Sunday, April 25

Yikes! outed...

I live in fear of what just happened to me yesterday. A person from my real-life recognized me from my blog and reached out. Fortunately, he's very much a distinguished older gentleman and he will keep my secret, I am sure, as per his assurances. We exchanged a few emails and will no doubt exchange more. But there is a chance I may have to be spanked by him. It's very embarrassing for me that a man I know and admire in real-life knows so much about my secrets!

Cover from the ebook The Outed SpankO

I take pains to hide my true identity and to keep real life as separate as possible from blog life. Now I know that some enterprising hacker/sleuth could probably discover me, but I am hopeful that I have built enough goodwill, and that anybody with any interest at all in me would be a bit of a fan, that they would not do that. If somebody were to do so, with malicious intent, I would instantly delete all traces I could of Julie, including this entire blog, and never give in to any sort of blackmail, and likely involve the authorities despite the embarrassment. David Letterman was once blackmailed by a guy who threatened to reveal that he had been fucking some of his female employees. He handled it magnificently, fessing up to his audience and going after his blackmailer with the law.

However, I always knew that people who know me in real-life, were they to come across my blog, would be able to put 2 and 2 together. I change a few things about my life, including my own name of course, and some other details of my family and life, but I also need to include many things from my real-life if I am to recount my experiences with any degree of honesty and consistency. For example, in June of 2012 I went on a trip to the South of France and Spain and blogged about it. People who knew me in real life knew that my husband and I went on a trip to the South of France and Spain at that exact same time. So things can add up like that for people who know me and who also read my blog.

Honestly, it gives me a little thrill that people who know me in real life might secretly be blog readers as well. Imagine, for instance, if my Father were a blog reader? OMG! Or just some work colleague or neighbour, and I get an extra little smile from them each time we interact. Perhaps that's why I'm so free with certain life details, photos, even videos. I get a thrill from the possibility of discrete discovery. Like having sex outdoors in a park, for example, with the exciting possibility of discovery adding a certain frisson.

My first "outing" was at the hands of Mistress Violet.

She was turned onto my blog by a client and actually liked it and started reading it. As she was perusing back she recognized my quite detailed and accurate descriptions of a couple of scenes we did. She emailed "Julie" and called me out on it. Regarding my including the account of our scenes without her permission or recognition, she said,

I find myself surprised, delighted, irritated, amused, taken aback - a mix of emotions that will work themselves out over time into something more clear. In order to sort through some of my feelings about appearing on the blog without any kind of recognition, I am requesting another meeting. I have an idea of what I would like to do - this time to "Julie" as well as ████ - but welcome your input as well.

While the emotions she expressed were true, we put them to good use in a fully consensual and negotiated scene that was amazing. I left a lot of detail for Violet to work out. In the end, with her enlisting David's help, I was stripped, tied with my wrists above my head on a hook and thoroughly soaped, showered, and whipped. Then I was put across Violet's knee for a long hard spanking while my husband watched. Afterwards I was taken to bed and made to orally service my husband under Violet's direction. I had to lie on my back with my head bent back over the edge. David was made to insert his cock in the standing position deep down my throat and fuck me under Violet's encouragement. This position was new to me and made deep-throating easier than it had ever been.

For the finale, I was laid out nude on top of David on the bed, and Violet had intercourse with me with a strap-on dildo while David was instructed to hold my pussy lips open for her and play with my clitty until I came with her cock deeply in me. I remember clamping so hard around her cock as I convulsed in orgasm. I sure learned my lesson! ;-) It's all described in Outed to Mistress Violet! and Punished by Mistress Violet! Violet even tweeted about it after...

I was never at all worried about Violet, of course. She's quite literally kinkier than anybody I know and deals in secrets all the time. It's been fun that she knows my husband and I in real-life and that we can freely play together and I can blog about it afterwards with full credit.

Yesterday's shocking email was a bit different than this. It's a former work colleague who only ever knew me in a professional capacity. My first instinct was to keep this "outing" completely secret and rely absolutely on his discretion, but what the heck, it's a "Julie" episode so I may as well blog about it? He agreed.

In his correspondence he made a request (that I feel 100% safe in rejecting, as he makes clear). He asked that given I am "out" to him if we could arrange for a tryst in a downtown hotel where he would give me a spanking. He's an older gentleman (in his sixties), and was a senior executive in a company we both used to work for. He was a bit of a mentor to me. This was before he found my blog at all and made the connection. There is a definite "Daddy" vibe I have about him, and I admired him professionally very greatly.

Normally I would never consider such a thing, to guard my identity. In this case, I cannot use that justification. I am tempted to receive a spanking from this Daddy figure. I would have to tell David and seek his permission. That is more for me than for him. I have automatic carte blanche as far as he is concerned.

What should I do??? Maybe if you read our correspondence you can help me decide.

This was his initial correspondence to me:

From: XXXXXXX
To: me (Julie)
Subject: Reaching Out

Hi "Julie",

I'm a fellow Torontonian who is a massive admirer of you and your blog. Whereas a lot of other written spanking resources seem to be in decline, I think your blog is one of the most entertaining and insightful such things on the web at present.

I was very conflicted over whether to reach out to you in this way at all, but have decided to make the leap. You may recognize my name from my email. If you are who I think you are, we have worked together and met several times in real life. We have worked together as professional colleagues in a past job, and you and your husband have been over at my wife's and my house for a work party. Unless I am very mistaken, your name is XXXX XXXXXX, you live on XX XXXXX, we worked together at XXXXX around XXX-XXXX, and we are connected on LinkedIn.

I want to assure you that your secret identity is 100% secure with me. I am a lifelong spanko, I switch, and I have had encounters with pro dommes and subs in Toronto and abroad. My wife is pretty vanilla, a refrain I'm sure you've heard many times. So I guess I have my secret identity to protect as well, which is why I am writing to you from my unmasked personal email account, to give you some level of assurance as to my intentions in reaching out.

Isn't it odd how we sat together in meetings, and you worked on a project for me, without us knowing anything about that part of each others' lives? I did, of course, admire you sexually, in that way men do, but hopefully without letting on at all.

How do I know it's you? The video you posted of you spanking your husband is a bit of a dead giveaway for anybody who has met you. As well, I know your husband is named David (you probably should have switched that up!). Also I knew where you live, where you traveled on vacations, and the fact that you have a family cottage. These are all things we discussed and that matched the narrative in your blog. Plus that bubbly vivacious personality shows through equally on your blog and in real-life. So, no, I can't be 100% sure, but I am 99.9% sure. And that slight doubt is the reason I'm reaching out to "strictjulie", not XXXXX XXXXX, in case I am wrong (imagine if poor innocent XXXX were to receive such a message?)

If you say, no, that's not me, you got it wrong, that is all you need to say and I will completely let it drop and never mention it again, and take whatever I may or may not know to the grave.

And if you "fess up", it will bring a smile to my face knowing I am one of the few people you share this secret with, and we need never meet or mention it again.

But the real reason I am reaching out is to confess, despite being considerably older than you, to a total puppy love crush I have on you. You ARE the perfect woman! We are both in loving marriages and I know neither of us wish to upset those apple carts. But so few people must know both you and your blog persona, that it would be wonderful to meet secretly and just discuss all the tremendous adventures from your blog, and, dare I say it, recreate one or two in the privacy of a downtown hotel room?

There, I said it!

Of course, I had fantasies of blackmailing you into accepting a spanking from me, but I admire you way too much to do that. But maybe as a roleplay?

Despite having almost a couple of decades on you and being essentially retired, I'm still fit and healthy and horny, and would love to engage as an occasional play partner. It would not be a stretch for me to play your Daddy. We did have a bit of a mentorship thing, I thought, at XXXXX. I hope I'm not imagining that now with rose coloured glasses, where in fact you think of me as a sexist pig or some such.

