Wednesday, March 31

Yearning for Cock

I was feeling the need to peg my husband long, hard and deep. I wanted to use my biggest dildo, but I didn't want it to be punitive. I wanted to make him eager for it. So I gave him a very extended massage beforehand, incorporating a lot of anal play and gentle anal stretching to get him ready for me. Then I fucked him beautifully. He told me afterwards that by the time I bent him over, he yearned to be filled (yes, like a girl does). Let me tell you about the experience. Highly recommended!

I went up to him in the evening and said, "I want to fuck you tonight with my strap-on, but I want to warm you up first with a nice long massage. Ok?"

He was, predictably, fine with it! 😊

We have a massage table we lay out in the bedroom for just such occasions, and I had already prepared it, anticipating his positive response. I sent him to the bathroom to "clean himself out" while I prepared the last minute touches. Turned on the soft spa music from Spotify, dimmed the lights, lit the candles, lit the incense, heated the massage oil, arranged the toys. He came out of the bathroom and I directed him to lie on his back on the massage table under the drape.

I undraped his chest and tummy and started at his chest and rubbed his muscles there pushing both hands down towards his abdomen as I went. I stayed there for maybe five minutes. Then I moved to his legs and started stroking upwards on each of them in turn, towards his genitals but not touching them yet. I could tell through the drape that he had become semi-hard by now.

I then let my hands wander to his cock and his balls and rubbed them directly under the drape. He moaned at that and hardened completely. I left him with a big tent to revisit his chest and his legs, and his face a bit, and then returned there. I whispered in his ear, "bend your knees". He bent them. I removed his drape, exposing him completely.

I got the lube and I lubed my fingers and rubbed the lube into his back passage. I used both index fingers and thumbs to massage all around the anal area without going in. Just massaging, stretching, pulling, and so on. Total tender-loving care for his cute little bottom hole.

I then moved on to gentle digital penetration. I did this with the fingers of one hand while I stroked his cock with my other. He moaned in pleasure as I penetrated him with first one, then two fingers.


Keeping him on his back like that, I started in with my sequence of bottom toys.


I went to insert a black butt plug. I have three sizes and started with the smallest.

It slid in easily after all that preparatory massage and digital penetration. Once in, I again massaged all around his anal area underneath the plug's base, using my thumbs from time-to-time to push it in deeper. I slipped out the small and inserted the medium and did the same again. The largest is a little bit wider than my large cock, Adam, so I was going to reserve it for last. The medium plug kept popping out a little and I kept pushing it back and holding it there as I massaged. These things pop up when his sphincter is still tight. Once it relaxes, they stay put. Pretty soon he had accepted his medium butt plug and it was staying lodged in deep.

I had him lower his legs so that the plug was nicely  pushed into him by the table and paid some gentle attention to his super-hard cock.

I had him turn face down on the massage table. I kept that medium plug in there, wiggling it every now and then and easing it deeper, while massaging his neck, his back, and his legs. I went to pull out the medium butt plug, and inserted in its place the smaller purple dildo.

I used a reciprocating in and out motion (i.e., "fucking") and pushed this dildo in deeper than the butt plug could access. He winced a bit as I pushed into a clenched area deeper up his passage, the analogue of what women call their "cervix" (didja know, when a cock is hitting our cervix, it's actually not? It's apparently not really anatomically possible and what we are feeling is just muscles clenching up deeper in, so just like a guy with a longer dildo - I think - am no expert!).

I pushed the thin dildo in deep and left it there as I massaged him some more. After a while, it too stayed put, deep up inside of him.

Next I removed his dildo and looked. His bottom hole stayed gaping at almost the diameter of that thin dildo when I removed it. I had him lift a bit and I pulled his penis and testicles out between his thighs and then made him clamp his thighs together so I could access them as I massaged.

I lubed up the medium sized dildo and inserted that. It went quite easily into his already distended anus. This was going well. I did the "fucking" motion a bit with that dildo as well as I gently rubbed his genitals, eliciting moans of pleasure from my man. Once again, he accepted that dildo and held it in his relaxed bumhole, even quite deep, and it stayed put.

I removed that dildo and picked up my Hitachi with the anal attachment.

I put that up into his bumhole and turned the vibrations first to low, and then to high after a time. Because it vibrates so much, it is effectively quite a large diameter, but stretches him from the inside out. As I gave him that treatment I would also massage and allow the body of the Hitachi to touch his genitals. He bucked, squirmed, and moaned during his anal preparations.

"Do you like that, baby?" I asked him.

"Ohhhh... yes sir," he said, giving me a hint where his headspace was. He had become the girl, and wanted his "man" to fill her.

