Wednesday, June 16

Spanked for Masturbating - part 2

In Spanked for Masturbating - part 1 I spoke about my husband's and my little rule: you can masturbate, but if you get caught red handed you get a spanking. This rule has made the Ménage à Moi so much more exciting! In that first part I recounted a time when I caught him "doing the deed" and made him pay a steep price. In this post, I'll flip the situation and write about my own experiences in this regard.

It comes as no secret to regular readers of my blog that I am a known... masturbator (Blush!). I first uncovered this at length (and with the photos to prove it - oh my!) in my July 2019 blog post Julie's Masturbation Session.

It really was a bit embarrassing to write about it. As I re-read that post I could feel my own embarrassment coming through. Especially that particular session where I made a complete fool of myself and wrote about it, and then published hyper-humiliating photos of myself masturbating as self-punishment. Of course, some commenters thought it was my best post ever. At the conclusion of the post I wondered aloud if I needed a good psychoanalyst. A reader responded:

The account here is stunning. This girl, and I do mean *girl*, doesn't need a psycho-analyst, she needs a disciplinarian. In all the years I've been following this blog, you've never been as shamefully naughty as you've been this week. Your exposure is profound. I read through this very slowly, pausing to picture in my mind everything you were describing in detail. It feels like I was in the room with you, in your mind with you, and your humiliating performance is still palpable. The embarrassment you felt when you posted this must have been intense, and it should warm you for a long time to come. It's a bit of a game-changer here because, though you've exposed your submissive side and experiences in many ways, this to me represents a more personal submission and vulnerability to your readers not like anything you've shared before. As such, it's possibly the most erotic account I've read, and these are the best female masturbation photos on the web. Generic pics of models or porn stars can't touch them.

Oh dear.

Fortunately, on that occasion, I was not caught by my husband doing it, and did not have to suffer any of the humiliating and painful consequences that would have gone along with that.

Yes, a spanking...

I, in fact, masturbate quite a lot. You can probably tell that kinky sex is on my mind quite a bit. When I was writing my second book, Julie's Spankings, I was masturbating constantly. It was part of my writing process. I was not happy with a chapter until I was able to have an orgasm proof-reading it. There's over 60 chapters in that book!!!! That a lot of strummin' the ol' banjo. I hope you'll agree that my "dedication" to my craft comes through to the reader. My orgasm to yours. For real. Doesn't knowing that make it just a little bit of an extra special read?

But, it's our game that when my husband catches me playing with myself, no matter how early or far along I am, I am roughly hauled out of bed, thrown across his knee, and hand-spanked relentlessly to shrieks and tears. If I complain at all about my treatment, or even if he just feels like giving it to me, I will get the belt at the end. I have been a bad girl, and I deserve everything I get.

I first began masturbating as a child, shoving my stuffed doggy between my legs and humping it. A bit like this:

I could get off like that. I lived in fear of somebody walking in on me! I was especially worried that my Daddy would find out I was a masturbator. They were indistinct feelings. My tummy did flip-flops at the masturbatory thought of Daddy walking in and just saying, "oh, Julie...". I wasn't into spanking at the time, and did not fantasize about Daddy fucking me, just discovering me in the act and being "disappointed" in me: "oh Julie...". I could cum to the stuffed doggy and that thought. So confusing.

When I masturbate now, the chance of "Daddy" (my husband daddy that is) walking in on me and catching me in the act is very real. And husband daddy will express his disappointment in his little girl in much stronger terms!

No matter what material I am masturbating to, in the back of my mind, as I get closer and closer, is the thought of being walked in on, stopped, scolded, and given a severe spanking. And while I enjoy malesub porn, I only get off to femsub stuff, so I am already thinking along those lines.

His protocol with me, by my request, is not to play it off as "cute", or "angry", but to play it off as "disappointed" (I wonder where that comes from? Hmmmmm?). "Oh Julie...". And then the scolding: "you know you're not to play with yourself like that." And then my punishment: "I guess I'll just have to teach you that lesson one more time, young lady." Oh gush!