I could spank you, or you could spank me, or both. I would gladly accept a pegging from you, as I don't believe you've ever done this to another man? I know you were spanked (and other things!) by another man, John you called him, husband of Tracy? And you received a nice massage from a Spanish boy in Seville I believe. I even remember you telling me about that trip, but you omitted that part, you naughty girl! I would prefer to spank rather than be spanked, but have learned that my being on the bottom is a good way to build trust, and besides there are many more and exciting pro dommes than pro subs, so I have adapted.

And you can imagine how surreal and titillating it was for me to put 2 and 2 together. Fortunately (for my sanity), when we worked together I had not yet encountered your blog. And then I was a fan who thought it was great that such a woman lives nearby and cottages up North as I do. But when I saw the video, it was "I know that person!". With that knowledge I re-watched intently, especially the clip where your husband spanked your delightfully squirming bare bottom. How could I not imagine myself in his place? I also revisited the various clothed and explicit photos of yourself that you posted, especially the shower photoshoot and the Tracy photoshoots.

I was particularly excited by the turn of events over the past year where you became increasingly more submissive. I am impressed by the spankings you take, shocked and awed by how you involved your family, delighted how you improved your wifely cock-sucking skills and have learned to swallow without (much) complaint, and very impressed how you bend over and readily accept what you describe as painful and punitive anal intercourse from your husband. I was also delighted and enchanted by your fictional flights of fancy in your new e-book which I eagerly consumed. Your adventures as a church-goer were magnificent, though as a practicing Christian I would like to know what church you attended!

Knowing what turns you on, I hope you are embarrassed in a "tummy churning" way knowing that I have seen you present yourself both as a serious professional woman, and like that. And surely you need to be spanked by your old mentor for such promiscuity.

Regardless of what you decide to do, up to and including completely ignoring this email, 100% your secret is safe with me, and I am trusting you with same.

And just thank for being you. What a wonderful gift you are to this world!
 
Sincerely,
XXXX XXXXX
You can imagine the panic that set in when I first read that!!!! I re-read it multiple times, over and over again, over-analyzing it from all angles. Let me repeat the email again, with my thoughts as they are now.

From: XXXXXXX
To: me (Julie)
Subject: Reaching Out

Holy smokes! I recognized his name right away and then double-checked which email account I was looking at! Had I been discovered? Or was he just a fan reaching out with his real name????

Hi "Julie",

Oh shit. The quotes. I'm outed. Oh fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!

I'm a fellow Torontonian who is a massive admirer of you and your blog. Whereas a lot of other written spanking resources seem to be in decline, I think your blog is one of the most entertaining and insightful such things on the web at present.

Ok, a bit relieved - he is a fan at least.

I was very conflicted over whether to reach out to you in this way at all, but have decided to make the leap. You may recognize my name from my email. If you are who I think you are, we have worked together and met several times in real life. We have worked together as professional colleagues in a past job, and you and your husband have been over at my wife's and my house for a work party. Unless I am very mistaken, your name is XXXX XXXXXX, you live on XX XXXXX, we worked together at XXXXX around XXX-XXXX, and we are connected on LinkedIn.

Oh yes. Definitely outed. No question. I always knew this could happen, but here it is.

I want to assure you that your secret identity is 100% secure with me. I am a lifelong spanko, I switch, and I have had encounters with pro dommes and subs in Toronto and abroad. My wife is pretty vanilla, a refrain I'm sure you've heard many times. So I guess I have my secret identity to protect as well, which is why I am writing to you from my unmasked personal email account, to give you some level of assurance as to my intentions in reaching out.

Ok, that's good. It will be our secret. I know the gentleman and admire him. I feel I can trust him. He is a big old spanko like me that he holds back from his wife and also has something to lose. Feeling a bit more relieved after a time with this in there.

Isn't it odd how we sat together in meetings, and you worked on a project for me, without us knowing anything about that part of each others' lives? I did, of course, admire you sexually, in that way men do, but hopefully without letting on at all.

I didn't actually notice him admiring me at all, though would have been flattered had he done so discretely. He was a powerful executive in that company, and that turned me on.

How do I know it's you? The video you posted of you spanking your husband is a bit of a dead giveaway for anybody who has met you. As well, I know your husband is named David (you probably should have switched that up!). Also I knew where you live, where you traveled on vacations, and the fact that you have a family cottage. These are all things we discussed and that matched the narrative in your blog. Plus that bubbly vivacious personality shows through equally on your blog and in real-life. So, no, I can't be 100% sure, but I am 99.9% sure. And that slight doubt is the reason I'm reaching out to "strictjulie", not XXXXX XXXXX, in case I am wrong (imagine if poor innocent XXXX were to receive such a message?)

The video. I re-watched it. Yeah. It shows my full figure walking around, and there's a bit of my voice in a few places as well. And, as I surmised, from a bunch of other details that match up to real-life. I remember us discussing European trips and cottaging. And he did have a work party at his house that I brought David to.

If you say, no, that's not me, you got it wrong, that is all you need to say and I will completely let it drop and never mention it again, and take whatever I may or may not know to the grave.

Ok. That's option 1. Ignore the email.

And if you "fess up", it will bring a smile to my face knowing I am one of the few people you share this secret with, and we need never meet or mention it again.

Option 2. An email back acknowledging he found me out and requesting we never speak of this ever again.

But the real reason I am reaching out is to confess, despite being considerably older than you, to a total puppy love crush I have on you. You ARE the perfect woman! We are both in loving marriages and I know neither of us wish to upset those apple carts. But so few people must know both you and your blog persona, that it would be wonderful to meet secretly and just discuss all the tremendous adventures from your blog, and, dare I say it, recreate one or two in the privacy of a downtown hotel room?

There, I said it!

You certainly did. Oh my gosh. You're a powerful man. A "puppy love crush" on me??? He must easily be in his mid to late sixties now. I get it that he does not want a relationship per se, just a bit of play. I am feeling pressured though. Is this a subtle, implicit, blackmailing? I am a bit taken aback. The tone of the whole message has changed suddenly from completely non-threatening, to a bit threatening.

Of course, I had fantasies of blackmailing you into accepting a spanking from me, but I admire you way too much to do that. But maybe as a roleplay?

Fuck you! If I thought the blackmail was implicit before, it just got a bit more explicit now. Starting to not like where this is heading at all.

Despite having almost a couple of decades on you and being essentially retired, I'm still fit and healthy and horny, and would love to engage as an occasional play partner. It would not be a stretch for me to play your Daddy. We did have a bit of a mentorship thing, I thought, at XXXXX. I hope I'm not imagining that now with rose coloured glasses, where in fact you think of me as a sexist pig or some such.

Ok. I know what he wants. I don't know if I'm being blackmailed or not. Actually, I don't think so. He has a lot to lose as well with his admissions in this email and his situation with his wife. But he could damage me by sending a little anonymous note to my professional colleagues saying, "check this out - http://strictjuliespanks.blogspot.com - isn't that XXXX XXXX?"

But he is right that we did have a bit of a professional mentorship thing going on. He was a lot above me in the company but I was assigned to a special project with him, and we worked fairly closely for a couple of weeks, during which time he gave me a lot of valuable advice and also greased the wheels for a key promotion for me. I was and am grateful. I do not think he has any desire to harm me at all.