"You're such a little ass slut, aren't you? You want Daddy's big cock up your ass, don't you?

"Yes Sir!"

"Let's see if you can take it. I'm putting Adam in now."

"Oh no..."

Oh yes! I turned off the vibrator and pulled it out.

"You're so clean," I commented. He had done a good job cleaning himself out for me, there was no mess at all.

I lubed up the Adam O2, my biggest dildo that I would wear later to fuck him with. It's an assfull!

David has a good sized cock, on a par with Adam which has a 1.5" diameter with 7" of insertable length. David has a 2" diameter but it's squishier, and equivalent "insertable length". Here, by contrast, is David at his "angriest" (he's a bit embarrassed to show you, but I'll have those undies down regardless so that you can all see):

So him getting a taste of Adam is roughly them same as me getting a taste of him, a thing he seems to conveniently forget when he complains about me ramming Adam in but feels no compunction whatsoever about ramming himself into me!

In fact, with all that stretching, Adam went in easy-peasy. At first I could only get about 3" or so inside of him, but as I gently pressured it went to 4", 5",

6", and finally the full 7". He started moving his hips in an up and down motion on my massage table, getting increasingly excited with his deep penetration. I knew he was ready because even Adam stayed put deep up inside of him.

I removed Adam and inserted his biggest butt plug. It was a bit of a squeeze at its thickest, but popped in without too much complaint. He moaned as it went fully in.

"Is that nice? Are you feeling filled?" I asked as I massaged his neck, shoulders, back and glutes with long strokes

"Yes, Sir." I like when he calls me "Sir" in subby mode and he knows it.

"Do you think you're ready now?" I kept it at a whisper while I massaged, not neglecting strokes on his cock.

"Oh yes Sir!"

"Ready for what, baby?"

"Ready for my fucking Sir."

"What kind of fucking?"

"an ass fucking."

"What kind of ass fucking?"

"Long, hard, and deep."

"Yeah? You want me to treat you like a little whore, is that it?"

"Yes Sir. Like a little slut whore."

"Do little slut whores get a gentle fucking with a slim purple cock, or a jack-hammering with Adam?"

The moment of truth!

"A jack-hammering with Adam, Sir."

Oh, I was so happy he said that!

"What a nasty little slut you are. I'll give you exactly what you're asking for."

"Yes Sir. Thank you Sir."

I prised the big butt plug out of his back passage, and OMG was he gaping for me!

I got him off the massage table and conducted him to the bed, face down. He immediately pulled a couple of pillows under his hips and arched his back to raise his ass invitingly.

"Naughty girl. Just look at you. You really want it don't you?"

"Yes please Sir. Please fill me with your cock."

I was in panties and a chemise. I fastened my strap-on around me with Adam affixed after giving it a good wash in the sink in the ensuite with the special foamy soap for toys. All the while david waited for me, ass high.

I got on the bed and knee walked to his head. I picked Adam up in my hand and slapped his cheek with him. Like this:

"Show me how much you want it..." I prompted.

david greedily gobbled Adam and gave him head like a little porn star, totally embarrassing herself!

"Do you want it?"

"Mmmpf, gurgle, blrfff". I took that as a yes.

I pulled out of his mouth and he gyrated his ass in anticipation.

"You really want it!"

"Yes, Sir. I want to be filled. Totally filled. I need to be filled with your big cock!"

I went behind, applied the lube to cock and hole, and gently entered him.

There was no resistance, no crying it, no wincing. His hole totally accepted me right in deep. I began my rhythm, giving "her" the fucking "she" craved. I went deep and held as she squirmed around my cock. I varied rhythm, angle, speed.

He seemed to want more. I squatted on my feet, knees bent, and re-inserted. I was glad squats were a part of my daily routine!

I started fucking her more vigorously, building the intensity up and up and up until I was totally jack-hammering her ass. She reached her little fists forward and clutched at the bed sheets, holding herself in place as I continued. Every thrust was met with a lusty cry or moan.

"Yeah... Yeah... harder..."

She wanted harder? I was already hard to the hilt, but there's always room for extra. I went deeper, harder, faster. Her cries per thrust turned into a continual cry as I did her proper.

Time to bring her fucking to an end. I thrust deep, held, and convulsed, simulating male orgasm for her. 

She squirmed delightfully as she imagined my hot jizz filling her ass. I pulled out. "Ohhhh... God!" he said. I turned him religious.