"Please Daddy! No. I won't ever do it again. I promise!" Daddy will not be satisfied with promises. He will only be satisfied with a sniffling red-bummed little girl.

At some point in my spanking we will both morph solidly back into husband and wife roles (we were never anything but, we just use the terms "Daddy" and "little girl" to evoke a certain something). He will scold me for having sex with myself. For "cheating on him" like that. He is perfectly available for sex whenever I feel I need it. Is he not good enough for me (said sarcastically, he knows he is - my most intense orgasms are at his mouth and hands). SPANK SPANK SPANK.

"Please! I'll have sex with you! I'll have sex with you right now!" I cry out. I am very horny. I was likely pretty close to an O when he busted in on me.

He lets me off his lap. My bum is red and stinging. I get on my knees and pull his hard cock out. I take it into my mouth and suck it.

I may still be crying from my spanking at this point. My tears may intensify as he shoves it down my throat. He enjoys my tears lubricating his cock.

If I am a bad girl, or a naughty girl, my front teeth may graze the shaft of his cock. "Argh!" he will say. He's liable to slap my face, pull me up by my hair, and throw me face down onto the bed.

"You fucking bitch. You did that on purpose," he may say as he removes his belt from around his waist. Did I do it on purpose? yes.

He may make me lie across some pillows to elevate my ass. He may turn the top pillow edge on and make me clamp it. The belt will make me uncontrollably hump during my whipping.


He may get a dildo from the bedside drawer and insert it into my mouth. "You practice keeping your lips wrapped around that cock. Show me, show me," he'll say as he fucks my mouth with it. I keep my mouth and lips in the perfect girlish "O".

He'll then stand beside me and whip my ass with his belt until I am frantic.


Unlike the girl pictured above, who is getting off easy, I will be naked, draped over two pillows with a third edgewise into my cunt, and a dildo stuffed in my mouth.

As he whips me he may say, "go on, finish what you started." My hands will dive to my pussy and I will desperately rub as I hump and am whipped. I will cum that way. He will know as it happens. He'll throw the belt aside, get behind me, and fuck me from behind. He likes fucking my pussy after I have cum. He knows I am sooooo sensitive there right after, and he enjoys feeling me squirm desperately under him as he fucks me. It "excites" him, the cad. He will only end my fucking with a thrusting bare cock sperming deep inside of me. I never feel more like a "wife" then after a whipping and a sperming.

Sometime he will not allow me to clean up afterwards. He'll insist I put my panties directly on and redress myself. His sperm will come seeping out of me as I move about over the next hour, staining my panties. Like that girl I reported on a few blog posts ago, he may like seeing me with my hair and makeup disheveled, knowing my panties too are stained: a properly trained and fucked wife.

Is this a fantasy of mine? Why yes it is. Does this play out in real life? Indeed so. It's one of the games we play...

72 comments:

  1. Super exciting! I feel a new story for you coming on. :)

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  2. I think you're teasing us Julie... nice to know what has and would happen. Lovely blog feed but... I thought that you had been caught since you punished your husband for the same offence. You need to make this happen. :-)

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    1. I know, has not happened recently. I'll have to bring some pots and pans to bed to get him to notice!

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  3. I love that he whips you with the belt while making you hump the pillow, so you cum like you used to when you were worried/dreaming about your Daddy catching you... so naughty!

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  4. Great post that will result in many gallons of cum and juice being spilled worldwide.

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  5. OMG, thank you for reshareing Julie's masterbation story, it was my first time reading and absolutely beautiful, exhilarating and cock hardening. You are beautifully sexy in body and writing.

    My wife has a great collection of toys and masterbates a few times a month, but wont let me watch or go into details on what she fantasizes about. She says she only does it when I'm too busy/otherwise occupied to have sex with her. I'm working on correcting that.

    Anyway, thank you, thank you.

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    1. A long read but a good one. I remember pouring my heart into it at the time.

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  6. Very nice post, you deserve every stroke from David

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    1. Yes. It's what naughty little masturbators deserve.