Other than the spanking that is ;-)


I could spank you, or you could spank me, or both. I would gladly accept a pegging from you, as I don't believe you've ever done this to another man? I know you were spanked (and other things!) by another man, John you called him, husband of Tracy? And you received a nice massage from a Spanish boy in Seville I believe. I even remember you telling me about that trip, but you omitted that part, you naughty girl! I would prefer to spank rather than be spanked, but have learned that my being on the bottom is a good way to build trust, and besides there are many more and exciting pro dommes than pro subs, so I have adapted.

Ok, clever. He preempted me saying that I would never engage in anything like that with another man. He also opened the possibility that I could be the one in control during our meeting, and spank the shit out of him for putting me through this!!!!!

And you can imagine how surreal and titillating it was for me to put 2 and 2 together. Fortunately (for my sanity), when we worked together I had not yet encountered your blog. And then I was a fan who thought it was great that such a woman lives nearby and cottages up North as I do. But when I saw the video, it was "I know that person!". With that knowledge I re-watched intently, especially the clip where your husband spanked your delightfully squirming bare bottom. How could I not imagine myself in his place? I also revisited the various clothed and explicit photos of yourself that you posted, especially the shower photoshoot and the Tracy photoshoots.

Oh my gosh... Yes. The realizing that this distinguished older gentleman. An admired elder colleague, had seen me like this!

This is legitimately the most embarrassing thing, to me, that I have ever put out there. It's my husband giving me a 3-minute long spanking and scolding across his knee, with my pants pulled down and my cute little watermellon panties following. I squirm and try to protect myself as my husband reddens my naughty bottom for me. My embarrassment at points during my lecture is palpable. The video of my spanking is linked here and an abridged version with some audio left in linked from it.

My colleague, my distinguished older colleague, a senior executive, a mentor to me, my boss's boss's boss, has seen me spanked like a shrieking child across my husband's knee, and has suggested doing the same to me!

I was particularly excited by the turn of events over the past year where you became increasingly more submissive. I am impressed by the spankings you take, shocked and awed by how you involved your family, delighted how you improved your wifely cock-sucking skills and have learned to swallow without (much) complaint, and very impressed how you bend over and readily accept what you describe as painful and punitive anal intercourse from your husband.

Oh no. It's going from bad to worse. He's referred to my training in sucking cock and swallowing, enforced by my husband's belt. Will he want to assess for himself how much I learned????? And he's also referring to my requirement, on demand, to receive anal intercourse from my husband. Normal wives can and do refuse this. Spanked wives cannot. Will he want to see how compliant I am with him in this regard as well??? Can a mid-sixties guy keep it up for that? Will I have to bend over for that after my spanking? He suggests I may...
my shame
He has seen me like this already!
What will I be required to let happen???

I was also delighted and enchanted by your fictional flights of fancy in your new e-book which I eagerly consumed. Your adventures as a church-goer were magnificent, though as a practicing Christian I would like to know what church you attended!

Awww... he's a good Christian man. That book contains all my dirty secret fantasies in the realm of submission. He knows what I want and crave.

Knowing what turns you on, I hope you are embarrassed in a "tummy churning" way knowing that I have seen you present yourself both as a serious professional woman, and like that. And surely you need to be spanked by your old mentor for such promiscuity.

He even references my turn of phrase when describing my embarrassed feelings. This argument for my spanking seems to be the most compelling to me...

Regardless of what you decide to do, up to and including completely ignoring this email, 100% your secret is safe with me, and I am trusting you with same.

Yes. I think I get this. In the end I feel free to do or not do with equanimity. The note was a roller-coaster, but this was a good summing up.

And just thank for being you. What a wonderful gift you are to this world!

Now you're just trying to get into my pants :-)
 
Sincerely,
XXXX XXXXX
 
What a note, eh? What a roller-coaster of emotions as I read and re-read. I decided to answer failry promptly:
From: me (Julie)
To: XXXXXXX
Subject: Re: Reaching Out
 
Hi XXXXXX,

Oh my gosh, your email practically made my heart stop! I live in a certain amount of fear at being "outed", and have my finger on the "delete blog" button were that to come to pass. But your message was sufficiently reassuring regarding your discretion that I ended up somewhat relieved that I was "found out" by such a gentleman as yourself. I always humoured myself thinking that if I were discovered by someone who knows me in real life, they would be a spanko also and would understand and keep my secret. Nice that turned out to be the case.

And yes, you have indeed got it right. Oh blush! And of course I remember you, a very tall, handsome, distinguished, incredibly bright senior exec, and I absolutely considered you to be a mentor and basked in whatever attention you lavished upon little old me from your well-deserved exalted perch in the company. I do admit to having been a bit turned on in your presence. Ha ha! As a professional woman I am well aware of sexual thoughts colleagues have for us, but ignore and bluster on, and count on the men to do likewise, and I never received any overt hint of it from you which is more than I can say for some.

I was a bit dismayed that your goal in reaching out seemed to be to engage in some sort of play. I don't generally play with other men, and certainly not behind my husband's back. John and the massage guy you mentioned notwithstanding.

But as I re-read, I was relieved that you seemed entirely capable of accepting no for an answer. And I recall some words of advice from you regarding career advancement, "if you don't ask you don't get". So good for you for asking. And I am certainly tempted, as you would make a wonderful "Daddy". I will consider it, but please don't hold your breath.

You are absolutely right that after the terror wore off, thinking of you in particular having seen all those images of me, and knowing everything I engage in and my innermost sexual thoughts, fantasies, and behaviours, I truly have massive embarrassed butterflies in my tummy (and a bit lower as well). The thought of being spanked by you for it makes me a bit wet...

Thank you for keeping my secrets, and could you please delete this email chain that links strictjulie to my real name in case someone else gets access? Thank you!

"Julie"

P.S. As I post most everything in my Julie-life to my blog, may I post this with all identifying information removed? Might amuse my followers that I've been "found out" by a former boss's boss's boss that I worked directly with!

A quite true summing up of my emotions. I certainly did not agree to anything, but I certainly did not completely shut the door either.

He wrote back,

From: XXXXXXX
To: me (Julie)
Subject: Re: Reaching Out


Hi Julie,

You shall be Julie henceforth and I will immediately delete all traces of this thread and confirm with a fresh email with no mention of your real name.

I can absolutely live with a "no"; and yes, I have lived successfully by "if you don't ask you don't get." Your response was quite coquettish however, so while I will definitely not hold my breath, I will hold onto a modicum of hope!

And by all means publish our correspondence with the appropriate redactions. I would expect nothing less and will look forward to your self-assessment of your own feelings in the matter, as you are wont to do.

Cheers!

So there it is. He confirmed back with a fresh email that he had "taken care of that matter", and now I have as well from my end, having only preserved it redacted here.

What shall we call this gentleman for the purposes of this blog? I'm running out of fake names. How about "Mr. Stevens"? I would not feel comfortable referring to Mr. Stevens by his given name. He is very senior to me after all.

I am sure Mr. Stevens is reading this blog post with some measure of interest. Perhaps trying to detect which way the wind is blowing with me regarding his request. I am grateful that he is being such a gentleman about it. And he correctly surmised that I would be equal parts terrified and titillated by the exchange. But I'm blushing so hard knowing that Mr. Stevens, Mr. Executive Vice President Stevens, knows my true nature and seems to know the type of disciplining that I need and crave from a legitimate father figure. Oh dear.

I went looking for an opening image for this blog entry, google imaging searching "outed". I came across this one, which is from a book cover.

Cover from the ebook The Outed SpankO

Oh my gosh, it's sort of perfect, isn't it? If we do it, will he insist on me being dressed as a schoolgirl for our rendezvous? He did reference the photos from the Tracy/John episodes.


And we all know what happened then.

