Monday, June 1

Grown Daughter Spanked by her Father

It actually happened! I was spanked by my Daddy! Not everything I had hoped for, but pretty darned much! Certainly a real emotional release. Mom was there to watch and even "lend a hand". It all went smoothly and ended well for all concerned and with no harm done (except to my butt and thighs!).


If you are new to all this, I recapped how we got here in my last blog entry My Upcoming Spanking. Please read there if you want the background, and it links to earlier things leading up to it as well. Just to very briefly recap, I was bound and determined to become a "Disciplined Wife" to my husband, and I wanted my close family to know and somehow be involved. We talked about it a lot, and as Mom especially seemed sympathetic to my emotional needs, and Dad enjoyed teasing me in a good-natured way about my spankings, I eventually wound up by asking them, via Mom, if it was ok if Dad gave me a spanking. Mom and Dad agreed, and promised me a spanking a week later, which was earlier today.

Unbeknownst to me at the time, after having tea with me, my Mom checked with David before promising me my spanking. So my beautiful RAT FINK of a husband was in the know, and did not let on until after it was all over. I should have fucking guessed that Mom would have talked with him! So when he was showing them where on my ass he spanks me, what implements he uses, my safeword, and how hard he goes, he already knew that I was 'gonna get a spanking from Daddy. They talked this past week also, again unbeknownst to me. Mom asked David to borrow the hairbrush he uses on me as she did not think she had a suitable one.


And they talked more about how I need it to be "real" and hard, and my use of the safeword, and how anything I say or do or carry on outside of using the safeword is not an indication I need it to stop, despite appearances to the contrary. Apparently it was a three-way phone call with Mom and Dad huddling around their portable landline speakerphone. David sold it to them as me really craving the emotional release of a spanking from my real Dad as some kind of expiation of guilt for things I have done to myself over the years. He told them I was seeking the same level of emotional intensity that I perceived during my spankings as a child, which requires a serious spanking as a grown woman. There was discussion about my state of undress, and David said that I associated a bared bottom strongly with spanking discipline and would be disappointed otherwise. So David was assisting a lot behind the scenes to set this up, for which I am eternally grateful. He so looks after my needs in every way imaginable! I love him so, so much!!!!

So rewind to earlier today, before I know any of this, and there I am jabbering away to David asking him all sorts of questions about if he thinks my spanking will happen, how he thinks my spanking will go down, how I should behave during my spanking, what I should wear, and on and on and on, and he already knows all the answers and is not saying anything. I thought he was just being a good listener. Ha!

In the end, I decided to wear pants (jeans in particular), not a dress or a skirt. I know that disappoints some of you, but here was my reasoning. If Daddy did not tell me to pull my pants down, then when he told me to get across his knee I could pull my pants and panties down quickly myself, as if that was normal and expected for my spankings, and it would be awkward to get them back up again. Harder to do that with a skirt, as I'd have to be actively engaged in holding it up. My panty choice was a full cut white cotton with a touch of lace around the waist and leggings and tiny little flower print. I know, a bit "little", but the alternatives were either sexy or frumpy. For my top I had on a nice short-sleeved V-neck T-shirt that would not cover my butt. I was debating bra or no bra, but I always wear a bra and it would have been noticed by Mom especially had I not, and therefore risked sending signals I did not wish to send and might have jeopardized the vibe. So bra it was.

Just before we left, as a "sudden thought", David thought he should bring my spanking hairbrush to offer to Dad in case they didn't have anything suitable. Well that would be embarrassing, having David hand that over to Dad, but I thought it was a good idea so as to put a hairbrush spanking into Dad's head. I'm so dumb! That was prearranged.

As we got there, Sue was already there. As we greeted she said, "so, are you excited for your spanking? Is it really going to happen you think?" She seemed pleased about it for my sake, not angry. "I dunno. I hope so," I told her. "I think it will," she said. She had no more information than I at that time.

Dinner was surreal. All these people talking about perfectly normal things. How could they TALK ABOUT PERFECTLY NORMAL THINGS?!?! I didn't say much. My quietness was not commented on. I was always first to hop up to clear and serve. "I'll get that, Dad," took on a new meaning for me as I cleared Dad's plate from the table. I was starting to feel very submissive towards everyone at the table and was acting accordingly.

Once dinner was done and everything was put away, my Mom raised it for the first time that evening.

"Julie, sweetheart, I assume you still want to do this thing?" asked Mom.

I nodded my head affirmatively.

"Well then up you go to your old room and wait for your father and I. We'll be up in a minute." said Mom.

Oh gosh. It was happening.

I went straight upstairs without interacting with anybody. My room had changed since I was a kid. It used to have a small bed pushed against two walls, a desk in it, a couple of little chairs, a coffee table of sorts, and bookshelves. The room had been completely redone since I moved out. It was now dominated by a much bigger bed with a small makeup/dressing table at the foot, and a dresser-drawer off to the side.

I sat there on the side of the bed. Appropriately, my feet don't quite touch the floor. I was wondering what to do. Should I stand facing the corner? Should I do that with my jeans and panties lowered? Should I strip? I was nervous and in the end did nothing but sit there and wring my hands. My heart was beating wildly. This was unlike any other sort of anticipation for a spanking I had ever felt in my life before. There was no sexual element to it at all. I found myself regressing, in fact, into a "little girl" state, worried much less about anything I'd done, and much more about Mommy and Daddy coming upstairs to spank me.

