach back and spread your cheeks for your sodomizer, while asking, in your own words, it he would please, please, use his fat, beautiful cock on your needy, hot hole.
      And thanking him during and afterwards.
      And asking him again with every change of position.)
      And volunteering to fuck yourself back and forth on his cock. Ass sluts need to show their appreciation for a nice cock up their hole!
      Tomas

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    6. And while you're taking it and moaning appropriately David should be telling you (for all of us):
      "You're the hottest Domme and ass slut ever!"
      Thank you for all this sloppy hotness;)
      Tomas

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  41. You have utterly blown me away yet again! The “doings” themselves are mind blowing, your articulation / sharing of them generous beyond my grasp and should win a writing competition, and the icing on the cake which surpasses all else somehow is your insightful reflections/responsiveness to us! Thank you, thank you, thank you! peter peter

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    1. peter peter cum eater... did you?

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    2. Things have progressed that it’s every time, actually. I’ve swallowed a lot of cum! peter peter

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  42. Miss Julie -- Just LOVE the way your Sis dominated, spanked, and humiliated you -- and you LOVED it! Here's my observation: she's been thinking about this for a long time! She's been with you dominating and spanking david. She knows your buttons. But who knew hers was to get your bare bottom across her lap with a hairbrush in her hand?

    I think she taunted you during david's spanking, knowing pretty much full well that you'd rise to the bait. Her instant agreement during your text session says to me she had thought it all out ahead of time.

    As for more to come? My guess is that you are not the only one obsessing over it!! Heh. She'll provide a hint sometime in the future. Will you, once again, take the bait?

    I've also been disappointed with iPhone photos of my spanked bottom. But when I enlarged your corner time pic, I could see the marks left by that wooden spoon. Ouchie.

    Love this blog! Thanks for including us in your kinky ways. TL

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    1. It felt like me more initiating the taunting during david's spanking, the "take you over my knee" comment was the only possible response. Her "enthousiasm" for following through is what caught me by surprise, and makes me think she was thinking about it.

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  43. You may have met your match in sister Sue. Sue deliberately channeled your harsh punishment into this very embarrassing and very controlled opportunity to rub a few painful orgasms out over her knee, but only if you continued to endure the horrible punishment she was applying to your naked bum. Does this give you any ideas for David? In the future should he only be allowed to cum while enduring a similar predicament?

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  44. There were some priceless moments in this one, Julie!!!

    1.
    "...I got the spanking of a lifetime."

    Judges? 9.9. 9.9 10. 10. (!) 9.9.
    Perhaps if Sue had also used a belt...?

    2.
    "She was wearing black heels, high-waisted tweed slacks..."
    That you for adding that little bit. High heels. This is going to be serious and those heels will help keep you in position.

    3.
    "...pulling me by my nipple back to the spanking chair."
    Bwahahahahahahaha! And. Just. Perfect. Sue's an artist! I have seen and have been myself, pulled by my penis to a spanking, but this is the first I've heard being pulled by the nipple! Got to try that next time. Thanks for the tip (or nip)!

    4.
    "I started rocking back and forth on her and getting more and more excited. Oh no. I didn't want this! ...I rocked and ground into her and moaned and then exploded in a climax across her knee!!!!!"

    Oh, my. I remember spanking my girlfriend otk while wearing my suit slacks and she did the same thing. Grinding herself into an otk orgasm. Fun to watch and be a part of. Left a stain, though.

    Do you know how hard it is to get that out of wool slacks? And Sue was wearing tweed! Tweed stained by three - count 'em - THREE pussy stains. You own her. Hope she takes checks.

    5.
    Lucky David.

    PS: Thanks for the pic!!!

    A.J.

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    1. 1. 9.9 - need to leave room!
      2. Yes, scary clicking on the floor. Extra height across her knee. Extra exposure...
      3. Seemed natural for her.
      4. She owns me :-)
      5. Lucky me!

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  45. Do you think Sue would ever be interested in experiencing a spanking herself and if so would she let you be involved even if only as a witness?

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    1. Witness? I want her across MY knee!

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    2. The marks of the good spanking that you have received have barely disappeared that already you are thinking of revenge! No doubt you need a second beating, rather quickly?

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    3. Think you’ll get a chance?