I see him in a suit in a big hotel suite. He would be my mentor of old, a senior executive, a Christian elder, "disappointed" in me that I had developed and displayed such perverted sexuality. I had clearly not been properly "seen to" when I was a schoolgirl. He will revisit that phase of my training. I will be obliged to show up in schoolgirl uniform for my dressing down. He will take me across his knee and in no uncertain way teach me the errors of my ways, directly on my very bare bottom. He will have me stand and bend over, "Spread Your Feet, Girl!", for a paddling, a leathering, and a caning.

While it would be bad enough being exposed to Mr. Executive Vice President Stevens like that, better that than being exposed for the depraved slut I am to the entire company!

Will Mr. Stevens not take "no" for an answer from me? Will he require me to show up for my spanking in this way???  And after my spanking, will I be sent on my way, or will I be required to demonstrate to him my proficiency with the wifely skills beaten into me by my husband during my disciplinary training period? I am supposing that it is not an accident that he brought those up in his email to me, my cocksucking training, my training on how to receive anal intercourse from a man. Will he require that of me as well?

What shall I do? Shall I subjugate myself in all the ways a woman can to Mr. Stevens in order to ensure his secrecy? Limping out of his hotel room afterwards with a sore behind, inside and out? Or shall I defy him, and risk public humiliation?

What's a girl to do???

"The Perils of Pauline" indeed. Blog readers, help me out!!!!! ;-)

133 comments:

  1. Very scary indeed Julie....although the fact that he could be 'outed too should keep it between the two of you , but it is out there now whether you like it or not.
    For me this is a little to close for comfort, and at the risk of upsetting many of your followers , I would do a complete bail out now including dumping this blog and it's identity.
    As far as meeting this guy I can see so many wrong with that and you should stick with your principles.
    I don't know if you recall the 'old fashioned girl'blog with Samantha who posted pics and stories of her spankings on her blog and was blackmailed and then fired from her job.
    I kind of had the same fears myself which have my my blog will be coming down soon.
    It's too bad the guy didn't just mind his own business .

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    1. The fact that he reached out does not mean he didn't know who I was anyways. He did know. Therefore I appreciated the reach out. I will trust "Mr. Stevens" to not give away my secrets. I mean, I know him in r/l and consider him to be an honourable man. I have no fears over meeting him. My husband will know if and when I do. So no worries that way. As to my principles, they are designed to keep my secrets, and that seems to no longer apply in this case. What do you see that is so wring about meeting him?

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    2. I would just be concerned that there may be a part if him that you dont know and it may be a bit risky. Also he will not be satisfied with one meeting and will want more and he may want it to ho a lot further than a spanking. Does his wife know what he is up to?
      I guess it's up to you to decide on the risk and what would happen to your life and career if this does get out.

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    3. ld fashion blogs was Veronica love spankings didnt know name was Samantha i noticed her blog and fetlife profile was gone real quick never knew why never heard read reason until now

      Miss Julie doubt u ever saw or read her blog she like you she into spanking but was getting spanked by husband cover her face alot but did show her face i think few times

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    4. Sorry, it was Veronica and the was pretty open with her spankings and showed her face a lot.
      Somebody recognized her and tried to bribe and threaten to out her.She ended up being fired from her job and she has since taken her blog and everything else down .
      A lesson to be learned that there is a lot of risk involved once your 'secret is out.

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    5. Having your finger on the “delete blog button” will do you absolutely no good when there is a mirror copy of it, read(ily) available, on another website!

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    6. Good point, but I suppose I would just skulk away in shame regardless and if anytime brings it up, "wasn't me!"

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  2. It sounds ideal for you, a real Daddy figure to spank you just like you've always wanted!
    I can see why you're unsure though, considering how it's come about. I wouldn't be inclined to meet with him unless he agrees to send you a video of himself masturbating to orgasm in women's underwear while sliding a dildo in and out of his ass (or something even kinkier than that). That way you will have some insurance that you could potentially show to his wife should there be any unpleasantness...

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    1. There won't be unpleasantness! I know him and David does also. And he seems like an experienced player. It would be strange getting a spanking from my former Executive Vice President, though!

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  3. I do like how you ask your readers what you should do, as if you have no idea whatsoever what the overwhelming consensus will be, Julie :P

    Asking a community of kinky spankos if you should indulge a collective fantasy and be disciplined by a strict executive of the business to which we're employed with zero negative ramifications? Yeah, of course we'll say no to that! lmao

    Go get that ass of yours well and truly spanked but be sure to give him a spanking for 'pressuring' a woman of your stature before you leave!

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  4. It your ass in play, do what you really want !

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    1. What a great way of putting it!

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    2. Let's be honest my friend the urge is too strong for you to resist. The only question is how far will you go once your ass get what is needed. Be careful and please resist. Send him on his way after you hand him his ass to him by blistering it while he is restrained. Maybe a little fig inserted as a suprise.

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    3. One other choice for you would be playing the CARD " Let's not and say you did " to your readers.

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    4. Your a big girl who needs that spanking !!!

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  5. As a bit of an aside since I have no helpful advice (way out of my league), I've always found the concept of blackmailing bloggers to be somewhat ridiculous. Like what would such a person expect, scandalous news reports along the lines of "Local woman enjoys kinky sex with husband and other adults, details at 11"? Or reactions of "Oh noes! Someone I'm associated with had teh sex!" It's absurd, and serves no benefit to anyone.

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    1. I guess I agree. My "consequences" would be a good deal of shameful embarrassment, which I would sort of get off on, but which I doubt my husband would. I think we would have to prove to the world what a stud he was, and have him give me a face uncovered fully-streamed public spanking!

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  6. I think that what this senior guy deserves is actually an old and good and humiliating diapering, to learn to not be that intrusive.

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  7. Wow Julie, just when I thought you were running out of exciting new themes for blog posts. You’ve run this blog for a long time now, 10+ years. So many other blogs I’ve followed have been shut down on short notice for reasons like this — someone figuring out the real life identity of the blogger. You’ve been lucky. In fact you’re still lucky. This guy seems genuine and he’s given you a thrill, and an opportunity to live out yet another exciting scene for us readers. You always do care about us don’t you, and try to keep us entertained with your edgy exploits. Well this is pretty edgy I’d say. But knowing what you’ve done in the past and how you like to play, it would seem that a play date with this guy would be right up your alley. The scariness is also what makes it exciting. I for one am confident that you could safely pull this off, and have a dynamite story to share. — Frank

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    1. It's true. I do look for blog fodder, and soon after receiving this (in the PS to my reply already) I thought what an entertaining episode this would be. I'm incorrigible!

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  8. I've been following you for awhile.

    Observations: The blog is still here. There is an element of flirting with danger that appeals to you. Pushing the envelope a little further. Then a little further still. By your own admission, you've gotten lax in naming real locations of your travel. And yet the blog is still here.

    Question: What do you fear more? This former mentor figuring out who you are? Or your husband finding out you've blogged everything for more than just a few weeks. And we know it's EVERYTHING.

    It seems you are asking readers to defend the decision you appear to have already made. All I would suggest you consider: "What's the worst that can happen?" Then think further and ask yourself is that really the worst? When you really ponder it, it can be even worse than what you first imagine. Maybe worse then you can even conjure at all today. Is it worth it?

    And if there are two who know; will there be a third? Absolutely; it's just a matter of time. There may be a third now you just aren't aware of.

    The roller coaster of emotions you admitted to must've been not just "yikes" but really frightening. I am concerned for you.

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    1. Don't be concerned. My husband knows more than I have let on to-date. I'll be blogging about that shortly. And yes, the worst is pretty embarrassing alright, but on the other hand, it's quite an achievement (she says humbly) building a blog with this many viewers.