What I learned later was that Mom and Dad had briefly consulted with Sue and David before coming upstairs. They wanted to confirm again with them that they thought this is what I really wanted, and if it was a terrible idea or not. David said that he and Sue were both super supportive and said that I was looking for some sort of emotional release that only a spanking from Dad could give me. Mom said that she thought it best that she should be going up with Dad. David and Sue agreed. David handed over the hairbrush he had brought to Mom.

Mom asked if they had any last minute advice for them. According to David, Sue independently told them to give it to me "bare butt" like I got when I was a kid, that it was important to me. David re-emphasized that I had a high pain tolerance and wanted a real spanking that would bring me to tears, and that crying out, saying I was sorry, and even asking for it to stop was part of what gave me my emotional release, and they could ignore that, and that I was responsible with my use of the safeword "red" that David assured them I knew could be used and respected. Sue agreed with all of that, and re-iterated how hard I wanted it. So all of that is largely responsible for the very decent spanking I was to imminently receive. Without that guidance, it might have been a joke, so I am grateful to the both of them for that.

After about five minutes of waiting I could hear footsteps on the stairs coming up to my room. My tummy did butterflies hearing that!

They both walked into the room together. I could see that Mom had my big dark wooden hairbrush in her hand. I guessed at the time that David was successful in encouraging them to use it on me. Oh boy. I felt my butt tingle at that. Though still not my pussy. There was no pussy tingle. I was a little scared and very embarrassed.

"Well let's you get spanked then," said Dad.

"Yes Daddy," I said, getting up off the bed.

Dad sat on the side of the bed where I had been. His feet easily reached the ground (Dad is 6' 2").

Mom was in the doorway, leaning against the door frame, with the hairbrush still in her hand. The door was not being closed. The spanking would certainly be heard downstairs by David and Sue.

"Lie across my lap," Dad told me.

What? My jeans were still up and fastened closed. It would be impossible to get them down once I was across his knee. I went to the clasp of my jeans and started to unfasten them, but then I caught Mom's eye and thought better of it. I couldn't just pull my pants down uninvited like that, in front of Mom and Dad. I decided not to top from the bottom at all and just do as I was told. If Mom and Dad had decided to spank me over my jeans, so be it.

Without lowering my jeans I went to bend across Daddy's lap.

"Take your pants down first," said Mom.

Oh Shit! What a roller-coaster. I stood back up, unfastened my jeans, and peeled them down to the floor. I was careful to leave my panties up. As I said, I had decided I was going to do exactly as they told me and nothing more.

"Take your jeans right off," said Mom.

Off? Why? I don't care. I'm doing as I'm told. I bent down to take my jeans off my feet. I had short ankle length socks on. I slipped those off at the same time as my jeans. I would feel self conscience with only socks on. Amazing my thought processes. THAT was what I was worried feeling self-conscious about???

I picked up my pants and folded them and placed them on the floor in the corner of the room. I also picked up my two socks and bundled them like I do after doing the laundry and put them on top. Now that I no longer had my socks to worry about (!) I got to feeling self-conscious in what I considered to be my somewhat childish cotton panties.


"Go across your father's lap," said Mom. Gee. Mom was really calling the shots. I resigned myself to getting spanked across the seat of my panties. That made sense after all. They did not offer much protection, and this preserved my modesty mostly intact and was more appropriate, for sure (if any of this could be called appropriate at all!).

I did as I was told and I lowered myself across Daddy's lap. His thighs were pretty long and he was sitting more on the edge of the bed, so I had no support from the bed. My toes were on the carpet on the one side, and my hands on the floor and my head near it on the other. I felt soooooo vulnerable draped like that. And so embarrassed!!!! Arguably this was more embarrassing than being naked. Especially with Mom there directing the action and seeing it all.


I felt Dad's arm wrap around my waist and his hand go under me at my tummy. He hoisted me up a little and pulled my panties down to mid thigh. It was going to be bare bottom after all!

I couldn't help myself. I said, "Daddy! No! Please!"

"Shush!" said Mom harshly.

Dad hoisted me up a bit higher across his knees so that my head was closer to the ground and my feet were off the ground. I could only imagine the view that Daddy and mommy saw of me. Oh blush!


Then Dad said, "Julie, I understand this is something you want very much so I'm going to do it for you the way I understand you want it. You have your safety word if you need it. Correct?" He called it "safety word" :-)

"Yes Daddy," I said. "Thank you," I added.

"Ok then," he said and slapped his hand down hard across my right cheek, low down onto the under-curve of my bum. SMACK!

"Ah!" I yelled out in surprise. There's usually a warm-up! But why should there be? The first smack was hard and then the next and the next and the next as well! Daddy strictly alternated butt cheeks and concentrated most down onto the undercurve, straying up a bit from time to time, but not lower.

I was getting spanked by my father! For real! A hard OTK bare butt spanking while Mom watched. OMG!!!!!!! The spanks were hard and each one genuinely hurt my butt. They also rang out like gunshots and I was sure the spanking could be plainly heard from downstairs.

I started kicking my feet and squirming in pain across Daddy's lap.

"Ah! Oh! Oh! Ouch! Daddy! Ow! No! Please! Ow! Ow! Ow!": that was me.

"Is this what you want?" he asked as he continued spanking me.

"YES DADDY!" I cried out as the spanks continued to rain down on my ass.

He paused for a moment and I heard him say, "give me that." All I could see was Mom's feet as she walked, handed him what was certainly the hairbrush, and then returned to the doorway.

Next thing I felt the wood across my bum. Daddy had not struck me yet, he just placed it there getting ready.

"Are you sure this is what you want?" he asked again.

No no no no no no no I really didn't want it! At all! "yes daddy..." I meekly said.