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    4. Sue should give you frequent spankings to get these thoughts out of your mind subby Julie

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    5. I guess I'm a true switch. When I see a pic of a spanking, I can picture myself in either position with a flip of a mental switch! My sister has dragged me into new territory, so i have NO IDEA!

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  46. 1) Was this exhilarating or frightening in hindsight? You seem a little bit afraid post-spanking.

    2) My partner and I have had discussions in the past about orgasm while in the midst of a spanking. We have debated what scenario is worse. a) having the person administering the spanking verbally point out the orgasm, fueling the humiliation; perhaps even using that as grounds to start over or b) making no comments whatsoever and pretending not to notice it even occurred. b is as if the person administering the spanking is saying, I'm spanking; whether you cum or not is entirely up to you. I don't care. Each scenario causes it's own dilemma.

    3) Several days since this event, how do you reflect back upon the moment(s) of orgasm? Pleasure? Humiliation? Incredulousness? Disbelief?

    4) Were you completely unprepared for the breast spanking?
    When we play, a "spanking" can mean anywhere. Breasts, (I sometimes pull a nipple with one hand and then swat it out of my grasp with the other...creates a pain/pleasure feel simultaneously), pussy, anywhere.

    5) Did David hear your orgasm?

    A few additional questions may follow if you are up for it.

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    1. 1. Both!
      2. I think b is worst. So humiliating!
      3. Humiliation and disbelief - I would never have predicted that, EVER!
      4. YES! No clue. Although obvious in retrospect, though no readers sorted it out either.
      5. Yes. He couldn't believe it either

      Sure! You write 'em I'll answer 'em with pleasure!

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    2. Going back to question 3, is there a part of you that would wish to experience that again? And if so, why?

      And if the answer is yes, does that scramble your brain trying to explain to yourself why?

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    3. In terms of the Os, Oh yes. I feel warm inside thinking of it. It was weirdly non-sexual though. It felt very "one way" as if I was masturbating across her knee (which I was). No words of encouragement from her, or even interest in my orgasm (though she was actually active in terms of my positioning and the modulation of the intensity, it did not feel that way). She set up the conditions for me to humiliate myself, which I proceeded to do. Feel very "owned" by her, like a pet would feel. Want to run up to her and snuggle as she tosses my hair.

      What scrambles my brain is the desire to repeat the harshness of the spanking, which is ridiculously getting stronger in me over time!

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    4. I remember from one of your posts where you asked the question, "What is wrong with me?" Is that a question you've struggled with for years? I ask because I used to ask that often as well.

      Are you the least bit curious about the degree of experience your sister has in dominating others? Clearly it does not appear this is her maiden voyage; she clearly orchestrated all of what she wished to achieve.

      I can understand why you gravitate towards the harshness of the spanking; it would feel odd to focus on the sexuality aspect being as she is your sister.

      The third one completely sapped any ounce of strength remaining. I believe it is the one you truly didn't expect.

      What is it in fantasy-mind that arouses about humiliation scenes? And why do you think you are drawn towards that? (Both as a domme and submissive.)

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    5. I know all about Sue's background. She was always a bit kinky and did some BDSM (bottom) modelling work when she was younger. She started spanking girls in earnest sometime in 2012 based on my introducing her to domestic discipline via david. She had a relationship with a committed bottom for about a year where they were living together. In fact, I got to spank her live-in girlfriend at the time as well and we all played together. Since then she has spanked many, many girls, many, many times! She favours the DD style over the S&M stuff. We talk about everything (almost everything it now seems!). So there was no question of her experience level, I knew all about that.

      Yes, the third one surprised me that I could orgasm while that hateful spoon was blistering me! Ridiculous.

      I am drawn towards humiliation. Both ways. You would think that if I enjoy humiliating others, that it would mean I would have no inter4est in having the tables turned, but I find it to be the opposite. Both sides of that coin turn me on dreadfully. Like flipping a switch. I have NO IDEA why. I did have a truly fucked up sexual experience when I was a young adult (i.e., #metoo) Maybe that shaped me? Dunno...

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    6. Clearly a lot of things are whirling around in your head. Lots of decent analysis being provided to you from others. All I can offer is a brief "slow down" period to collect thoughts and reflect.

      The almost certainty is that future sessions involving your sister will not be more lenient. Exploring inevitably involves pushing further boundaries and going further and deeper.

      I'm sorry to learn of the "fucked up sexual experience." I know you don't seek pity but nonetheless I'm still sorry to learn of that.