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  9. Rogering here Julie. I say go for it.Seems like an ideal scenario.He is willing to take a spanking too and you can get the ultimate fantasy of "Daddy" taking your ass virginity.
    Just get health checks on both sides.

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    1. Hey! I'm not sure taking it up the ass is definitely part of anything. Here that, Mr. Stevens?

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  10. a little off the headline but I'd thought you'd enjoy the innuendo at the end of this old American Favorite Show The Nanny. Not sure if ever made its way to Canada. Or if you watched but basically its premise was on a NJ girl kicked out by her ex who goes to sell makeup to a broadway producer's doorstep and becomese the nanny. In this episode she gets in trouble with the law for organizing a illegal singles dating club and selling alcohol for which she must go to her court and her employer must bail her out at the hearing. The episode closes with a rather riske couple of lines where he says shes grounded and then she teases him by suggesting a spanking might be more in order then. You can watch the entire episode or just the last 2 min 46 seconds for the fun part described above.

    Emily

    https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x7y1a7w

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    1. Ha ha! Love the spanking references. I think sexy spanking is so mainstream that most would not blink an eye at it nowadays.

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  11. I see a great opportunity to pursue your Daddy fantasies, and can even switch. If this man has successfully managed the complications of a secret Lifestyle for so long, that speaks to his understanding of Discretion.

    If necessary, maybe have him provide some proof of some past encounters ? If that could be done without betraying some past secret. If it did, would tell you something you need to know.

    Of course, he'll see this, as well, so ...

    -Craig

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    1. He's a serious man, I believe him when he tells me about his lifestyle.

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  12. Take your Spanking. You know you want to, but also bring a Belt with you and turn the tables on him !!

    -Craig

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  13. You could probably trust the dude but its not him you gotta worry about. His wife ain’t cool with you spanking his ass or him spanking yours. If this gets out in your business community those people won’t care that you’re into spanking. They probably are too. They will care that you did it behind his wifes back. You’ll be called a home wrecker. This be trouble Ms J.

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    1. He's already "doing it" with pros, and if he keeps his promises there will be no connecting of the real me to Julie (seems odd saying that, "the real me", when I'm on this blog, IS Julie! She feels more real than the masked timid person I need to be in real life...)

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  14. Mrs,
    You don't need anyone to heighten and deepen your humiliation, you do it very well on your own.
    I remind you, however, that a certain Jean waited for you in vain at the Four Season last week and that he left furious with all his gear (whips, dildos etc ...) and that a certain Miss Chris is waiting for you with her soap: Mr. President will therefore have to put himself in the queue.
    We just hope that you will not be found tied up bare naked (as the times demand) on a railroad track.

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    1. Oh, I did not know we had such an intriguing rendezvous planned! And yes, there is Miss Chris, but Mr. Stevens is closer to home, not a concern in terms of privacy (he already knows what there is to know), and tickles my Daddy fantasies...

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  15. Go for it. But create a more equal relationship in terms of givig him something to risk in being exposed. He said he is willing to be the one getting spanked. So the first time you meet let him be the one in the schoolgirl outfit reporting for her OTK spanking.

    After that indulge your Daddy fantasies all you want.

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    1. Good idea! here that Mr. Stevens? I expect you to show up in panties and schoolgirl attire for a photoshoot first!

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  16. I understand your secret thrill of being outed. I remember being out to restaurants several times where my Mistress would either wear the key to my chastity device on a necklace or on an anklet, just to see who might notice.
    We even tried flirting with one waitress about me being spanked. (Which was inspired by you of course, and your “how do like them apples” post).
    You do a great deal of good for the bdsm community Julie! It would be a shame if you ever had to shut things down due to an outing.

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    1. Nice! I think you told me about that episode before, I remember it a bit? I try to do my part in normalizing perverted kinkiness!

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  17. Miss Julie

    I would hate lose your blogs as well if you had erase get rid of everything you created i know can be risky and all like you said point out there people you know in real world know everything you & David does so real easy figure it out who know maybe lot more people know your into spanking & this blog but choose keep quiet about it

    Give that guy senior vice Person a good old fashion spankings for reading your blog and out you but good thing is he admit he a spanko himself and he switch as well so now you have another spanking friend i understand your feeling on doing spanking with him but i say give him one of those special Ms Julie spankings Hard lol

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  18. Perhaps you could come to some sort of arrangement or set-up with the estimable Miss Violet May on handling the situation.BTW,any idea of how the spanked husband couple from Vsncouver are doing.They had to scrub everything after being identified some time before you started blogging and it would be sad,from my selfish vieepoint for this to be needed.

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    1. I don't have any recollection of that couple at all. But all good things are fleeting, so make the most of today: carpe diem!

      But involving Violet as a go between is interesting...

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  19. If the wife doesn’t know about it don’t do it. No blame but it’s cheating on her.

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    2. The wife wouldn’t see it that way.

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    3. If wifey can't or won't, spanko hubby needs an outlet. Don't let her find out, treat her like a queen. My 2c. Don't hate on me!

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  20. "Mr. Steven's" here.

    First off, deepest apologies to you and all your devoted blog fans for causing you angst and potentially threatening the continued existence of your blog. I had not thought that through properly.

    Honestly, while it would be delightful to play, the opportunity to sit down with you in person and discuss some of the antics in your blog, 1-1, is almost as great a motivation. I am a big fan boy, after all, and meeting THE Ms. Strict Julie would be a dream come true all by itself.

    In re-reading my own email to you in the context of everybody else on your blog reading it, I am myself feeling rather exposed. Very much the silly old man lusting after a pretty young thing he has absolutely no right to lust after. I also much more acutely feel the danger of exposure that you must feel all the time. I would be quite the laughingstock were my name to go public. Had not quite thought that through either.

    I note that many of your readers feel a good Strict Julie thrashing is what I deserve. I cannot disagree, and would willingly submit if you require me to do so. I believe I know what I am "in for" given that video of you spanking your husband in such a humiliating and strict manner.

    I was pleased to read that my note did have the desired impact with regards to getting your famously excitable private areas moist with arousal. I will reiterate, however, that your secret is 100% safe with me, regardless of your decision. That having been said, if you want me to "require you" to show up for your spanking, I am perfectly willing to do so!

    Once again, thank you for being you and for continuing to publish your magnificent blog. I have masturbated to it countless times, even more intensely since I figured out who you were. And also again, my apologies for any angst I have caused, and my apologies to any of your devoted fans that I have upset as a result.

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    1. Good to know that our Miss Julie would be in such responsible and self-aware hands, should she elect to do something with her new potential playymate. This whole episode underscores how corporate boardrooms that seem so buttoned-down on the surface may be seething with sexual undercurrents that are only acknowledged years later. -- Frank

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    2. Too true, Frank!

      Mr. Stevens, I may well want you to "require me". The thought that you have masturbated to my blog, thinking of the real me, makes me feel completely violated. But I think I am enjoying that feeling...

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    3. Mr. Stevens, good to see you posting here too! Might I suggest, much to Julie's "dismay", I'm sure, that a thorough visual examination of her body while she stands with hands on her head might just be the perfect way to begin your little tryst, should it occur?

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    4. That and more I'm sure... blush.

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    5. Indeed, given the opportunity, Ms. Julie will indeed find herself completely stripped and carefully inspected, including bending over and spreading her legs for a full latex-gloved cavity search. Full depth. After that she will be spanked. Very thoroughly spanked I can assure you.

      Mr. Stevens

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    6. Gulp! I will presume you got my note...

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    7. You wondered :
      « Will I have to bend over after my spanking? »
      Now you have an answer to your concern: you will certainly have to do it before.
      What your mentor is exactly looking for, searching into your cavities, is not very clear but it seems it will be a very thorough (for him) and embarrassing (for you) search, especially if he visits the two orifices, hoping that, if treated well, your ass can become, itself too, very welcoming.