Holy shit fuck! I said in my head as the wood exploded onto my backside!

"Ow Ow Ow No! Daddy! Please Ow! Ow! No! Ow! I'm sorry! Ow!" All the concept of me remaining quiet so that Daddy would not be spooked was totally out the window. The hairbrush really lit a fire!

Dad paused for a moment. Mom walked over. I felt Mom reach for my panties and pull them down my legs to beneath my knees. "A few down there," she said. Next thing you knew the back of the infernal brush started burning my upper thighs. I think I screamed out loud. I didn't care at all anymore if my vocalizations were such that Daddy thought it better to stop spanking me. Maybe he would have been right to! Little did I know at the time how well set up my parents were to continue my spanking regardless.

David said later he knew the exact moment my upper thigh spanking started, as the quality of my screeching changed considerably.

I honestly did not know what sort of spectacle I was making of myself. I was too concerned about the backs of my thighs!

When Dad paused again, Mom, who was still standing over me said, "here, give it to me." My panties by this time were more dangling around my ankles and Mom took them right off me. She came to beside my legs and pulled a bit on my right inner thigh, taughtening the flesh there. "Open a bit," she told me, and I spread my legs a bit.  This certainly had the efect of showing me off even more lewdly to my father. Why did she want that? She then smacked me right there, near where her hand was, on my right inner thigh, with the back of the hairbrush.

I started crying out anew, and I knew my legs were splaying and kicking like a little frog as Mommy spanked the inside of my thigh. They must have gotten an eyeful of very penitent daughter parts!

Mom then walked around to behind me, reached over with her left hand to pull the skin of my left thigh taught. "spread your legs a little bit more," she said. "You like putting on a show," she added. OH BLUSH! OH BLUSH! OH BLUSH! Mom seemed a bit genuinely angry at me manipulating matters with all the spanking nonsense so that Daddy could see my shaved-bare pussy. Funny that she made me show it more! I meekly spread my legs a little more and then Mom spanked the insides of my left thigh with the back of the wooden hairbrush.

"Mommy! Mommy! No! Please! I'm Sorry! I'm Sorry! Wahhhhhhhhhh!"

Mom probably delivered a total of about twenty smacks inside both thighs. When she was done, she stopped spanking me and gave the hairbrush back to Daddy.

"Giver her a little more and that will be enough," she said to him.

Daddy gathered my legs back in with his left hand and re-hoisted me up over his knee. I felt very exposed still. Daddy started back in with the hairbrush punishing my sit spots over and over and over again.

"No! Daddy! Please! Waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!"

Daddy gave me another twenty or so and then called it quits.

I must admit that while the spanking hurt, it did not hurt that much to have me carry on so. The inner thighs stuff was brutal, but the lower butt stuff I was used to. But I wanted to put on a "show" to make sure Daddy looked good. I did manage to conjure up some tears. It wasn't hard.

"Alright, up you get," said Daddy.

I hobbled to my feet and immediately reached back to clutch my inner thighs from behind. Shit that stung! I was of course presenting a complete view to my Mom and Dad.


Mom picked up my panties from the floor where she had dropped them and helped me into them while Daddy watched. I was being dressed by Mom like when I was a little girl.


"Put your pants and socks back on, and come downstairs after you've collected yourself," said my Mom.

They made to leave. "Mommy, Daddy," I said before they left. They stopped at the doorway. I went up to Daddy and gave him a hug, and then I hugged Mom also. "Thank you, I needed that," I told them, my eyes still fresh with tears. They left to go downstairs to join David and Sue.

How did I feel? I felt relief. I felt a certain freedom and joy I would say as well, unlike from any other spanking I have ever received. I was happy! I rubbed my bum and my thighs a bit. I tried to burn every detail of my spanking into my memory. I got dressed and went to the upstairs bathroom I used to use as a kid. I washed my face to refresh myself. I found myself humming. I looked at myself in the mirror and took a deep breath. I went downstairs.

David noticed it right away. "Well you look very happy for a little girl who just got a spanking," he said.

"I'm feeling happy!" It was great. It hurt. A lot! It was a good spanking. But I really needed it.

"Well look at you, and after all that fuss you made," said my Dad with a chuckle.

"She sure did make a fuss," said Sue, "we could hear it from down here. Come on, then, Julie, show us the damage."

I suddenly felt myself blushing at that. We were done for the evening. "Sue... no..." I sort of complained.

"Julie, do as you're told," commanded David.

"Yes, Sir," I said.

With a big sigh I walked over to the fireplace, turned around so I was facing away from them, unfastened my jeans and lowered them to my ankles along with my panties.

"Happy?" I said. It was a bit snarky. I think David decided to punish me for that.

"No," he said. "Bend over and grab your ankles."

Ohhhh. He knew what he was doing to me. I am a total exhibitionist. For the first time since I was sent to my room for my spanking, I felt a tingle and a gush in my pussy. I very much hoped it didn't show! I bent over.


"Good job Dad!" said Sue, admiring his handiwork. My ass was red from the midline of my butt down to halfway to my knees, and the redness suffused in an uneven line into my inner thighs on both sides. Bent over as I was, I was totally exposing my pussy and my butthole!

"Pull your pants up, Julie!" said Mom, overriding my husband's orders. I did so with alacrity!

"Happy?" I asked Sue as I turned.

"Very," she said.

We sat down in the living room and Mom wanted to discuss and dissect the emotional side of my spanking. We did so in vague terms. I was unrelentingly positive about the experience. Mom said that she didn't enjoy seeing me and hearing me cry out, but she could see how it was cathartic for me. We asked Dad what he thought. We'll leave on his words:

"Oh well, sometimes a girl just needs a spanking I guess."