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  7. WC here

    You are a sexy little bitch:)

    Keep up the great work

    Your fan

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    1. How DARE you call me that!
      ;-)

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    2. WC here

      Funny. Cause you are. A sexy little bitch If you could just loose your bullshit libertarian views

      I would read your blog more often!

      Keep up the great writing

      Your fan still WC

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    3. I'm not libertarian. I identify as classical liberal and free thinker!
      (and as a sexy little bitch - and you KNOW what happens to sexy little bitches when Daddy gets home...)

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    4. WC here

      I do young lady

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    5. WC here

      Julie. I fear that you are a chronic masturbator

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  8. Welcome back Julie, I was getting bored of those political posts

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    1. They're the price you have to pay to get me to write posts like this one. I'm only interested in blogging if I can blog what's on my mind.

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  9. That's it girl, there are many political writers / bloggers but very rarely you find a skilled spanking writers / bloggers.
    Please don't stop spanking posts to write other types of posts

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    1. A I say above, I write about what interests me in the moment. That's the only way it's fun. Don't you think it makes a sexy post more real that way? I mean, I only wrote this post because I was genuinely feeling it.

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  10. My God Julie! What a post! I was hoping to read a great punishment for David, Who was caught in the act, from a very aware Julie, Who was looking for material ti this post....
    However, I had never read your masturbation post, before. Very exciting. It's common to wonder what a woman think during masturbation. MOST of women doesn't admit to Do It, and it's very rare to find one who talk about It openly.
    Believe me, you are bot the only one.
    It's known that all men wank, and I 'm not different, as I al ready wrote.
    Once, and this is blush for me, I was extremly horny becouse of a post of tours. You know that I masturbate but not cum (wife's rule), but that time it was too much....I read some David's punishment from you and your sister Sue..I couldn't resist. I'm VERY embarrassed to write it...but...I searched one of those JOI CEI videos on the internet (I assume you know what I'm talking about), I stopped right at a moment where she was looking "at me", smokinge, instructing me to lick up my cum, imaging she was YOU, and I had one of my most powerfull orgasm . Then the question is what happened later...if I submitted and I obeyed the instruction, or if I chickened out... But maybe I'm too much embarrassed to tell the truth...
    As you see, you are not kinky alone..
    Thank you Julie

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    1. You know, and I know, you swallowed every last drop, you little slut, you.

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  11. "I lived in fear of somebody walking in on me! I was especially worried that my Daddy would find out I was a masturbator. "

    It's the old joke, isn't it? "What is the most sensitive part of your body when you're masturbating?" "Your ears!"

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  12. Even though I don't understand everything, I find your "political" posts that I would rather call "pugilistic", extremely stimulating precisely because the confrontation is real and that the humiliation that someone may be subjected to is public.(too bad there are so many anonymous).
    The reality of the exchange and the fact that you put your brain on the line, without cheating, actually feed the sexy posts.
    Have you ever frig off while fantasizing about an intellectual exchange that turned to your disadvantage?

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    1. On my climate change post somebody pointed out that I had some very out of date info posted. And then a similar thing on a Covid post where I was claiming the second wave in Canada was just a testing artefact and I was using some old excess mortality data that changed my opinion after I realized how out of date it was. So I did legitimately feel humiliation. It would have been worse had my commenters been gentlemen about it, then I really would have felt embarrassed and humiliated, but they were jerks so they got slapped down on other grounds instead. A little wink and forgiveness would have caused me humiliation on a sexual level.

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  13. Great post Julie! What's the pink toy in the picture?

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    1. The first picture with the girl (you?) laying on her back masturbating.

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    2. Not me (unfortunately! She's cute).
      And yeah, I don't know what that is, but whatever it is, I'll have what she's having!