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    8. I am blushing in embarrassment already!

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    9. Oh my, I just caught up. Here I thought a nice visual inspection was all poor Julie would have to "suffer" through, but this seems to have evolved quite a bit with Mr. Stevens himself confirming if the tryst occurs a deep cavity search is coming. If I may be so bold as to offer a suggestion, Mr Stevens, I would say Julie ought to be made to expose herself to you. It is one thing to bend over and spread your legs, it's another thing entirely to then have to reach back to spread your cheeks wide open... It's one thing to lay on your back legs splayed open, your slit exposed to your senior, it's another thing entirely to then have to reach down and spread yourself open for him...

      You understand where I'm coming from, Mr Stevens?

      -Kasey

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    10. Wait! Don't suggest THAT!!!

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  21. Honestly, I trust your judgement and there's every reason to believe this guy is on the level, but you've always done well by separating your life as Julie and your real life. If he gets careless then you have a lot more to lose than he does.

    I would avoid a real life meeting, but if you do want one maybe insist on swapping e-mails first. Make him set up a new e-mail account just for chatting with you.

    Playing with the first guy to spot your real identity sets a bad precedent - it could definitely encourage a stalker! I know you like this guy but there are smarter avenues to follow if you do want a new scene partner.

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    1. He can be careless right now, so I have to trust him to not be at any rate. He does have a "burner" email account we will use going forward.

      I don't agree that I am setting a precedent. I feel 100% in control of whether he and I meet or not, and am not fearing any repercussions if I choose not to. If a stalker sleuths or hacks his way to my identity, and threatens me to exchange sex for privacy, he will show up at a hotel room face-to-face with a very stern RCMP officer, and, unfortunately, "Julie" will have to retire.

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  22. Wasn't it bound to happen? I would have thought this would have crossed your mind. I thought about my situation and it becoming known, then just accepted it. Can't have the Good without the Bad. Your blog is well respected as you are, so you will accept and handle this. Jack

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    1. It absolutely has crossed my mind. I am surprised it does not happen more often. And I feel as you do.

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    2. My wife reminded me, that I wanted to be spanked, and she said she would, but on her terms. I came out and that meant fully coming out. I told you I've been spanked, seen afterwards, and I don't care, having nothing to hide. My marriage is strong, I'm a better person, because of the spankings. Who cares what other think, we all have our secrets, and all will come out in time, just a fact of life. Jack

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  23. Hello Julie. Oh my! I’ve been following you for a very long time. Not the very beginning but for many years. You are the woman many of us fantasize about. Why is my wife not like Julie? How can I find someone to play with me like Julie. The other aspect to all of this is your are very sexy and beautiful. That amazing little bottom. That one photo of your gorgeous pussy. I know I speak for everyone man in here - we’d all love our chance with you. 😳😳😳🤭. Now here comes someone like us - been reading your blog for years. I’m sure jerks off to your blog like us and he knows you! And has already fantasized about you in rl. Damn! I know this is tricky ground but I feel like you need to give the man something. If not just to ensure silence but for the rest of us. All of us want to know what it would be like to really get a spanking from you. To be pegged by you. To smell you. To taste you. 😱😎. I’m not saying you give him it all but if he agrees or deliver back a first person description of the events - it’s a gift for us all. He’s obviously highly intelligent and writes well. So, here’s what I think. You started as a domme. He gets that. Strict Julie. The spanking of his life (don’t kill him pls) and a thorough pegging by you. 😈😈🙀. I do think you need to give him some satisfaction. He was your mentor and it amps up the naughtiness factor. Since this is round 1 you should sit on his face and ‘make’ him lick you. Ass and pussy. We all want to know what that gorgeous pussy tastes like. 🤭🤫. And you can just here him off to finish if you’re so inclined. Or send him home with the blue balls of his life. I also thank you for being you. I sometimes wonder if you’re real. You’re almost too good to be. Please continue being you regardless but this has the makings of something very hot! 😘😘

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    1. Is this a delurk comment? I recall no previous commenter with the amount of emojis as you. Ha ha!

      Thank you for the lovely compliments. I do feel a certain obligation to Mr. Stevens for being such a gentleman about it all. But I'm sure that was his nefarious panty-entry plan! Shame on you, Mr. Stevens, for so manipulating an innocent such as myself!

      I love the "(don't kill him pls)" Ha ha ha ha! Will I bring the heavy hardwood paddle, the heavy leather tawse, and the Delrin cane??? And maybe Adam needs to visit a bum other than my husband's for once? If I'm dominant, he would have to prove his devotion over several heavy sessions before being allowed anywhere near my asshole with his tongue. Pussy is out of the question.

      Of course, if I'm, submissive, would I even have a say????

      Decisions, decisions, decision.

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    2. Thanks Julie. Emojis are just more fun. 🤷‍♂️ I would think if he were not as experienced Adam would really be a punishment. Perhaps that’s what you’d like. But I do think if you were to see him - it would have to still be domme to start. He needs to get his ‘punishment’ and then you can reevaluate. And he already offered as you pointed out. I can’t wait to hear what you decide. 😘😘

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    3. While I would enjoy spanking him, and he would enjoy being spanked by me, it seems a bit artificial, as he has expressed a preference for spanking me, and my fantasies are circling around that same neighborhood. And besides, it's MR STEVENS. The EVP! What's a slip of a junior manager like me have to say about it?

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    4. Sure. I get how you’ve arrived at this point. BUT it’s going to be harder for you ti go back and be the domme if you walk in as the sub. Especially with your last and him being your superior. I also just feel that you started all this as a domme - he should get you kike that first. Proper spanking and pegging to earn the right to domme you. But you seem to be a bit smitten with him. I just want to hear from him what you were like on both sides of this. I think the best domme exp you’ll give him is If yiu go first.

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    5. We've been negotiating over email. It will be a switch scene and he will be on top first because I want it like that. It will not be hard at all for me!

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    6. Ok! You are the master at all this. Will you be pegging him as the grand finale?

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    7. Yes, that has been negotiated. After Mr. Stevens has his jollies at my expense, which will not include anal or vaginal intercourse, he will be put in his place, bending over to take it like a woman in very much the same manner he secretly desires to have me.

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    8. This is tremendously hot and sexy. Well done Julie! Will you be letting him taste you?

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  24. In a not so sexist world, you should blow this guy's ass out with a hard and long pegging session to see if he learns to not snoop where he wasn't called.

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    1. He didn't "snoop", he just read my blog and recognized me. That's on me. But the long hard pegging remains a possibility. He did offer up his ass to me...

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  25. I had a similar experience. I was an active member of a BDSM organization. I was running for a seat on the board of directors. This was a live organization with a strict code of privacy. I was on my job (management consultant) and a woman at a client office smiled and said, "I voted for you." I smiled weakly and said, "Thank you." In all my years of active participation in the community, that never happened.

    I finally decided that if someone recognizes me from my blog or BDSM experience, it means they also are involved and have as much to lose as me. Mr. Stevens has as much to lose as you. Keep that in mind. :)

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    1. Did you get the sense she was interested in taking you for a spin? Why else raise it?

      And yes, I agree with what you say. Having Mr. Stevens "find me out" is more titillating than unpleasant in the end.

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    2. At that time I was topping exclusively. She wasn't interested in doing anything with me. She just wanted me to know she was a fan. I was shocked at first, then amused. I don't think there was much risk of outing me. To do that, she would have to out herself.