127 comments:

  1. Oh, how exciting! That is quite the night. I like how they proceeded to strip away your panties in steps. My question: what are the chances of a repeat performance in your opinion?

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    1. I think they did it for the sake of modesty, but once the panties were down and the spanking started, they're all like, we've seen it all now anyway!

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  2. Dear Strict Julie,

    What an evening and good to learn that you finally got what you wanted and so richly deserve!
    But....., if you are honest with yourself, the spanking was not hard enough.
    Do you have the courage, when the whole family has a dinner again, to stand up for a little speech in which you thank your parents for the spanking but, unfortunately, it was not hard enough and would they please repeat the session but this time really blister your butt hard and merciless?
    I think you should.....

    Big hug,

    Bob

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    1. I agree it was too short and not hard enough, but I'm very grateful for what I got and would not dare criticize like that! You catch more flies with honey...

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    1. Oh, what a night
      Late May back in 2020
      What a very special time for me
      As I remember, what a night

      Oh, what a night, you know I didn't even think that I'd get spanked
      But I was never gonna be the same
      What a spanking, what a night

      Oh, I, I got a funny feelin' when they walked in the room
      Oh my, as I recall it ended much too soon

      Oh what a night, hypnotizin' mesmerizing me
      It was ev'rything I dreamed it'd be
      Sweet surrender, what a night
      I felt a rush like a rollin' ball of thunder
      Spinnin' my head around n' takin' my body under

      Oh, what a night
      Oh, I, I got a funny feelin' when they walked in the room
      Oh my, as I recall it ended much too soon

      Oh what a spanking, what a night.

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  4. That was very well written, Julie. All the details. Thank you for that.

    Now, go capitalize "Sue" in "I asked sue as I turned."

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  5. You missed out on the cornertime in front of everyone huh? That would have been delightful for you, but I think I get it. Perhaps perceived as more of a “timeout” and humiliation associated with being punished for a genuine reason? You all came at this one just from a context of “Julie needs this”. Rather than “Julie needs to be sent upstairs, you’ll never guess what she just did”.

    Then you may have found yourself in the corner, on display for all to see. A bit less like a chore: “are we doing this?” And more “march yourself upstairs young lady”, for next time might yield you better results Julie.

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    1. Missed cornertime, missed being totally nude, missed a belt licking. But I'm happy with what I got, OMG!

      I wonder if Mom and Dad spanking me like that means they feel they have spanking rights over me? Hope so!

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    2. I think we all hope do. I was hoping for Daddy to use his belt

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    3. Now that all four of the people in your quarantine group have spanked you, it seems pretty clear that you should be a little during the remainder of the lockdown. I think that your Mom helping you put your little girl panties back on after your spanking seals the deal.

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    4. I would have liked the belt. Daddies and belt lickings go together.
      Mom was just trying to cover me up quicker after my spanking.

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  6. No sexual element? Please be serious.

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    1. There was before, and there is after! But not during. Too much anxiety and emotions. Did feel it while showing off my bum.

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  7. An amazing, hopefully cathartic experience! Thank you for sharing. It was clearly the emotional release you needed, and hopefully it lived up to what you had built up in your mind.

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  8. Do you think this will now be a regular occurrence for you ? That you can get spanked whenever you're at their house ? Hmm?or was it like a "one time thing"

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    1. I hope it's the former, but I know it's the latter. Maybe I can wrangle another spanking under special circumstances, though.

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  9. Wow, you never cease to amaze! Long time lurker but have enjoyed your blog for years. Actually it is one of th he first things i hot to drinking my coffee in bed. Today like many other mornings i had a problem that needed to be ( handled ) after reading about your Sunday dinner lol. I was suprised by your Mom joining in the spanking actively . Do you think she would ever take the lead in ordering/ giving you a disciplinary spanking? Did you a David have sex when you got home? Dan

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    1. Mom is quiet but has always ordered the household. I think this spanking was more her project than Dad's so I was not surprised.

      Yes. David gave me the belt and sex afterwards and made me cum.

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    2. Why did you get the belt after? Or is that the next story coming our way?

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    3. 'Cause I told him after that the only thing I really missed that I dreamt about was not getting the belt from Daddy, so David "made up for it"! Youch!

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  10. Can't wait to hear how you are going to top that Julie!

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    1. Untoppable! What's better than a spanking from Daddy? Nuthin'!

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  11. The bottom is nice and red, must be warm and stinging. Since I'm spanked by my wife and at times my mother-in-law, I bared from the start. They will bare my bottom and either I step out of the pants and underpants or left on knowing I will kick them off. Everything on display after the spanking, face the wall to display my spanked bottom. My wife has watched me be spanked by my mother-in-law and my mother-in-law has watched my wife spank me. Both agree I act like a little boy when being spanked. So you were lucky you got to cover yourself afterwards. You must have felt like a naughty little girl, with your mother insuring the spanking was done properly. Did Daddy spank hard from the first or did he take it easy. Jack

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    1. I appreciate the question, jack! Well done.
      He spanked hard from the first spank. I think he thought that's what I wanted (I don't, I prefer a warmup even if it's disciplinary, so I can take it harder later).

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  12. Well done julie. To embarrass you further, you should show us that well spanked bottom. Put it on display for everyone to see,how shameful lol

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  13. Such a hot account! Every girl will want a spanking from her Daddy after reading this...
    Although I have serious doubts about whether your Mom was telling the truth when she said 'Mom said that she didn't enjoy seeing me and hearing me cry out'... from the way you described it she was relishing running things!