Did I enjoy fucking him? I mean, beyond giving him the experience he craves? Yes. Yes I did. True, there's not the same physical sensations of friction that a man enjoys, but that's not really what it's about, is it? His hand can do a pretty good of simulating that. And I do get some of those physical sensations myself as the base of the dildo pushes against me as I thrust. But no, it's the act of fucking, of penetrating, of taking. I'm sure that's what a man enjoys as much, if not more so, than the physical sensations: dominating his lady. And I am equally capable of enjoying that as any man.

I stripped off, turned him over, and sat on his face, facing down his body, my asshole poised above his mouth. I told him to get a hand under and to his cock. I wanted him to cum for me at the same time as I would for him.

"Lick my asshole. Nice and deep! Rub your cock also, I want to see you jizz and eat it after."

His tongue in, on, around my asshole drove me wild. Combined with his furiously rubbing his own massively hard cock, and my fingers stroking my wet pussy, I came hard. I rode the wave and kept him at it, climaxing again and again, three times, peaks on top of waves, until he finally came himself in the most impressive series of spurts and quantities of cum I have ever seen out of him! And he's no spring chicken either.

I dismounted him and immediately, eagerly, fed him his cum, having him swallow as he went. What a massive load!

We collapsed down next to each other, both of us exhausted.

"You really wanted it," I teased him.

"I did. First time I ever felt this complete longing to be filled. When you were getting ready, and I was just waiting there, I felt so empty. I needed you to fill me."

"Now you know what it feels like," I told him.

"I felt like... a woman..." he said.

Yes! I literally made him my woman. Sometimes I yearn for cock. I don't cum from cock, but I need cock, you know? He had now experienced the same yearning, and I was pretty sure he would become a better lover as a result. Win win.

What about you guys? Do you ever yearn for cock or dildo like david and I? Let us know in the comments.

55 comments:

  1. i do like the shame of kneeling in front my wife and showing my bj skills before she takes me. its a roll so i play out the yearning you describe. greedily / hungrily i will take it in my mouth

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    1. There was no playing with my husband. He legit WANTED to be stuffed with cock.

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  2. OMG Julie!!!! David is one lucky lucky slut. So jealous!

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  3. This was so decadently written that each step of the way I felt as if my sissy hole was being stuffed, and I almost made a mess in my panties that I needed to lick clean!

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  4. Well I did have a yearning for a good hard assfucking, which I thought had faded... until I read this!
    Do you ever wank David off while fucking him so he cums with your dick in his ass?

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    1. No. Mechanically difficult? Not sure! Will try.

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    2. I think that an ultimate self humiation for him can be making him jerk off, with his own hand, while you fuck him from behind with Adam. He'll show how much he Is excited, and enjoying It. Obviusly cum in hand and lick It all up. Worse (or Better) in front of Sue

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    3. I think he's already suffered the ultimate humiliation. I made him desperate to be filled by my cock. Man can never go back from that.

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  5. Yes I do year for my wife to put on a strap on, bend me over and pound me hard. She does so only on occasion since she say it makes her feel weird but I think it is get and the sex after is incredible for both of us since she has very loud orgasms. So there may be hope yet.

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  6. Mission accomplished, Julie darling! I'm so pleased for both of you! I liked it when you referred to yourself as Daddy!

    I had a little chuckle at the following line:

    I used a reciprocating in and out motion (i.e., "fucking")

    You sound like you're giving a TED talk!

    And to answer your question at the end of your excellent article: No, stay away from me with that thing!

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    1. That phrase came to me. I was trying to be a bit more creative than just plain old "fucking"!

      And come on... you know you want it...

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    2. Your writing is excellent, as ever. You are a creative writer and a creative domme.

      As for goading me, watch yourself, we've been getting along so well!

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  7. When I tell our Christian guests that my husband yearns to be filled with the Holy Spirit, he rolls his eyes "Oh God honey! you exaggerate"
    Our largest dildo we call it "the Holy Spirit".

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  8. Nice scientific and loving anal destruction.
    You should ask david to describe to you (us) how he felt as the long purple dildo reached its maximum depth.
    Did the sensation of a very intimate point touched by the dildo, under your guidance, cause its cavity to open unconditionally?
    Like a surrender girl, did David give up entirely once this intimacy was touched?
    And who did he open up to? To you he loves, to a woman he imagines, to the part that likes to dominate him in you ... all these figures are possible ... Was it filled like a woman by a woman ? (Oh when I think of her round butt!)

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    1. He described it as sharp pain without an identifiable center to it, but "in there somewhere". He relaxed into it, though and it did not appear again.

      He opened up to the part of me that loves to take control!

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  9. I think it’s time for that full sissy session Miss. Cock bulging in your jeans as he’s humiliated and dressed and recently draped over your lap so he can feel your cock? Calling you “yes Sir” only?

