Monday, December 12

Belting Tomorrow!

Tomorrow is the day I'm going to be picked up by Tracy, taken out shopping, and then returned to her and her husband's home to be used and abused, and hopefully made love to. I am very excited!

Here is me out at the shops (courtesy Daddy!)


And here is me towards the end of the evening!


With me no doubt doing some of this to her along the way...


I do want to be owned by her in bed!


Of course, first I need to pay for the privilege with a very scary and exciting belting to my naked rear end in front of her husband!


And there's a chance I'll be taken with a strap-on in front of him.

And even still a chance that I will be taken by him at his wife's direction and as she pleases...

But that's all still for tomorrow...

Last week, Tracy dropped in unexpectedly on me (Tray Asserts Her Rights) for what turns out to have been two reasons. One was to let me know she owns my ass; and the other, as it turned out, was to have an extended chat with my husband. david has since told me what they talked about (it was not a secret, so there was no conflict for him to share it with me).

First I received my paddling, and then I got grounded to my room for two hours. Tracy roped david into the subterfuge of pretending Tracy had left. But then they tiptoed down into the basement where they could talk behind closed doors.

First she told him what she had just done, including the grounding, and asked david's opinion if I was still excited and enjoying everything. He assured her I was. She asked about the dropping in unexpectedly as well, and david told her it was great. Just the sort of thing I would do in her place. He did say I would not be enjoying my grounding, but that I would accept it as part and parcel of her dominance. Which was again accurate. david knows me well, and we have talked a lot about Tracy lately (and her husband).

She then told him that she was thinking of taking me out for some public play in the shops. Would that be ok or did she need to check with me first? No, was david's assessment, she could just go ahead and do it. He says I love the excitement and adrenaline rush of public play, which is exactly right, and he knows it would excite me to play that way with Tracy.

She then said she was going to sneak back upstairs and quickly enter the room to see if I was behaving myself. If I was, I was going to get a reminder spanking. If I wasn't, I was going to get a punishment spanking. david thought that was a great idea. He bet her that I would be playing with myself when she dropped in. He was right on that also...

After that second humiliation and paddling, she then said she was leaving and I would be left up to my own devices during my grounding and that I needed to obey her in this, so I did.

Unbeknownst to me at the time, she went back down into the basement to have a lengthier chat with david before she actually left.

He says she showed him the confiscated dildo and told him he was right about me diddling myself. She said she strapped my palms while having me keep the dildo up in me. david congratulated her on her creativity and told her she was a natural. She says it seemed the obvious thing after I asked her if I could take it out. I knew it. Should have just taken it out without asking. Might not have tweaked the idea in her.

She put the dildo down on the little table between their two chairs (both facing the TV set which was off). She set it down so that it stood up. david said he was very distracted and a bit horny looking at the dildo that had so recently been up my pussy in Tracy's presence. He also thought it very odd that Tracy was down there chatting with him as equals about me like that!

She then said she wanted to talk to david about his boundaries concerning me, and get a better idea of my boundaries without directly asking me. He said he could definitely help with that.

First she asked if he was cool with John watching me get spanked nude in front of him. david says that he told her that he was totally down with that. That he's not at all the jealous type. He says she looked a little askance at him, and suggested maybe he should be a bit more jealous as I was a very attractive woman (BEAM!). He assured her we were very secure in our relationship, and that involving her or even her husband, was absolutely fine.

She then told him about out little banter about the strap-on dildo, and possibly getting it from her in front of her husband. He said that I was still thinking about that, but that she should not at all be surprised if I showed up with my strap-on, and if so, she should use it on me, and in front of her husband was what I was expecting. All true. We had discussed that.

She then asked what if it went further? Would we both be ok with more involvement from John? He said that for his part he was cool with literally anything at all that I wanted. He said that for my part I would be ok with John touching me if directed by Tracy, even intimately (he and I had discussed this explicitly). They defined "intimate touching" as anything short of deep penetration with the fingers, which would cross the line, but that even light penetration was ok (True, but BLUSH! A strange man's hand THERE!)

He also says that he made it clear to her the distinction between John being dommy with me, and John doing things because Tracy told him to. He cautioned her about my little panic attacks when men get dommy with me and advised her to make sure John understood that really well. She assured him she would pass that on and stress the importance of that with John. Good!

She asked what about more sexual things, if she "forces" him and I to do it? Again david reiterated that he was very cool with anything I decided, but that I had not yet made up my mind, and that she needed to check with me really explicitly before anything like that went down. She asked what would be the likely boundaries if I were to agree? david correctly told her that it was nothing or everything. That I have no "medium" position, only "off" and "high"! He knows me so well.