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    1. I think she meant she did not enjoy that part of it. She might have enjoyed all the other parts that went around it!

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    2. I was thinking about that as I read and I thought, people scream on rollercoasters and at horror movies and at rides at amusement parks and magic escapes and extreme sports events and concerts and parachute jumps. Many places where there is a cathartic release. Your parents technically are beginners to the scene and beginner to advanced every scene requires aftercare. She may need to hear your gratefulness relief and happiness from you again .

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  14. You mentioned you felt both the regression and relief from this experience. Do you think it was purely because it was your own parents giving you the spanking or was it a side affect of the embarrassment of that? Ive just been trying to capture that myself in my own spanking journey but havent been able to quite get there :(. So any advice or info would be great!

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    1. I've been embarrassed in public before, but this was significantly different. I can only chock it up to the players.

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  15. Wow. It happened. I have no idea what to write as I am speechless. All I will say is well done for following your gut feeling.
    Do you think this is a one off or do you think there may be more. Have you got any follow ups from David or Sue to face now.
    Electric, atmospheric writing as ever.
    Take care
    FM
    x

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    1. I suspect it's a one off, but who knows. Certainly if David wants to give me a spanking in front of my parents it's become easier now. I might let some time pass and then go up to Daddy and in my bestest little girl voice ask if he can spank me again...

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    2. I am almost certain of a repeat performance of some sort, it might be delegated to David or Sue upstairs, but in all fairness the family dinner cant be hijacked every week. There is also residual naughtiness and a chance for them to hit their stride as tops in the offing so there well might be scenes ahead

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    3. I agree not every Sunday!

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  16. Fantastic read as always, so well put into words. Thank you. I've received a couple of spankings from my wife, and I so miss that brush now. Must find a way to convince her that it's supposed to hurt so she can give me a proper spanking :)

    // AA

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    1. Read my "Advice for Wives" column linked top right, or better yet, have her read it. I found that using the "yellow" safeword liberally was a great way for David to convince me how hard was hard. It's all explained there.

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  17. Julie, Julie, Julie
    What a wonderful outcome!
    Like so many others, I was so eager to see you really get it. But when I first read the account of your spanking I was somewhat disappointed. Not like so many stories on the internet, including your fiction. Stories of complete and utter humiliation.
    Then I reread it. What was different is that it seemed real, not just a story. That was hot. A real spanking not a spanking story.
    I now believe that there is a Julie. Not just Strict Julie or the Taken in Hand wife, but a real person who has taken her opportunities to live out some of her fantasies. Not all I am sure but more than most of us.
    I am a boy in a full time FLR marriage. I have never been spanked and my wife says I never will be, no matter how much I wanted it. But I wear panties full time, sleep in baby dolls and am always on the receiving end in bed. More than most boys ever dream of.
    So you still have, or have had, your domme life. And your taken in hand life. Now you can experience being a little with your family. Enjoy and explore. Talk to your Mom about how it feels to be a young daughter again. Do something special for Daddy on father’s day. I trust that you gave David a suitable thank you when you got home.
    The only wild card left is Sue. Sue seems to demand that it be about her. Somehow, I think that the next time you see her she will be wearing that belt. But for you that is just another role – true submissive. Her fantasy not yours.
    Whatever comes next – good luck.

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    1. Thank you! I am happy that you believe I am real :-) It is true that I am VERY precocious as both a Domme and a sub. Cute'ish outgoing girls with kinky minds can get away with murder as compared to you boys.

      Why no spankings??? That must be disappointing. "Never" seems like a very long time. Perhaps your wife can "outsource" your spankings to a friend (female or male).

      David did get to very thoroughly sex me after getting me home (after my belt whipping, but that's for another blog article) ;-)

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    2. My mother-in-law would be perfectly happy to do the honors but my wife says no. She wants her boy soft and cuddly. For me, submission is accepting her decision. She says that is final. So I get a playful smack on the butt occasionally but that is it. I do give her a kiss on the cheek whenever she does as a thank you. I am happy in my role.

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    3. It is sweet. My Tommy is sweet. Reading his complete acceptance of my authority I have decided that he can have his spanking with Mom doing the honors. No paddle, no belt, no hairbrush, just panties down and over her knee. Just not right away. He has apparently obsessed for ten days or so over your first person account of anticipating your spanking. So he has to wait until next Sunday. In the meantime, I am going back to work so he can spend his afternoons over at my mother’s house. He can be the sweet little daughter I never was and help around the house. Kate

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    4. Hi Kate,

      I think you've made Tommy's day. See Tommy, good things come to obedient little girls.

      Won't it be embarrassing for you to go across Kate's Mom's knee, have her bare your bottom by pulling down your panties to a little band around your knees, and then spanking you with her hand as if you were a proper little girl.

      Please tell us about it afterwards.

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    5. Tommy is excited and so is Mom. She put a big circle around June 14th and wrote "My date with Tommy".

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    6. Thank you Julie. Your three words ‘Well that’s sweet’ changed my world.
      The three of us talked for quite a while. We have been a unit during Covid and have become close.
      Mom likes me do but it was not always so. She does not like men. Kate had always had girlfriends and Mom was quite comfortable with that. Only after she was convinced her that I was not a real macho man, did she accept me.
      She and Kate agreed that if I was to get my spanking, I have ten days to prove that I can be a good girly daughter and told me to think about it overnight.
      Right now I am on my way over to her house. She wants me to help her take out the good dinnerware, wash it and put back in the closet, something she does every so often. Apparently, there will be time to talk while the dishes dry.
      I am excited and a little scared
      Tommy

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    7. Behave well and you'll get your treat!