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    3. I'm pretty sure I recognize that gal  from Chaturbate. The toy is a Lovense (remote).
      vic

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    4. I have done my own research.
      The pink toy is a teledildic sex toy with a remote control for long-distance sex.
      This vibrator has a bulbous part and an antenna.
      The bulbous part is designed for internal use (near G point) and the antenna shall sit outside of the vagina, reaching for good Bluetooth connection while being controlled by mobile phones.
      Many camgirls (on Chaturbate for example) use it for the fun interactions it allows them to have with their viewers.
      Viewers tip to make girls' toys vibrate and give them pleasure – isn't it win/win ?
      The toy enables app-control functions and there are versatile ways to control the vibrations from any distance, including voice control, music beats control, vibe with partners' touch.
      You can be as creative as you want for public or long-distance play.
      The toy can be used on boys too. A slightly edgy dominant wife can take his hubby shopping and the walk can prove to be a real test on his asshole.
      It is curious to pay to inflict pleasure, some people might think.
      There must surely be somewhat secret funfairs where you pay to inflict pain on willing young girls locked in glass boxes.

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  14. It's absolutely disgusting to present yourself like this.
    Those dark hairs in your crack. Masturbating and rubbing your cunt on a pillow. What a sight! Don't you have any modesty, honey?
    But... but... your pillow is wet!
    Go take a shower, I'll wait for you.
    Daddy

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    1. Apparently hairy is back "in"?

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    2. Dire! I love full bush women. I find very exciting to be "forced" facesitted, with a very full Bush. More hairy, more submission. I think that chastity keyholder doesn't grave ti shave at all,because his husband have to lick as much as she wants without complain.
      I wonder how could be, likes you do ti David, having to push the thongue in the ass, while She masturbate and cum. No cum reward after for him, obviusly

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    3. Well, I am not "into it". A child of my times, perhaps. I like being daddy's little girl down there ;-)

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  15. One thing I am curious about is what you had been masturbating and cumming to before you got in touch with your subby side. You mention that you cannot cum to vanilla stuff, but also that you don't cum to femdom stuff--only femsub stuff. And for years you would spank and dominate David, without entertaining the thought of submitting yourself. What were your fantasies like back then?

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    1. It's almost embarrassing! Prince Charming type stuff.

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  16. This slipper especially the heel part is different from any slipper I ever saw in my 20 years of adult spanking during which I bought my wife over 200 slippers
    https://www.spankingtube.com/video/109791/la-zapatilla-castigadora-de-blanca

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    1. I bet you can't take 5 whacks from the heel part Julie

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    2. Wow, where can I get this slipper, it is very effective.
      I can spank 5 asses with effort and time of 1.
      My 3 daughters and their husbands live with me in our building and they are all spankos, they visit me in my Apartment for their daily spanking every night.
      With such a slipper, it will not be long before I have them sobbing over my knee.

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  17. Has Sue spanked you and David together before?

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  18. I find it very hot and erotic when you, yourself define your vagina as a CUNT. It is just incredibly hot...so please go play with your CUNT and get that cute ass spanked and then please tell us every sordid detail!!!

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  19. Pic 4 : bravo, you know how to show a dick.

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  20. Must be a one way street, okay for you to masturbate and talk about it, and you know I was caught masturbating and there were not enough pillow to sit on afterwards. Women have a long memory and I showed my wife this, she said remember your punishment young man. I was of course soundly spanked, had to masturbate prior to the spanking, faced the wall and if asked I would have to say I was spanked for playing with myself. To this date if I really mess up, I'm will kneel in the tub, masturbate, easy to clean up, will clean myself up, and then taken to the front room, given the spanking I have earned, face the wall, and finally allowed to put on my jammies, no matter time of day. Being a naughty little boy, get treated as a naughty little boy. Early bedtime, and leave the bathroom door open, time period varies, but seldom used. Jack

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    1. Yes well you seem to have a considerable problem with you masturbation habits, jack, so you need constant correction.

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  21. My first masturbation "position" was somewhat similar; I'd run the shower, lie down on the small shower tray (I overgrown its diagonal length soon after, it was very small), and "writhe" sorta, until a very calm, peaceful trance is reached... It took considerable amount of time, and many "sessions" later to find out that some white stuff (if you excuse the 'vulgar term') is ejaculated at the same time of that coveted trance state.

    Being hardwired spanko though, and giving my position flat on my tummy, I'd always imagine myself lying over an older sister's lap(I don't have one in real life) as she dishes out the spanking calmly but sternly without any 'sexual aspect' to those fantasies other than the spanking itself.