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  26. Je ne comprends pas trop votre message et appel, si c'est du 1er ou 2eme degrés, si c'est un veritable chantage, ou si c'est dans l'odre des fantasmes avec cette personne ?
    Si c'est un vrai chantage, il ne faut en rien ceder, ces personnages qui ne respectent rien, n'on aucune pitié a recevoir, car votre vie est la votre, comme vous l'entendez, et qu'elle ne nuit a personnne,,,
    Les gens qui font du chantage sont des moins que rien, et ne merite aucune attention...
    Faite votre vie comme bon vous senble, faite nous participer , comme ce que je fais aussi de mon coté, que si vous le voulez l'entendre,,,
    Car dans la vie rien de dois etre forcé, mais seulement avec consentement … longue vie a votre blog, dont je suis attentivement pour mon bon plaisir...
    je vous souhaite un jour une bonne fessée avec votre vrai papa, pour vous combler dans votre recherche...
    les fessées de mes filles me font bander , mais les recits de vos fessées aussi , merci ….

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    1. I do not feel it is at all blackmail. I feel I have all choices intact. But because I feel so secure it is not that, it leaves me free to fantasize...

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  27. Ms. Julie:
    For my humble opinion, my concerns would be along the lines of the previous commenter
    (anonomous) on 26 April at 3:23.
    For myself, my wife is aware of my desires and needs but is unwilling/unable to "accommodate" (her word)  them.  She knows I've occassionally been to see pros, etc. and is ok with it but doesn't ever want to know  the specifics ( what,when, where, who) of what I do along those lines.
    If Mrs. Stevens is in that same boat at least at that level ( do you feel like maybe she is?) then I would say absolutely by all means go for it! 
     But if she's unaware and finds out on her own - which would be the worst case scenario but always a possibility in tryst situations- and even though no love connection between you and Mr. Stevens, she could react in both reasonable and unreasonable ways which could cause serious damage to you. 
    I realize that's a lot of ifs and maybes  but I feel there would be that risk if she's not down with it at least on some level, and I just don't want to see you get in a mess.
    But I know you're a ballsy lady and  boy there's so much fun to be had here!   Tough to pass up this chance, that's for sure. 
     It sounds like you're working through this decision with eyes open, and that's the main thing.
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  28. I think you already know, deep down, that you'll play with him. I've been reading your blog for a while know, and I've noticed that when you get an idea/fantasy in your head, it digs away at you until your compulsion to act is too strong to resist. He seems trustworthy, as far as your identity goes, and we all know he scratches your Daddy itch. But this time, your Daddy will spank you as hard as you truly deserve, and you'll be a very, very sorry young lady.

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    1. Am I wrong? Isn't this a bit like flipping a coin but hoping it lands tails up? You know that you could have been more careful about potential identifiers. You've admitted being outed is a thrill. I think you wanted some enterprising spanko in your personal circle to follow the breadcrumbs. And much like prancing around in your underthings in front of your real father, I think this Daddy should find your behavior very unacceptable.

      I know he says he switches, but I think you need to only submit to him, not the other way around. He was your boss, he occupies the same strata as your father, and neither one of those positions should end up at the mercy of a misbehaved little girl.

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    2. Ohhhh, I agree totally! The connection to my antics around my Dad as a teen is very insightful.

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  29. It’s occurring to me that we can help Julie by suggesting scenarios for Mr. Stevens to play out with her, since he’s reading this too. If Julie herself were to suggest something like that it would be topping from the bottom. So we can help her out with that. I’m thinking it might be fun for Mr. Stevens to do a flashback to when he was Julie’s mentor and how things might have gone if he’d known then what he knows now about her secrets. Especially in the highly hypothetical case in which Julie messed up or disappointed her mentor in some way. Even though we know that in real life such a thing never happened, still it would make a great scene for the kind of play we know they would both like to do, but that Julie can’t or shouldn’t suggest for the reason mentioned above. That’s my idea. But maybe other readers have other ideas. We can really help Julie out here because we are objective third parties to this situation, but we have some knowledge of the players. — Frank

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    1. Yes, we can help Julie, Franck, I follow you.
      Could you be more precise about what Mr Stevens is going to do with Julie ?
      I propose for my part that he forbids her to shave her pussy from now until the tryst. When the time comes he will be able to
      1 - rub the hair in her ass's crack with his finger, describing his sensations in the most humiliating way for Julie
      2 - shave her pussy and her asshole carefully, taking care to stretch the skin so as not to injure it.

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    2. Frank - we are in the same wavelength re scene. We have already negotiated much of the scene, but the more inspiration for Mr. Stevens the better.

      Sterny - ahhhhhhhh... ooooooooooook....

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  30. Are you going to go straight there in schoolgirl outfits or are you going to put it on once in the bedroom?

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  31. How are you going to explain all this to David? Are you going to lie to him? How to do otherwise? I got goosebumps ! Also at the thought of finding myself in position, the bare skin of my thighs rubbing on the flannel of Mr. Stevens...

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    1. Yes, David has been consulted and approval (gleefully) obtained. David says Mr. Stevens still has a lot of connections and I might benefit professionally going over his knee ;-)

      And yes... that thought...

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  32. Oh, please, peg him! Peg him hard! Peg him hardest until he starts speak soft!

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  33. Oh, My Goodness... this is getting to be complicated for you! We had Ms. Chris what... three weeks back?... discovering your use of her photograph sans authorization. That one's still unresolved, right? Now we have Mr. Stevens sniffing around 'your door'... and both situations at least hint as personal meetings. And on top of that all, there is possibility of involving Violet either as a proxy for you, or directly in the flesh! Just think of the possibilities!!! You 'owe' Ms. Chris; Mr Stevens owes you, or maybe you owe him, or both; and as to Violet, well, she seems to believe EVERYONE is in her stable. OH, and let's not forget Sue!!! Surely you can script a cameo for her!

    This will be very interesting to watch as it develops. Keep us posted please!

    And as always, thank you for being you!

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  34. A few of your readers brought up "Mr. Stevens'" wife, and even Mr. Stevens himself appears to realize how poorly that part comes across ("a refrain I'm sure you've heard many times"). I agree 100% that this is on Mr. Stevens and not on Julie (it's always the cheating spouse's fault and not the other man/woman). But Julie "giving a hall pass to kinky husbands of vanilla wives" really bothers me.

    Julie, imagine a size queen who prefers cocks that are much larger than her husband's, but still chose to marry her husband and make the usual promises to love and be faithful, which her husband reasonably expects not to be broken (and does not break his own, despite lusting after women with larger breasts than those of his wife). The woman starts fucking other guys behind her husband's back, and her excuse is that she reeeeally needs that big cock and her husband is just unable to provide. Is this ok in your books?

    I can probably come up with an analogous reason to justify literally every instance of cheating. There is always *something* that the other person provides and that the spouse does not, be it spanking, big cock, or... erotic massage. I don't think it's ok to cheat in any of these situations, and I don't see why "kink" (and what do we even mean by this? there is no such thing as a vanilla/kink binary, instead there are millions of things that individual people can be into) should hold a special place among the excuses.

    What IS ok is if there is an ex ante agreement between the parties, as you and David appear to have. If Mr. Stevens had informed his wife from early in their acquaintance that he was into spanking, and she had informed him that she was not, and he had brought up the possibility of seeing pros and semi-pros, and she expressed her agreement... then, yes, what he is doing is ok. Otherwise, it is not.

    You are, of course, not responsible for his actions; but seeing you condone cheating is not attractive (in fact, it almost reeks of a defense mechanism built by a woman who had herself been a victim of cheating in those early massage days).