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    8. Hi Julie. This is Kate. I just thought I would give you a quick update. We are definitely on track for his spanking.

      Tommy has been a perfect daughter to my Mom. I don’t know which of them is having a better time. I think that Mom has been bored during the lock down and she certainly always wished I had been more into girly things.

      She has had Tommy wash windows, clean out the refrigerator, bake cookies, lots of stuff. Tommy told me that she had him on line picking out sexy panties, little girl panties and even a training bra. His own mother was not at all sympathetic to his being so feminine so he is having a ball. They did order some things. He is not allowed the sexy panties in her house but he does wear her little girl panties and training bra full time at her house.

      The only fly in the ointment is that he should get a bad girl spanking not a good girl spanking. So I need to get him to say no to his mommy. I have a plan but there are a few pieces to put in place.

      This has also been fun for me. Not only am pleased to see him so happy, but I have been the recipient of a most eager boy in bed.

      I will let you know how the weekend turns out.

      Kate

      (Feel free to offer suggestions. Mom and I are not allowing him access to the internet unsupervised.)

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  18. I am having a hard time believing you got swats on the inner thighs with everything on display by your parents

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    1. Me too, but after my panties were down and I was hiked up over Daddy's knee, there was not much left to the imagination anyways!

      David had previously emphasized a few "extra" swats to the inner thighs, and even pointed to exactly where on me a week earlier, over my jeans, so for sure Mom got the idea from that. I also think she was a little peeved at me flashing my private parts all over Daddy's lap and maybe thought in for a nickel, in for a dime?

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      When she found it necessary to assert her authority in the living room and have you stand back up and end your display, is definitely something that is going to be revisited. If she was a little peeved before imagine how much more it was to have her grown daughter on display in her living room after her Sunday dinner?

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    3. Exactly. She did not approve!

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    4. I bet she is actively seeking pervertables of her own. Bed Bath and Beyond is having sales on all kinds of wooden implements and there is a closet full of belts upstairs and you have a lesson coming from her as to the memories she wishes in front of her fireplace I'm sure. I would say a solid 2 more scenes minimum , before she dials in her implements ,her technique and your comeuppances and the team discipline, perhaps 3.

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  19. Sounds to me like a good sunday evening . I suspect all you will have to do in the future is bring up politics at dinner , or possibly let you naughty mouth say words that you know are inapproiate at dinner . You will be back in your room for sure

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    1. If it's so easy, how will I stop myself?

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    2. Lol , you want to ??? Lol
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    3. I do still crave spankings from the grownups...

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  20. By the way , I want to talk to David . I believe a well made paddle should be hanging in your old bedroom for future use. and I know just the guy who can make it available .

    Paddle Daddy

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    1. This is a good idea actually.

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    2. Are you kidding, the parents were on the phone Monday morning considering ordering every conceivable pervertable imaginable. Bed Bath and beyond has a wonderful teak wood spoon set for under 25$ and one of the 4 implements is full of aerodynamic holes. Not to mention things like belts and switches. You can be certain that they have also gone for his and hers implements.

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    3. I will get my creative mind working . bwahahahahahaha

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  21. Love it what a lucky girl you are. Hopefully this is just the first of many future spankings by both of your parents. Hopefully David makes it clear you could have taken more amd you have in the past so they know it wasn't too long or too hard. If this does happen again you may want to get them a hairbrush or other paddle to use on you.

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    1. I don't know how regular it will be. I'm happy with what I got!

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  22. I'm so happy for you Ms. Julie!  It must have been so fulfilling and cathartic for you!
    Although you had no sexual feelings as the spanking transpired, that aspect was certainly there as well I believe.  Your mom brought up your sexuality at tea and has included the word " sexy" in other discussions.  AND  the fact that she, in directing this spanking,  made sure that you presented your grown woman vagina to your father confirms that she's well aware of this aspect.  Do you think your dad at this point, if not already aware,  now knows (and possibly even suspects how  it may relate to him) that this is part of the equation for you?
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    1. I don't think Mom presented my vagina to Dad. It was on display well before that across his knee. Mom genuinely wanted to spank my inner thighs. Maximum impact, minimum force. I don't think Dad thinks it's sexual for me in his case.

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  23. bonsoir,

    Depuis que j'ai découvert votre blog, je me connecte tous les jours…
    je sens une véritable passion et une vérité de votre parcours…
    je le crois volontiers , puisque je suis même surement plus âgé que vos parents, mais j'ai toujours connu la fessée et en suis un passionné comme vous même.. fessé par ma maitresse d'école, j'ai eu la chance de connaitre dans notre famille , (belle mère comprise) la fessée avec mon ex femme et mes filles…
    Divorcé j'ai une amie, une femme de 22ans de moins que moi, et qui aime la fessée, elle me considère a ces moment la, comme son papa qui est parti (décédé) alors qu'elle n'avait que 4ans...
    Sa maman (qui a le même Age que moi et qui est décédée il y a 2ans ) lui donnait la fessée même adulte, et elle regrette sincèrement de ne pas avoir connu la fessé de son papa...alors lorsque je la fesse en tout moment, ou lieu, elle m'appelle papa …
    je vous souhaite beaucoup de fessées avec votre papa et maman, toute nue, car la honte est aussi source de plaisir...Aussi pourquoi pas des orgasmes sur leur genoux, pour votre plaisir et aussi surement le leur….bonne continuation …, je suis Français et ne connait pas l'anglais ...je lis vos aventures avec un traducteur…
    mon mail : jefesse41@yahoo.com

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    1. Bonsoir jefesse!
      Je peux lire en français mais mon ecriture est mauvaise. Toute cette grammaire!
      Votre "fille" semble très excitante! J'aimerais avoir un pere comme toi. Il est interesant qu'elle a recu la fessees, meme qu'elle est adulte, de sa mere.