      By the way, you never really quite answered the original question. Do you often still ask, "What is wrong with me?" And is the attraction/repulsion feeling dominating your daily thoughts?

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    7. I'm not serious about the "what is wrong with me", it's really more "why am I like this?", but I enjoy being like this.

      Yes, it's scary that if she spanks me again, it will be harder, I know it. (Shudder!)

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  47. For next conversation:
    "hey sue, remember when you were about to spank me and you said you had been wanting to do it since I was 2? Well... I was thinking if it happens again maybe you could actually treat me like I'm 2...? I mean I just want to get a better idea of what David experiences when I top him. And you know how I've been putting him in diapers... so maybe you would spank me like a naughty little girl and then diaper me like one...? I could get some really cute and infantile diapers. It would be just like putting me in Pampers. You always said I should have been spanked more as a kid, this could be your chance to rectify things... so... what do you say?!"

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    1. Nope. I like that she treated me like a "big girl" (blush).

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  48. Hi Julie,
    Just got a very tough spanking from my sister in law, the kids were staying at their aunt's for the weekend, I was supposed to pick them up Sunday at 4 pm. I went there on time to find that she sent them with her husband to our house and told me she wanted to talk to me about something that I stare a lot at her feet and she once saw me touching her flip flop that she left to dry on the porch last summer. The discussion was long till I confessed of my crush to feet and spanking as well. She understood that I don't have any ideas of cheating on my wife with her but understood my needs and she knows her sister won't agree to spank her respectable husband (me) giving our masho society. But she was worried i might seek my needs with other women (we don't have professional doms in my country just common prostitutes). So to help me a protect her sister she agreed to spank me after I assured her I won't spank her back or try to push her in any way, I will just keep still as she spanks me in any way she wants.
    So it was me bent on sofa arm with her wooden schools hitting my bottom, she refused that I lower my trousers, I was only allowed to take off my coat.

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    1. I would have taken those trousers DOWN!

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    2. She is conservative and thinks trousers down could evolve into touching noting that she agreed to spanking me only after she felt I was thinking of cheating on her sister to satisfy my crush for spanking and feet. Of course a spanking on my boxers would have been better and she would still not see my bottom but what can I do. Any way I am lucky to get a spanking from a Lady, also she agreed to repeat it every month or so.

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    3. Yes yes, but she should know the baring of a male backside for a spanking is NOT about sex. In fact, it is the opposite of sex. It signals NO CHANCE for sex. But the baring is such an important element of the spanking. Oh, well, as you say, better than nothing!

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  49. Do you remember what you were doing around this time a week ago today Julie ? How you were feeling inside ?

    Just out of curiosity, how long did the effects of your spanking last ? Just the night ? Into Monday ? Tuesday ?

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    1. Right now I guess I was just getting ready. Was very butterfly in stomachy!

      All Monday I could feel the after-effects every time I sat or moved. By Tuesday if I rubbed and squeezed my bottom I could still feel the soreness down deep. By Wednesday there was no more than a whiff. Today, a week later, it's like a phantom pain: I can vividly bring the after-pain to mind and feel that the actual soreness is just tantalizingly out of reach, but it's not actually there. First time for that for me!

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    2. Ms. Julie - tagging onto previous question about effects. I view effects as sensations (ranging from outright pain to discomfort to noticeable to gone), markings (from bruises and welts to red to pink to gone), and mental / emotional (which you've already addressed nicely!). How did the physical sensations and markings evolve over time?

      - t.

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    3. Physical I think I covered. In terms of visuals, my bottom was surprisingly red throughout Monday. Not vivid red but noticeably pink even Monday evening. There were also gentle bruises on the outside of my upper right thigh that were worst Monday, and were still visible until Wednesday.

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  50. At exactly 3 Julie. You should strip down to just a tee once again. Stand in the corner with your hands on your head. Even if you have to do it privately in a bathroom. Close your eyes, take a few deep breaths. Reflect and remember back to last Sunday. How you felt when you heard those high heel clicks ? Play it back in your mind.

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    1. No need to act it out, it's quite vivid all the time!

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  51. "EVEN THEN readers. EVEN THEN I was thinking of you." Thanks, Julie. You're AWESOME. Hope your 2018 is a fabulous, fun year -- full of good luck, happiness, success and great health. And, of course, Happy New Year to your sister!!!

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