She asked if I was on the pill. He told her I was. In turn, he asked if she and her husband were safe? She told him that it's been over 10 years since they had sex with anybody but one another, and no STD symptoms at all. But that they would be happy to have John use a condom if it came to that. He told her that he would pass that on to me and let me decide. She then asked about us, and david was able to respond similarly.

He reminds her though, that I have still not made up my mind on "forced sex" with John, that I am worried that it's cheating on him regardless of how ok he is with it.

Tracy then asked david if we would be up for a threesome with her, as John has given his blessing to that with his own anything goes. david tells me he blushed and got very excited. He said it would be ok with him (ha!), but she obviously needs to check with me.

She said that assuming I am ok with John being sexual with me, that she would be ok with david being sexual with her in a threesome situation, but just once. If we wanted to do it again, it would need to be all four of us. david told her he understood. Tracy tried convincing him that it would be fun that way, and that the guys would not even need to touch one another if they didn't want to.

She then quizzed david a bit regarding his lifestyle with me. According to david she said it's hard for her to get her head around a husband submitting to his wife like he does. For her, it's the total opposite. In bed, John is King. She asked if we had ever tried it the more "natural way" (her words)? She told him that it may be really fulfilling for us as a couple if we tried. david said he got the distinct sense she was trying to "convert us", almost in a religious sense, to a more traditional male-dom relationship! They are, against all odds, Baptists, believe it or not. david says he was polite, did not argue the point, and remained very non-committal.

That's when she told him that it was his job to "release me" after my two hours were up, but to help him, because she felt sorry for him, she told him that it was her orders that he give me straight up missionary style intercourse. He told her to fuck me and shoot his load deep into me like a real man and that my "cunt was ready for him" (!!!). She added that he mustn't let me cum, and to tell me I was not allowed to cum until the next time she saw me, because she wanted me "hot and ready for her".

He said he warned her that if he did that, that I would submit because it came from her, but that afterwards he would get his ass beat for sure. He knows me so well. She said she doubted that. That a "proper fucking" would "tame me". "If you say so..." is how he replied. Ha ha!

Weird that Tracy is meddling like that in our dynamic. She had not let anything on to me, and seemed to enjoy it when I spanked david in front of her (panties pulled down) and made him cum for her. But in retrospect, she did compare david to John a lot, and mention how forceful and "manly" her husband is in bed compared to my husband, and how much she enjoys John being like that with her, and even suggesting I needed a taste of that myself.

Well maybe I do, but ain't nothing touching my relationship with my husband! But I'm quite confident in that and will enjoy watching Tracy try to switch that around to the "natural order of things". Ha! And it sounds as if she's putting her money where her mouth is, offering up her own fuck holes for my husband to use during our proposed threesome. Now I'm tempted. Let him ravish the chick to his heart's content,


and then make her watch while I take my husband's asshole hard with my strap-on!


Game on!

But I'm not really thinking too much about that now. Tonight I will be doing some soul searching. Will I bring the strap-on and let her fuck me in front of John? Probably. Will I allow John access to my fuck holes at Tracy's command? Part of me wants it bad. Part of me says it's a bridge too far. I don't know!

Daddy teased me by saying this is how I'm 'gonna look after my beltin'...


Hope not!

Tracy also teased me a bit today by txt. Very subtle. Very girly!

Her: What are you wearing today? Describe to me in detail
Me: Skirt, pantyhose, blouse, jacket
Her: Nice, very professional. What kind of panties?
Me: Cute. Red with lace
(I was in a business meeting at work when I wrote that!)
Her: Very nice!!! I've been hearing from Daddy that you have been a little brat and teasing him. What did you do????
Me: Teased him for not understanding smileys. Too old!
Her: I will have to give you a few hard smacks for that!

Heart is beating hard. Nice to feel so alive!

67 comments:

  1. Can't wait to hear all about it. Remember do what you are comfortable with. Oh and good thing you stopped bratting and didn't the switching otherwise it'd be on a sore ass!!

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  2. Soon you will feel dominance and being used which can be very exciting as you well know. Maybe after your strap on is used on your pussy she might roll you over for some anal play with it all while John watches and Tracy whispers in your ear how she now owns you and will use you to her enjoyment.
    archedone

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  3. Tracy does seem to want to "reform" you and David in the bedroom, though I'm not sure prescribing missionary sex with no orgasim for the woman is a good way to sell that. If she's very dedicated to if you could see if she'd be willing for you two to walk a mile in each other's shoes, you'll try some less dominant sex with your hubby only if she'll try taking charge with hers!