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  24. Si vous n'avez pas recue mes messages, je vous disais que vos écrtis sont a la fois formidable et sont tres réalistes...je connais la fessée depuis toujours, puisque fessé, par ma maitresse d'école, ensuite j'ai connu la fessée familliale avec mon ex femme... je suis surement meme plus agé que vos parents , néamoins je connais une amie depuis 6ans, elle a 22ans de moins que moi, et recherche en moi, son papa disparu (decedé) alors qu'elle n'avait que 4ans...lorsque je la fesse elle m'appelle papa, j'ai l'age de sa maman, decedée elle aussi il y a 2ans, qui la fessait meme adulte...Donc votre vie m'interesse, je vous souhaite desormais des fessées avec votre papa et maman, toute nue , (la honte est aussi source de plaisir) pourquoi pas des orgasmes sur leurs genoux, pour votre plaisir et le leur... aussi des fessées par eux devant toute votre famille, vous exposant dans des postions indecentes , pour votre plaisir... en tout cas merci beaucoup, vos ecrits me rendent dur , meme a mon age ….

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    1. I would love to be punished completely naked by my parents! That's still a dream, as is the belt. And yes, I wonder if Daddy made straddle his knee, and maybe if Mommy were not there, if I could possibly orgasm while he spanks me... The other thing I would love is to be stripped bare and put on the couch on my back, and have my legs raised in "diaper position" by David for my spanking. If I'm going to act like a baby, I'll be treated like one. So many fantasies in my head!

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  25. Julie, may I ask where you find the women’s “girly panties”? Like the big bottom, full coverage, innocent patterns?
    I have a young lady who is in a similar situation as you and she could use your shopping advice.

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    1. Thrift stores generally, but online is easy too!

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    2. You don't have a big bottom.How did you let that go? Must be post traumatic spanking disorder

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    3. I can't believe you don't have photos

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    4. I would never suggest Miss Julie has a “big bottom”. It’s perfect and perfectly spankable and always has been. What I asked was, the “big or full bottomed” style of panties. Sometimes referred to as “granny panties”...but when you add little cute patterns and one size too small...boom! You get the aura she was going for. Which was that of a little girl.

      Is that fair Julie ?

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    5. While we are on the subject ( and we have seen pictures of your bottom ,it's not that big) You had mentioned that you had Frumpy panties and now we read that you have thrift store panties, please throw out the Frumpy ones?

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    6. That is fair!
      Good idea!

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  26. I humbly offer you my blog with 100% real stories with my submissive girlfriend

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    1. Thank you Bruno, we will check it out!

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  27. My expectations for this scene were that it was going to be way too much of a “scene” to feel like the real thing. Too contrived. A weird family role play where it’s an actual family playing themselves in their parent-child roles, but not able to generate enough of the real feelings that are experienced in an actual situation of being spanked by your parents as their child. Despite it being all carefully arranged, having a safe word, and your mom and dad being directed in how they were to act to match your adult fantasies, I was surprised how it felt being played out. A grown daughter did get a spanking from her father with her mother’s support and assistance and, in many ways, it matched the emotional experience I understand.

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    1. It did! It was very intense.

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    2. For posterity's sake, you should have filmed it in a way that did not bring in the RCMP,quit a story that.The entire family involved.Memory is always better even if inaccurate.You might captured some audio for all your fans sick as that sounds so they could at least hear their favorite girl and guess if she got what she wanted.You were too wrapped up on it to judge by the verbal fuss you made.

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    3. I need to setup one of those Teddy Bear Nanny Cams!

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    4. I think you could make a docudrama based on the original story. David would be terrific in the role of"Dad".Not many lines but the physical requirements of the role are daunting.Where I'm stuck is how to find a twisted minx to play "Julie".Few women have the internal stew of psychological traits and explosive libido.
      Scene 1-Julie stands before Dad and pulls her jeans down and fearfully goes over his knee.Scene 2 Dad reaches under his panicked daughters waist and pulls her panties down.
      Julie writes well enough to finish the script.
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    5. It practically writes itself...

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  28. That was an amazing story and you are fortunate that your parents went along with it. Your mom and dad handled you right way and it seemed all real, all three parties doing as they would have done had you been much younger. Hot story.

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    1. I know. There was a real element of them reluctantly spanking me, as they would if they were really punishing me. And then Dad having to do the deed and Mom looking on, disappointed with her daughter that she needed to be spanked. Very very hot!

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  29. Great story but in reality what else could you have hoped for?

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    1. No, exactly. It was MORE than I had any right to expect (though never more than I hope for!)

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  30. Okay a couple of questions,are you going to make a blog entry of what happened once you left your parents house? What happened during the car ride and once you got home ?
    Also does David know about this blog Julie? I'm asking because I don't know

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    1. Yes! Definitely writing about that. David did not like me complaining how I was not nude and did not get the belt from Dad. He says I'm never satisfied. He punished me appropriately!

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    2. Does David know about this blog

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    3. I always say he doesn't, but I write as if he does!