    Be sure to remind him why you have his cock locked away in chastity and in panties, as “she” won’t be needing it. You’re the man of the house tonight.

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    1. Mmmmmm... you're giving me nice ideas!

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    2. Just need the right outfit for your little sissy cock slut now Ma’am!

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  10. Here is a couple you may like:

    https://xhamster.com/videos/sub-fucked-balls-kicked-and-forced-ass-to-mouth-part-1-xhcJ36u

    https://xhamster.com/videos/ass-beating-and-strap-on-fuck-part-2-xhibcar

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  11. Doesn’t usually happen with these stories but this one got me all worked up for some reason

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  12. M8 he’s such a whore.

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    1. He really is. That gaping asshole yearning to be filled. Begging me for a rough cock-fucking. I should really turn his ass out, make a few bucks off that slut.

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    2. WC here

      Very interesting post Julie.

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    3. Yeah get his ass on the street and earning dollar for U πŸ‘

      He’ll know he’s owned when he’s in the middle of a spit roasting 😎

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    4. Exactly. I'll belt whip him if he doesn't bring home enough $$$.

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    5. Good for U πŸ‘

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    6. I made a whole roleplay and then post out of this comment chain. Thank you!

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  13. I don't even know how to thank you for all of the stories you post. The way you and your husband share your kinky lives...just really much appreciated.

    Steering me to Mistress Violet was just a bonus. Anyone in the Toronto area, book an appointment once this is all over. She is amazing, as are Julies' tails.
    Kind regards
    Chris

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    1. Thank you Chris. I agree that Violet is a very cool chick!

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  14. We can describe your approach to your husband's ass fucking a phenomenological approach that brings out his need to be well stuffed like a big sow. Like you say, an experience highly recommended.

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    1. Had to look up that word!
      I'm still thinking about that gaping wide lubed-up asshole ready for my cock. I could literally SEE his need to be filled as he arched and presented.

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  15. To answer your question I’d happily suck cock and even swallow for you but there’s no way I’d let you enter me with that thing. Ouch.

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    1. Oh baby. You'd be so under my spell you'd do anything along those lines for me. I'd make sure to stretch you gently and make sure you'd love the experience.

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  16. I also enjoy my wife's strap-on cock immensely.
    Having to bend over, my wife then lowers my panties.
    She then inserts herself inside me for a long ride on her stiff lady-cock. She prefers the traditional "male" role and I prefer the traditional "female" role in the bedroom. We BOTH wear female undergarments all the time. Wearing a bra always feels exquisite.

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    1. It really is lovely. She has trained me to ejaculate from pegging alone, which is what we both want. I get frequent fanny warmings from her strap as well. Wearing bras and panties is SO much better feeling than male underwear.

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    2. I love that you can cum just from cock up the ass. Ha ha!

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    3. She is able to orgasm as well while pegging me. Our role-reversal to her being a female husband and my being the male wife works very well for us. We both read your blog for interesting ideas in the bedroom. She has begun insisting I have a monthly period along with hers and has now insisted that I have to wear tampons. I thought that would be appropriate as well. Publicly we look like a normal couple, but under our outerwear, I'm all feminized.

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  17. I totally yearn for it. I have an almost insatiable desire to be penetrated, filled, fucked in the ass. I can cum hands free from a strapon fucking and it’s the most intense orgasm ever. I have a huge collection of toys and constantly look for new things to fill my ass with.

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    1. My husband is starting to get it as well. He now wants me to fill him, like, all the time, the little tramp.

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    2. I’m a total switch and very bi curious. I would love to dominate him. Dress him up very feminine with some stockings and force him to suck my cock while you give him an enema to prepare him for me - spanking him when I tell him to do a better job sucking me. After he is clean, I give him a nice paddling. Then I fuck him in the ass while we verbally humiliate him and make out while I fuck him. Then the big butt plug for him and make him watch while I fuck you. After I cum in your pussy or ass, he sucks my cock clean and cleans up the cum dripping out of you. Mmm. Then we can switch and you can dominate us both or you and David can dominate me and do whatever you want.

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    3. Damn that sounds AMAZING!

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  18. Good to hear your husband is craving a regular filling πŸ‘

    Nothing more humiliating than serving your wife up to an alpha male, sucking him hard then clean up duties πŸ‘

    I’m sure he’ll love a session dressed as a sissy, sucking cock while you peg him, them cleaning cock and eating you out.

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    1. M8 U shld pimp him out 2 rough af riggers.

      They wld see 2 the sissy in the van at end of dayπŸ‘

      Spit roasting & change ends at half time πŸ‘

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