    Hope the shopping and other things go well

    -Eve

    P.S if you're going to be "forced" into more missionary sex with david, have you tried cock rings? Keeps him harder for longer but you can also get ones with vibs attached for more stimulation on the parts that need it

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    1. Great idea! No way she will go for it but wonderful way to make a point!

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  4. Wow. That little revelation on Tracy's view of dominance and gender was like a splash of ice water. As you know, I love your blog but don't read it to fuel fantasies for myself, although I am only human and I would be lying if I said there was no sexual element to my reading here. It is just not my primary motivation. However, Tracy managed to shut down that aspect quite decisively with her comments to David and apparent agenda.

    What is it about people that demands acceptance for their own quirks while looking down at the quirks of others? (Check out my cartoon "I'm weird but you're weirder " on my main website)

    I'm impressed that David handled that as well as he did. And I like how you are taking her comments as a bit of a personal challenge. I'm not so sure I would be as nice about it. I know her view combined with her reliance on your Daddy's direction is watering down her dominant image and making her actions seem more like bait to get action for her husband than deliciously dominant mischief (like yours do).

    All the best my dear!

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    1. It did not cool my fervour at all! I think it's cute that she's trying. Also, subtly humiliating for david that this woman is so eager for him to become a "real man". It implies her opinion of him now is very much less than that.

      And yes, she's been fairly obvious about seeking her husband's involvement. I mean, thats what they do as swingers. A leopard can't change it's stripes. I'm enjoying playing with that.

      Methinks she doesn't know whom she is dealing with!

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    2. I think it's leopard can't change its spots.

      Tracey does seem to be trying to push toward their "natural" proclivity as a means of getting John more comfortably involved. She alluded to that during david's paddling "it only works if everyone is involved". So it could be that this social submissive experiment is headed for its inevitable conclusion.

      The only thing is that Tracy does seem to enjoy the spanking you part! Hence her asking david if you were still excited about it. As much as Daddy may have coached her she seems to bring a lot of her own to the table as well. After all she did do her research for your first paddling. Also the hand strapping with inserted dildo was quick thinking on her part.

      Enjoy to tonight, may you get everything your hoping for and the belt whipping you deserve.☺☺

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    3. Good for you! Maybe you can open her eyes? If not, perhaps ask her in her Baptist tradition if her god finds 'swinging' acceptable......as long as it is done in a male-dominant fashion?

      And if she's such a believer in "the natural way " why is she so willing to use a strap-on on you?

      Typical "liberated" hypocrite 🙄.

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    4. Not very logical, I agree. But that's what's fun about her!

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  5. Julie, I am enjoying the subbie journey here that you are describing, but also want you to never forget who you are, and what you mean to all of us male bottoms out here...What you have with David is so unique and fun. It inspires the rest of us...

    stevie

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    1. My own thoughts is that I am unwilling to submit to any man. Is it not even more emasculating to you boys that I would consider doing that for a woman only? If she wants to use her husband like a dildo, that is not the thing that bothers me!

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    2. You have that absolutely right! For subbie hubbys out there, your are the ultimate model of what we want out of the woman who controls us. And it is emasculating that you will submit to a woman but not your own husband. Stick to your guns and give in to no man!

      Gary

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    3. "Is it not even more emasculating to you boys that I would consider doing that for a woman only?"

      Oh hell no!
      Guys should submit to women and women should submit to women :)
      Nothing emasculating there.
      -tomas

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    4. Sarcasm, tomas, really? It's the lowest form of humour. ;-)

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    5. You nailed it Ms Julie! It's so hard, yet extremely arousing, to realize that I worship you and would completely obey you, yet you ate being used and humiliated by someone else...another woman at that! It definitely moves me down another peg! Kudos to you for your enjoyment with it all, but also for reducing us loyal subbies to an even deeper, more humiliating posture!

      Respectfully,
      doc

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  6. Jackie, my best friend and I go walking each morning, sometimes not always we return and take a shower and enjoy one another. Once my husband came home when we were in the bedroom, my friend is single. The look on his face, out of bed he said sternly and to my shock he gave both of us such a spanking that I was so moist and my friend also. We undressed my husband and sure enough he was so hard and so large that even our small bed was not enough and so a romp on the floor was beyond words. We all took a shower and since then my husbands has come up with reason to give us both a spanking, we face the wall, we act like a naughty little girls, pout the whole works. He enjoys it and especially when we undress him and promise to be good little girls. Never knew a spanking would get me so exited and my girlfriend now wishes to find a man to spank her. My husbands tells us both we have very beautiful spankable bottoms and we smile, rubbing our redden spanked bottoms Thank him and remind him we will be naughty little girls so Daddy can spank his naughty little girls.