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    4. Because I thought he did I'm surprised he doesn't, because you did share a spanking video on this blog and I'd like to think you shared it with his permission ,

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    5. After the modifications, I had his permission to share it "online". Now Shhhh 🤫

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    6. Why don't you tell him about it ?
      If he's angry you face the consequences

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  31. Hi Julie! I'm very happy for you! Becouse you had your (sexual) dream come true!!! It's a very good sensation. I admit I didn't read all 80+ comments, only your post, so I hope isn't already asked...but: how was your return at home? Did you feel aroused? Did you..ehm...masturbate or needed sex? Obviusly answer only if you feel ok. Or maybe are you planning another post on this topic? ;-)
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    1. I got the belt back home (for complaining to David that that was all that was missing)! I will do a post on it.

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  32. I think your Mom should invite you over for tea again and explain how she is upset with you for showing off with the topper being in the living room afterward. She should have you get bottomless and stand in the corner while she gets the spoon. Then Sunday with a little corner time for everyone else to see and talk about appropriate behavior in her home while you stand there in the corner bottomless.

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    1. Hey, the living room was all David and Sue!
      But the rest sounds great.

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  33. There’s goes Julie, making us all want to go back to grade school and get the belt all over again.

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  34. Besides your desire for a belt whipping from your father, you also seem to be very desirous of being completely naked. Since that need seems to come from your need to be very embarrassed, and not sexual (although, indirectly, it is). As a male who needs to periodically receive a disciplinary spanking, I very much relate to the need for embarrassment as part of the discipline. For me, it involves having my female disciplinarian be the one who slowly lowers my briefs while I stand in front of her ... and then scold me as I stand completely naked before her with my hands behind my back. It can be humiliating.

    Another option might be for your father and mother to direct you to complete undress while they watch, and then have to stand in front of your father to receive your scolding.

    Both of the above options seem like they would be extremely embarrassing for you, since you have to stand there and look your father in the eyes while he sees you completely naked and scolds you. That should be more embarrassing than just knowing you are putting on a show for him while you are over his lap and can't see his eyes.
    Perhaps David can be the one who communicates with your father the benefits of this type of embarrassment for you. That seems like it would be better than you asking for it.

    Thanks for sharing this latest journey with us.

    Larry

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    1. You are right that it would be extremely embarrassing, and asexual in the moment, but certainly not before or after.

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  35. Hi Julie, that was amazing! Read the story twice it was sooo awesome, also read all the comments,some good input and questions with even better replies from you.What wasn"t covered and where my thoughts were going, is what was Pops wearing ? Was he wearing loose fitting kit maybe track suit pants as that could be telling. Dare I ask... do you think he was aroused ? Thank you again for your terrific site and fantastic accounts xxxx Ted

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    1. Never a track suit for Dad! Always nice trousers and shirt. I don't want to be rude, and can't be sure, but there may have been some indications as I was across his lap...

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  36. Either this never happened or in the unlikely event it did then its wrong on every level.

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  37. How did it compare to the spankings he gave you growing up?

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    1. Much much harder! My kid spankings were, in retrospect, a total joke, but I cried anyways.

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  38. They have validated your sexuality and shown their approval and acceptance of you as a woman who loves and needs to be spanked. I would hope that they would understand your need for a little humiliation and make sure you are spanked naked as you are meant to be.

    You must talk with your Mother so that she understands that different positions assist in making your feelings manifest.

    Your sister will be jealous and perhaps to assuage her jealousy she can go over a couch with you and the both get a good belting. Femsup

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    1. I'm thinking I better quit while I'm ahead!

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  39. That might very well be so. But you might also consolidate things and make it a regular thing that you are spanked by your parents. Make it part of your dinners with them as inseperable as the food. Femsup

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  40. After reading about your spanking I finally got up the courage to talk with my Mom. You and I have an almost identical fetish! I an a lesbian and live with my partner Cindy. If there is such a thing, I am the wife in our DD relationship. I am 35 and spanked by my wife many times sometimes for fun, sometimes for being naughty. I have been wanting my Daddy to spank me for years. I met with Mom, explained everything to her and she said she and Dad would think about it. I wanted it like I got it when I was growing up. In my old room, nude from the waist down over Daddy's lap but with a much harder adult level of spank. I chose the safe-word of RED. They called and invited us over last weekend. I wasn't thinking I would get spanked and wore a little yellow sun dress. We sat around and talked a bit then Mom said it was time, I was getting my wish. She said, "go upstairs to your old room and make yourself ready for your spanking!" I should note, in our house, includes 30 min. of corner time. I was nude and shaking standing in the corner when she came to check on me. She smacked my bum and said, "I bet you wish you wore a bra now!" I got my spanking and another 30 min. of corner time. Cindy came up to let me out of the corner. I was so happy! Like you were. Got dressed, said thank you to everyone and went home. I ate Cindy out all night. She made me wait 24 hours before I was allowed to cum. After a little OTK she ate me out and used the strap-on, which we reserve for special occasions. Life is good when you follow you advice, honesty is the best policy! Thank you Julie!

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    1. Wow! Love it!!! And there's nothing bloody wrong with it!

      Love how you had to wait a day for your orgasm and used her strap-on, as it was a special occasion. Lucky girl.

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  41. I very naughty fantasy indeed. Very nice you got to play it out. I bet you will have many day of being excited over it

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    1. Many, many! Still think about it a lot.

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  42. This is amazing and I am unbelievably jealous.
    Alex

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    1. More people are willing to spank a girl's bare butt than we give them credit for! I think it's a universal.

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    2. I know I am! I love dishing out sound caring discipline to a deserving bare bottom. Unfortunately as a guy, it's hard to find a person willing to give discipline, let alone getting one from my parents.
      Alex

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