    P.S. And since Mr. Stevens reads this blog too, an aside for him: if you have not done so already, please man up and have an open conversation with your supposedly beloved wife. It's far too late to obtain her real consent (assuming she is also in her 60s, she would have spent the best decades of her life married to a man under a false illusion, and is now limited in her options due to habit, living quarters, children, etc). But it may not be too late to partially make up via reciprocation, by giving her carte blanche to pursue whatever forbidden interests she may have had and suppressed for your benefit.

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    1. I would apply the same logic to any compulsive fetish that the spouse cannot in good conscience insist on their partner indulging. Spankos have it very bad that way. His wife may indeed know of his shenanigans and choose to ignore. True infidelity is a romantic relationship that threatens the marriage. If a man is deeply in love with his wife, and seeks an occasional spanking partner outside of it, I actually think it's healthy, provided he can keep a damn secret.

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  35. Well Julie, you are certainly gettin great audience participation on this one. Not that I'm surprised in the least. Looking forward to the next installment. Maybe this can be a chapter in your next book which could be about your real-life adventures, because those are the best kind. And you've probably got that book already half written. Just collect up some old blog posts... -- Frank

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    1. Real life is always reserved for the blog.
      I write fiction to imagine the could have been, should have beens.
      I'm not sure what my next book should be. Any suggestions re theme?

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  36. My goodness! I am overwhelmed by the commentary and suggestions. I don't know how Ms. Julie keeps up with it as she does. I do note some of the times of her replies are smack dab in the middle of her working day, and some very, very late at night, so I have my suspicions. Perhaps a little more nose to the grindstone at work, young lady?

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    1. Yes Sir, I have been naughty that way, but some of my meetings are just soooooooo boring.

      And congratulations on figuring out how to properly sign a comment! Pretty good for a Boomer, I'd say.

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    2. Your work attitude and degree of respect for your elders is noted.

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    3. Yikes, your butt just got about 30 shades of red darker than it otherwise would have been, Julie. Such a brat.

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    4. I am not expecting mercy when Sir has me bare bottom up across his suit trousers.

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    5. I can't believe Julie's been essentially working out of her bedroom for a year without anyone spotting an out of place butt plug, paddle, jar of lube etc, considering how careless/provocative she's been of late!

      I am also dismayed, though not entirely surprised, at the level of bratting/goading/plain rudeness coming from her before she's even seen what the man is capable of! I'm predicting a blistered/bruised ass and a snotty, tearful cocksucking. Mr Stevens may want his own bottom reddened and pegged, but the idea of him getting dommed by Strict Julie is laughable at this point.

      Dear me Julie, not even a handful of days between "Should I be worried about this?" to "David says yes, spank my naughty bum" and "Just don't put it in my downstairs holes!" Your pussy gets wet and it's caution to the wind! I hope he cums in your face and hair and sends you back home reeking of his manly scent!

      Well, at least it'll be nice for us to get some fresh pictures of your lovely bottom! I have no doubt you'll enjoy being manhandled into a number of humiliating positions and spreading yourself open even more than before! Maybe we'll even get a glimpse of your Krusty the Klown feet!

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    6. Thank you Tanky, you know I always appreciate a good dressing down. ❤️

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    7. You are most welcome! Every time I think I might have pushed it too far you seem to appreciate it more than ever!

      I do feel a little bit duped; buying your hemming and hawing and fake concern over your being outed by Mr Stevens, when all along you just want him to slap your ass raw and stick his cock in your mouth so you can show how good you've gotten performing your "wifely duties!" I hope he makes you beg him to stop and doubles down when you do, leaving you a gibbering wreck!

      When I think of poor David and the punishment he got after you basically made him take it from Trina and Sue and the like, and meanwhile you've been getting your jollies from your masseuse, Tracy and John, Mistress Violet, your own sister... I hope this time after your dalliance David really gives you what for! Incidentally, I can't believe that's his real name - that really is reckless - I don't think you were nearly so worried about being caught when you were on the giving end of your S and M adventures, but now your chickens are coming home to roost!

      Being outed as Strict Julie would have earned you the respect of your female colleagues and fear from your male subordinates. Nobody would penalise you for writing about how you answered your husband's call and took charge in and out of the bedroom. Being outed as Julie 2.0, with your bum and boobs and pussy out on display will just earn you pity and derision. The only way you'll get to the executive boardroom now is if they decide to pass around your ass and mouth as a perk for senior management!

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    8. To Mr. Stevens and the 'nose to the grindstone' comment; as a former supervisor/PM with responsibility for meeting budgets and schedules, I understand your concerns; but you and I both know that 'when you have to go, you have to go'. So you get up from your desk, answer the call, and then get back to work. I'm sure it's sort of like that with Julie; she's obviously a 'highly tuned" young lady. I'll guess she's making up for the time she spends 'scratching her itches' during the work day. Please have at least a little mercy!!

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    9. Maybe Julie should have to provide a doctor's note, excusing her if she should need to masturbate during the work day. Then she could deal with her urges in a professional manner.


      "Please excuse me, I have to go to my office and rub one out; I'm easily distracted!"

      Or maybe whenever a meeting is scheduled Julie should get there early to wank off, so she won't be a nuisance when the meeting starts. As a model employee I'm sure she'll jerk off anyone on her team as well! I bet she'll soon be running the top division!

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  37. Although inconvenient to your apparently predetermined course of action my sympathies are with the wife of Mr Stevens. A secret sexual encounter is infidelity whether romance is involved or not. Kink is built on mutual consent and an important party has been ignored here. It’s a no go in my view.

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    1. That's fine, you have your moral views. I do not share them. I believe the moral thing is to allow an outlet for a deeply held fetish without the spouse having to know if it would upset her and the relationship. I suggest you comport yourself according to your moral outlook, and I shall do the same. Do not attempt to project your morality onto me.

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  38. You must be impatient to be able to recall this rewarding period of your professional life again.
    Have you already set the date, time and place for your "business" meeting?

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    1. I am!
      Not quite yet due to lockdown complications, but hopefully in June.

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  39. No need to take offence. You sought advice and it was honestly given. Duty done. Whether you follow it or not is your affair.

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    1. Well, when it's a morality lesson it feels less like advice, just sayin'.

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  40. The assonance of the two names makes Mr Stevens evoke Sir Stephen, the domineering and demanding master of O, elder than her, in History of O.
    An idea to remember? O should no longer wear underwear and always pull up the back of her skirt before sitting down.
    Of course Sir Stephen doesn't get his ass screwed in part 2 ...

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    1. I was aware of that. I wonder if I chose it subconsciously?

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  41. I remember quite well the Tracy John Series , I do believe your ability to do your home work and bring home passing grades improved immensely

    Paddle Daddy

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  42. Completely agree that you should show up dressed as an aspiring executive and would love to see your spanking begin skirt up and panties down. But after he sees you squirming over his knee, I think it would be delicious for him to bring you down a peg or two. After a proper belting, he tells you that you have been demoted to secretary, or back to school, or just a maid. Once you are dressed for your new role, he should command that you get on your knees to perform your new duties.

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    1. I like being naked. Some women are empowered by their nudity, I get quite deeply ashamed by mine!

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  43. Seeing that he is aware of your blog picture taking photos should not be out of the question. An executive standing in corner with a pencil skirt around her waist and panties at knees would make a hot photo.

    A separate section of your spanking photos, much like your fictional stories would be pretty cool. A Strict Julie as a bottom section.

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    1. I won't make it easy for you. Such photos are my little Easter eggs to you all.

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  44. What a delightfully scary possibility. Everything you crave and worry about at the same time.
    I am certain it will happen, and you will have a wonderful experience. Lucky girl!!!!!!!!!
    bottoms up
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    1. I sense no lack of willingness on Mr. Steven's part!

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    2. Everyone who reads your blog would enjoy being Mr. Stevens, as would I
      bottoms up
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