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    1. Sounds like a delicious way to play! You two deserved that spanking for making out like that behind his back.

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  7. Ms Julie

    It occurs to me a shopping trip could include being left less than fully clothed in a dressing room for an uncomfortable period of time - after, before or independent of a spanking. Tracy simply goes in to help you try on something then walks out with both sets of clothes. You're sitting there in bra and panties wondering when she'll be back. Maybe she's off for a latte.

    You'll hear others coming in and out, and trying your door to see if it's open. "I wonder what she's doing in there", you'll hear someone say.

    You're unlikely to be respectably clothed in entirety when Tracy allows you to leave, I'm guessing. (It's a fantasy I have for myself, anyway)

    -Rosco

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    1. Wow!
      Did not happen that way for me (thank goodness!)
      But it's an awesome thing I am strongly considering for david!

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    2. Good luck with leaving David in a dressing room in nothing but his panties. You don't really need to leave the store of course - I am sure you'll push it to exactly the right point.

      Irene told me about a new lingerie store in our neighborhood - a little intimate boutique. She intends to thrash my bottom, then send me in with instructions.

      -Rosco

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  8. Dear lil mis jullie, Thank you for sharing what went on between David and Tracy. I wonder if Tracy will change once she gets a licking from david, with Julie permission. I do wonder what she will say to the fact you did punish david? I also wonder what the bet is that David won? That could lead to some interesting play.

    I do hope you have fun and it is safe. It is good that you and David are so close that he shared you anxiety about push males.

    pie pie 4 now
    Jennifer the pieclown

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    1. Maybe so! Once she feels what a "real orgasm" is from a properly submissive boy's well-trained tongue! Ha Ha!

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  9. One of your best, love!!

    Like a little kid sent to bed Christmas Eve, it won't be thoughts of sugarplums that will keep you from sleeping. All night long - a little damp 'down there', I'm guessing.

    So many great sentences in this one, particularly:

    "Tracy then asked david if we would be up for a threesome with her, as John has given his blessing to that...."

    Gee. And David was OK with that. Whodathunkit?

    As I did once before after reading one of your posts, sometime this evening as the sun sets I'm going to have my end of day take-the-pain-away cocktail. And when I do I'm going to stand and face Canada, lift the martini glass and silently to myself toast: "To David. The luckiest son-of-a-bitch on the planet!"

    Just for you kid!

    A.J.

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    1. Thank you.
      I actually do want to give david that threesome (OMG - I'm like Tracy now!). So I did figure I had to give John a little somethin-somethin to keep the game going.

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    2. Riiight! You just did it for little davie!
      How wonderfully self-sacrificing you are!
      I bet it was soo hard to push your sweet ass up just a little higher and moan convincingly while you thought of david!
      -tomas
      (that's sarcasm!)

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    3. It would ironic if the submissive David got more out of the threesomes with you and Tracy than the dominant John.

      I am definitely rooting for satisfying the submissive.

      -Rosco

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  10. "Her: What are you wearing today? Describe to me in detail
    Me: Skirt, pantyhose, blouse, jacket"


    No bra!!!?? At the office! So slutty.

    I like that!

    A.J.

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  11. Before the big event, would you please share more details about Tracy and your attraction to her? Rereading the beginning of this sequence of events, it seemed that you were very casual friends and it is remarkable how far and how fast this adventure has progressed. What indications did you have that she might be game for this and that you would be comfortable pursuing it with her? And how difficult was it to open up to her about what you wanted to do while risking that her reaction might be completely adverse and possibly creating a very awkward situation?
    Must say this has been very entertaining to follow and can't wait to read the next major turn in your exciting escapade.

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    1. I knew she was fun and racy from when I worked with her. She would comment on strange men's looks, things like that. So I figured she would be ok receiving the paddle for me, and she's the only person I know who has this shipping service from the US. And from there it just sort of built and built gradually with the mutual teases. It's gone way further than I ever imagined it would!

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  12. Isn't today the big day? Don't know how you have the composure to blog. Shouldn't you be prettying yourself up for the wedding night?

    Arthur

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    1. I was a very blushing bride!
      (both sets of cheeks)

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    2. "...prettying yourself up for the wedding night?

      What a great line!

      A.J.