    A particular structure of those fantasies was perfectly "acted out" in the animation "Story of the Alps: My Annette"(maybe I saw that animation first and then it sparked the preferable spanker being an older sister in my fantasies, I don't remember exactly)... Here's an Italian version (for some reason) of that scene: https://imgur.com/HeKV0sX

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    1. Very cute. I would have liked to have been you big sister and put you across my knee. :-)

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  22. It's been said many times but I will say it again Julie you are the best. I like reading erotic stories more then watching porn and have even tried a little writing of my own (not up to your standards) Your writings make me fell like I am there and are quite arousing. I remember your first masturbation story and had to masturbate twice reading it.
    Why do we masturbate when a willing partner is near by? Different reasons I suppose for me it just the mood I am in sometimes or some playing my wife and I are doing. We do not hide our masturbation and have done so in front of each other on more then one occasion, Also many times when we could be together even before we were married phone sex was fun. One time when I had to be out of state for 2 weeks she bought me a remote controlled prostrate massager to take with me and controlled the the vibrations and intensity while we were on she watched me spank and stroke myself until I shot a huge load, it was really intense.
    Thank you for the great stories Julie please keep them coming.

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    1. Nice.
      I have a question: you like reading, do you in particular find the occasional photo or illustration distracts from that or enhances that?

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    2. The occasional relevant and strategically placed photo enhances the story. You like running a scene in your head while masturbating to ramp up the intensity and so do I. Reading stirs the imagination and the picture helps set the scene.

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  23. My wife once caught me masturbating for the third day in a row, she was not happy, so she made me collect my cum, then put it in a large syringe, them shoved the syringe up my ass (of course without the needle) and pushed all the cum in my ass.
    After that, she wore her 6 inches heels and shoved the heel in my ass slowly and carefully till it was all inside.
    She took off her M&S heavy rubber doled slipper and said I won't spank you like I usually do because you like it, then she hit my thighs, it was very painful but she held me tightly saying take your punishment, I will give you 30 whacks for every day you didn't fuck me, that is 10 days times 30, 300 whacks.
    She hit very hard around 60 - 70 whacks, and saw I was bruised.
    She said, ok that slipper is brutal, I will hit your feet bastinado style, I was surprised that she didn't bring a cane or switch or even a belt, but she hit my feet with that slipper, and it did hurt.
    I lost control from the pain, she said ok, that is 130 whacks I will continue your punishment after 2 days when the bruises get better.

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    1. LOL That made me spit my tea out.

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    2. Nice to have a wife who so completely accommodates your kinky fantasies!

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  24. I know it’s old fashioned, but I think masturbation is a spankable offense. I do masturbate a lot, and wish I was punished for it.

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    1. Yes, I think it's the ultimate spankable offence, especially when combined with getting into a woman's panty drawer.

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  25. Getting into the panty drawer really elevates the offense level. I put my moms briefs on once growing up. I did not get caught. But even today I still think I should be severely punished for it.

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    1. Lucky you were not caught, OMG!

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    2. I wish that I had been caught and properly punished.

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    3. So does all womankind ;-)

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  26. WHEW CHILE!!! Let me bookmark and follow, I'm usually too shy to comment but oh my goodness! Boy did I heat up on this cold night.! I had a multiple orgasm just reading this��������! I write erotica for hobby, I have for years, but I am very shy when it comes to bsdm, LOL I'm still trying to come out of that shell. I was one of those shy Church girls with strict parents who stayed a virgin until I was 21. I guess I'm still making up for it LOL. Mrs. Lion brought me here by the way I was on her site,(I read her blogs regularly) LOL and I come across Julie. Wow.

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    1. Hi McKenna, welcome to my blog!
      I love corrupting church girls. Sounds like I'm a bit late to the party for that in your case, but happy to be able to add a little icing on top.
      My book "Julie's Spankngs" is a tale of bringing a girl into the church. You might like it. Where can I find your work? (Feel free to email - address top right in About Me).

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