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  13. The unbeknownst chat is a nice idea. Julie tell us what david told her, remembering what Tracy told him. It would be possible that david lies to his wife, that Tracy lied to david, that Tracy be manipulated by John. That Julie be very surprise at the end.
    But, no, I think david neither lies to Julie, Tracy allways says the truth, and so does John.
    What about Julie ? She says Tracy doesn't know whom she is dealing with ...
    Comme chez les libertins chez Sade, les demonstrations, les raisonnement, les éclaircissements conduisent Julie a une exacerbation du désir qui la conduit aux pires excés ("Oh foutre dit-elle j'ai trop déchargé au supplice de cette garce !")
    La traduction de fuck holes par google translation est délicieuse : il traduit "trous à baise".

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    1. Getting carried away in the moment is part of the fun! It's like being a gambler. You have to know how much you are willing to lose but then put a stop to it after you reach that. I knew exactly how much I would be "talked into" giving up!

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  14. You will be ok belting wont be as bad you think will be sosmething tell me she will go easy on you but you will feel the pain you will thanks her i am sure for spanking you with a belt bet be asking when can she use belt again

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    1. Bad advice, mike!!!!
      It hurt like the dickens on my poor little bare bottom!

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    2. aww poor little julie her bare bottom i can kiss it even rub lotion on your sore bottom Hope iam not in trouble

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  15. Well so deep now Julie, that what happens tomorrow could be literally anything from Baptist conversion to dripping cum coming out of assorted orifices...enjoy the trip whatever happens...

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    1. None of the above, thank goodness!

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  16. It's all about fun & pleasure. If you are not absolutely 100% into something it can wait. Time will give you clarity and increase excitement if it's meant to be. If it's not, you can't un-fuck him. That would mess with your mind for a long time. Enjoy exploring what you know you want first.

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    1. Great advice! I did do exactly and only what I was comfortable with. Not nothing, but I did not give it all away either!

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    2. Many of your 12/14 responses are in the past tense! ('I did do exactly and only . . .' Has the session occurred?!? Sounds like you got it good, but kept something back. Good on you and can't wait for the blog post!đź’ś TL

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  17. Well now someone's going to have to get her school girl uniform tomorrow. Maybe even a stop at the adult bookstore???? Maybe you can suggest david tag along to help carry the bags and surprise her with some bra shopping for him.

    Emily

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    1. Actually, we went to a sex shop where Tracy bought me a beautiful gift, and then on to a clothing shop...

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    2. hmmmm did she get you a collar already?, Can't wait for the details

      Emily

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  18. If you listen carefully outside your home right about now , you should be able to hear the belt snapping and lil sassy miss julie saying yes ma'am and begging for mercy between sobbs .

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    1. Yes, that thought crossed my mind last night. I am wondering if lil mis julie had to sleep on her stomach.

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    2. Daddy's comment was 9:12 pm. We started at 6. Had some food. Shopping after. Got back from the shops before 9, so i think Daddy got the timing just about right!

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    3. Ohh.. So that's what that snapping noise was coming down the 401 last night followed by a lot of sniffling!!;-)

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  19. Wonderful details, as always. I like how Tracy is bringing david in and checking in with him so thoroughly about what both you and he would be OK with. And he was able to answer accurately for you, and even predict that he'd get beat after cumming in your pussy. Yes, he knows you well. :)

    Here's a thought about your shopping trip. (I realize it's happened by now, but you haven't told us about it yet, so I still get to speculate.)

    Tracy has the dildo that you had up your pussy when she burst in on you. She could take you to a sex toy shop, whip it out of her purse and ask if they have strap on harnesses it would fit it. Give a bit of commentary, about how she found you using it on yourself when she had told you not to. So now she intends to give you a proper fucking with it. She could go on and on about what's going to happen after shopping. She could draw you into conversation. "Isn't that right, you little slut?" She could have a lot of fun with your predicament.

    As always, I'm looking forward to reading more.

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  20. A wise woman once said (and I'm paraphrasing here), once a man asks his wife to spank him, he gives up his rights to act like a "real" man. Threesomes are for real men. My vote is David gets to watch, at best. If John is as good as Tracy indicates, you can tell David it's like watching a professional musician or athlete and he should stick to his amateur status.

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    1. But it's sport now with Tracy! Who's man gets to use the other wife's fuck hole first!

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  21. Are you wet in the panties waiting for this to happen, i am rock hard.
    Enjoy
    Ron

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  22. It seems Daddy's drawing wasn't too far off your actual shopping experience

    -Eve

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    1. Minus the bare bottom and breasts!

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